today i just felt really really... caged. my little world felt even smaller than it usually does...
so i just left the house on an impulse and took a long walk...
i know you can't walk away from your problems... but it's not like they're going anywhere. and sometimes the way people have to make things so damned complicated makes me so mad... it felt really good to not be with people for once and be with things that have been around much longer..
anyway...
walked for a while, then went and did some trespassing on somebody-or-other's "private property" where they have a little lake that i haven't been to in a while..
and it was really, really beautiful there
for so long my mind's been taken up with loving and worrying, and it gave me a chance to stop worrying, and love more.
it really cleared out my mind and my heart
i'm really glad i did that...
