Thursday, July 5, 2007

yay for 2:30 am XP (actually, deceptively, a rather important post)

well i've just about exhausted my supply of entertainment resources... youtube, quizilla, yahoo, msn, whatever. so now i post. yes, now i post, gentlemen. i worked at the pub tonight; i was going to work the DAY shift, which i was all excited about, except then the other stupid hostess called and wanted me to work both because she couldn't make the night. i was like "uhh.. no. can't do that." so she took my day shift and i covered her night shift. shit, she's so evil. it's the fourth of fucking july (to quote one of our servers) ..and it was really, really busy. i bet she knew that and made up that little story about "already having plans"... ahh well. it was pretty fun, near the end most of the wait staff (and me) said Screw Work and went outside to watch fireworks. one of the servers was friends with someone in an apartment building next door and he took us up to the roof to watch. it was pretty awesome. a long walk up though. then we came back and laura and i folded silverware and complained about how stupid america is. yayyy. lol. and man, i missed one of my tips, that same server (the apartment one) ran away damn him. despite my being "the best hostess ever", he can't be around when i leave to give me my tip, yeah,, hmmmmm..... oh wellz. that's enough rambling about the fourth of ju-ly, which has never been a big deal to me. ...something that IS a big deal to me tomorrow...err.. i mean today (technically) is two years for gabe and me. i'm so freaking happy^_^ i think (at the same time) "whoa, two years O.o" and "wow, only two years?" because i remember even the first day so clearly but i don't remember how i felt before i was in love with him ..well sure i remember i remember feeling worthless and having low self-esteem (sixth[ish] grade stuff... guess everyone's had that) and having crushes on guys simply because they were the LEAST awful ones around.. ..and one of my best friends and i used to always seem to have the same opinion on who was the least awful around because we always liked the same guy at the same time. heh.^_^' that was quite taxing for both of us. (i'm proud now i think of it though; we went through that three times and didn't disown each other XD) i remember all that, but i can't feel it anymore i don't really remember how it FELT. and that's really quite alright, because i don't care to remember. i'm so much happier now than i used to be... ...gabe, you're awesome you freaking are two years is just the start, i'm staying with you forever^_^ ..heh. i apologize for making everyone else read my mush. except for sarah, yeah, i don't think i need to apologize to her XD ..i still need to give her boyfriend a "you are not romantic, you git, get it together" lecture ...so then. i am so fucking tired it's not even serious. funny. whatthehellever. good night(morning), you all, and may the circles under your eyes not be as dark as mine. ***aaand i have uploaded two new pages of Lethal Kamikaze Cyborg Aya!***

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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

destiny has arrived, and she wants to kick your ass

sooo i have tried out my new pens that i got. they absolutely rock. like a delicate yet deadly weapon, they take some mastering and i'm not really there yet, but someday i shall rise in power and depose the greatest coloring... people yes i am up too late why do you ask? i colored the cover of Aya. it looks kind of gaudy now but definitely attention-getting. i also drew a beauteous fanart. Minorly Ill Hosted By theOtaku.com.

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

just to clear something up

for those of you who hadn't read a couple previous posts, i think you got a bit confused on my last post. i'm not in college XD i was staying at a college dorm because of a sort of writers' gathering that my parents, my friend knox and i went to. they put us up in dorm rooms for a week and we either stayed there, went downtown or attended panels/workshops/readings. ...so yes i'm still in high school :( anyway, on a more colorful (pun) note, i got my faber-castell pens in the mail, maybe NOW i can color things non-craptastically. we'll see, anyway. i'm starting to think i have some kind of genetic coloring disease; i'm slightly challenged in that area, that's why as you'll see none of my fanarts on the otaku are hand-colored.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

we are all ****s stuffed into the same *********s.......

those of you who know what i'm talking about ..yeah hi those of you who don't ...yeah hi so i'm home now, no more college dorms. it was fun, but i am glad to be back, especially since last night we had to disclose the location of our living quarters to the world's most rude and annoying 11-year-old from new york who thinks everyone is here for her own personal entertainment. also because i missed my muffin. :( a lot. :( those who saw my minor breakdown in the japanese restaurant can testify. i think i shall end this post here. ...on the note that i hate myself when i use pet names and i don't seriously call him that. XD ...y'all come back now, y'hear?

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

leonard is my hero

so knox and i went to a playwriting panel today, it's where they sort of interview a bunch of playwrites and you can ask them questions.. i don't want to write plays but it was interesting anyway, though all i really write is short stories and (a) novel. don't even ask about poetry. my poetry could set your hair on fire, so i haven't written any for three years, and before you say a word, i know i haven't improved, i just know. XD after that knox and i hung out in the student center and played air hockey and foozball (how the hell do you spell that anyway? the tabe-top soccer game, you know?) for about an hour XD we were too lazy to name all our little player guys, but alex named one of mine Leonard (he turned out to be my best player, and he was on DEFENSE) and i named one of hers Rodmilton. the rest of hers were named bob and the rest of mine were named jean-paul. so. fun fun fun. right now we're lying around the dorm being bored.

