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eventfulness has finally eventuated.
so since tuesday i've been engaged in nightly practices for the nutcracker, yesterday was a dress rehearsal and the performances are tonight, saturday night, and sunday afternoon. sarah and i are getting a lot better and everbody tells us we're doing well. we had an incident yesterday that was totally surreal though. we used to be camp counselors to the only little boy (age 8 or 9) in the show, name of zack, and a lot of other children and they call us mommy and daddy (don't ask, i've come to terms with having to be "daddy"-_-) buut... zack's dad, halfway through the show, told him he couldn't be around me and sarah anymore because we were older girls. what the hell. he didn't even say anything to us, zack's friend amanda ran up and told us why he was crying. his dad was standing outside the room that he was in, glaring at us as if to make sure we couldn't go in and see him. so we got rather upset and went to his dad, and i asked what the problem was. he told us he never said zack couldn't hang around us, it was just that he couldn't hang around in the room we were usually in because he wanted zach to "Focus on the ballet"
dude. that is such a lie i wouldn't even have needed to look in his squinty little eyes to tell >.>
ever after he keeps staring and staring at us whenever we're around zack. it creeps me out.
we think we know the reason, though. zack's mom ran away and left them and his dad is now remarried but it looks like he's jealous of zack liking us so much and calling us mommy/daddy
maybe he also thinks we're some kind of weirdo perverts too, but i think that other is the main reason. he's so creepy and weird. ugh.
and then there's the other issue. yesterday i discovered my missing-for-two-months history notebook, and all my sketches (some of which i worked really hard on and liked a lot) were totally defiled and stuff like "slut" and "jew" were written all over it and tits drawn on all the girls and etc. etc.
this. does not. please me.
so i turned it in to the honor council aaand they think they've pinpointed who it is. i thought the exact same thing. but recent things i've taken into consideration have caused me to change my mind; i'm positive it was somebody(s) in the ninth grade class (i don't even KNOW most of the little buggers)
i sure as hell don't like the guy the headmaster thinks it is, but i don't want him punished when it's somebody else; not because i want to save him from the humiliation but because i don't want whoever really did it to get away with it.
anyway.
wish me luck tonight, hopefully i can keep that stupid nutcracker head on and breathe inside it :)
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