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well i've just about exhausted my supply of entertainment resources...
youtube, quizilla, yahoo, msn, whatever.
so now i post. yes, now i post, gentlemen.
i worked at the pub tonight; i was going to work the DAY shift, which i was all excited about, except then the other stupid hostess called and wanted me to work both because she couldn't make the night. i was like "uhh.. no. can't do that." so she took my day shift and i covered her night shift.
shit, she's so evil. it's the fourth of fucking july (to quote one of our servers)
..and it was really, really busy. i bet she knew that and made up that little story about "already having plans"...
ahh well. it was pretty fun, near the end most of the wait staff (and me) said Screw Work and went outside to watch fireworks. one of the servers was friends with someone in an apartment building next door and he took us up to the roof to watch. it was pretty awesome. a long walk up though.
then we came back and laura and i folded silverware and complained about how stupid america is. yayyy. lol.
and man, i missed one of my tips, that same server (the apartment one) ran away damn him. despite my being "the best hostess ever", he can't be around when i leave to give me my tip, yeah,, hmmmmm.....
oh wellz.
that's enough rambling about the fourth of ju-ly, which has never been a big deal to me.
...something that IS a big deal to me
tomorrow...err.. i mean today (technically) is two years for gabe and me. i'm so freaking happy^_^
i think (at the same time) "whoa, two years O.o" and "wow, only two years?" because i remember even the first day so clearly but i don't remember how i felt before i was in love with him
..well sure i remember
i remember feeling worthless and having low self-esteem (sixth[ish] grade stuff... guess everyone's had that) and having crushes on guys simply because they were the LEAST awful ones around..
..and one of my best friends and i used to always seem to have the same opinion on who was the least awful around because we always liked the same guy at the same time. heh.^_^' that was quite taxing for both of us. (i'm proud now i think of it though; we went through that three times and didn't disown each other XD)
i remember all that, but i can't feel it anymore
i don't really remember how it FELT.
and that's really quite alright, because i don't care to remember. i'm so much happier now than i used to be...
...gabe, you're awesome
you freaking are
two years is just the start, i'm staying with you forever^_^
..heh. i apologize for making everyone else read my mush. except for sarah, yeah, i don't think i need to apologize to her XD
..i still need to give her boyfriend a "you are not romantic, you git, get it together" lecture
...so then.
i am so fucking tired it's not even serious.
funny.
whatthehellever.
good night(morning), you all, and may the circles under your eyes not be as dark as mine.
***aaand i have uploaded two new pages of Lethal Kamikaze Cyborg Aya!***
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