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

sooooo

here i am in a college dorm, yay. these dorms are all rooms in big old houses. ours is pretty neat. there's a balcony outside and its floor is made out of some soft squishy stuff, it's wierd but cool. i sat out there for half an hour reading and watching people on the ground not noticing me, waiting for knox to wake up, she's up now. ...somebody has a piece of paper reading "blaise loves you" taped to the ceiling over the bed she sleeps in. it disturbs her just a bit, i think XD soo anyway today i think we're going to try and find downtown so we can go to barnes & nobles and get coffee or something for breakfast, then we're going to the student center with all the teacherish people for lunch yay, school away from school XP i think later we're going to the japanese place for dinner (..so gabe, i'm not sure what time i can get on sorry>.< i'll try to find out and send a pm if i can) ....man, this laptop keyboard is getting on my nerves. jus' a little bit. XP ohhh, i forgot! just under the creative writing office, there're these basement rooms... they are so. awesome. we went down there and we expected to find hostile waif squatters. it was really dark and only some of the lights worked, the ceiling and walls were falling apart and there were wires and pipes everywhere there was a dark staircase with a small opening at the top; someone had shoved a ladder through it... it was reeeally dark in some places and all we had was a really, really weak flashlight on a keychain there were a lot of rooms, the further we went the darker and crumblier it got we explored all the rooms except one; it was the most basement-y and the light couldn't reach the far wall at all, looked like there was a chair with something in it at the far wall... we were brave up till then, we decided to save that room for another day XD omg i'm hungry>.< i needz to go eat ..i was kind of bratty when we first got here, i was in a bad mood from the car, but i like it here now XD anyway, this post has gone on long enough, i think. i'm gonna try and visit sites.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

youz ain't goin' nowherez

until you see my new fanart. i mean it, you people owe it to me since nobody who isn't on my friends list will willingly look at it :( (is my absurd logic working on you yet?) Omg the Metaphorz :P Quick Random Sketch Personal Favorite oh yeah and i forgot (ahahaha.. yeah.. i forgot-_-') i got my report card in the mail the other day and i aced all my exams. and A's in everything on my final average. i couldn't believe it. :O i am a a goddess. XD Thank you, ladies and gentlemen. i now retreat to read my wierdo book about people with undecided genderz :(

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Monday, June 18, 2007

funny

awright... i was recently on this medication that i just got off of. since it can be really harmful to unborn babies, they make female patients take a pregnancy test before taking the medication, every month when they're on it, and after they get off. well, i just got off it, so i went to this small health center thing near my house... it's really very silly there, most of their patients are mexicans and nobody there can speak spanish. anyway i went in there and this nurse taking me back was giving me this really hostile/incredulous look.. i was half-wondering why... she kept giving me this look, and looking more and more incredulous (that i wasn't looking guilty/shifty/whatever) and i realized she had no idea why i was really there... 'parently all they knew about was the pregnancy test. that was confirmed when she asked me "are you here alone?" i was like "yeah *perfectly normal/cheerful* my dad dropped me off, but he went to the bank and he'll be back here soon i guess" "O.o ..does he know why you're here? because you're 15..." i was like "ohh yeah he knows *almost having fun with this*" finally i told her "uhh, you do know i only have to take this test because i just got off acutaine right?" ..she didn't even know what it was really. they don't know what they're DOING down there. XD but she got considerably more friendly when she realized i wasn't possibly pregnant and perfectly okay with that. dude that made my day, it was hilarious. XD

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Monday, June 11, 2007

awright

today i supposedly get my computer back. or maybe early tomorrow. i have inhaled so much dust already, don't be surprised if i mysteriously stop updating forever XP i've been cleaning behind my computer desk (good time to do it, since the computer's not in the way) and also sorting through old cd's and crap... even floppy disks, it was funny when i found those, i haven't used a floppy disk in years. but anyway. it was dusty. VERY. it's definitely summer too, i've caught two ticks trying to get in my clothes unnoticed so far today *shiver* i HATE ticks XP that's the only problem with having four pets when summer comes 'round. they bring in unwanted guests.-_- so anyway, i did some more half-awake-paint-program drawing freehanded and here are my lovely efforts (i've definitely improved since the Persawn XD) these are actually so much less shameful than the last one that i submitted them as fanart aaand here's one and here's the other.

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Friday, June 8, 2007

omigoodness.

so i just noticed-- the eight featured fan arts today are up and NONE OF THEM ARE NARUTO! this has to be a wondrous happy healthy holy awesome spiffing charming darling flipping flaming jolly freaking FIRST! i'm so happy. i could cry. there's even some ORIGINAL ANIME featured today. maybe things are improving, or maybe it's just a fluke. i'm sure the sasuke-worshipping masses will soon flood the site with boyz-on-boyz narutoXsasuke forever crap anyway. ohh, but that breif moment of respite! anyway, went with knox and her dad to see POTC3 today. i don't know what you people are on about, it was AWESOME. i know nothing can beat the first one, but come on, you gotta admit the multiple jacks were rather riveting. though wierd. yes darling, you were right, will is better in this one. i admit defeat; he HAS become a bit more original. which i'm glad to see. i still hate elizabeth though... although i love her singaporean-made-king-of-pirates outfit and i WANT IT alright, regarding my computer, i called the place today because i couldn't sit here waiting anymore, and they said they managed to save all my documents! hallelujah! i'm happy now. all i gotta do is pay them for the new hard drive and pick it up monday or tuesday and i'm back in business. woot. and i did a fanart on paint, it's up right now, but i'm too lazy to post a link so you'll have to go to my portfolio. that's pretty much all, i'll wrap up this post now.

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