Friday, November 4, 2005

   Plagued
I'm very tired...
I just got down with my homework.
My sister's been annoying me.
Ughh.

One of the guys trashed the coach's office before gym which is 7th period and when no one confessed he made us all run around the football field until someone confessed and if we stopped to walk he'd give us detention for a week. He kept us after school. I was already exhausted as it was. My friend and most of the other guys got detention. I didn't...somehow.
It's not that I'm out of shape or anything...
just tired...

It took the idiot about an over an hour and a half to confess too.

I was really pissed before...but now I'm just tired.

I'm going to go to bed before I fall over.


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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Hey,
I'm back and now am sick with a cold.
Ugh.
My father's been gone for awhile and the house is relatively peaceful.
I'm sorry I haven't posted in a long time...again.

Now have to finish up my English homework... it's giving me a real migrain (sp?).
I'll attempt to get to all your sites later tonight.

Till next we meet.

~ShadowsOfAngels~




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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Things haven't improved much,
but my dad's leaving again tomorrow-
back to his 'job'.

My poor sister, he was really hard on her last night...
She shouldn't have to deal with this shit.
But she's sleeping over a friend's house tonight so I hope she can forget her troubles at least for awhile...




I'm thinking about deleting my account. I never have time to get on...



Alright,
I'm done being pathetic.

I hope you guys have a good night, or day...or whenever it is that you read this...



~ShadowsOfAngels~
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

I'm sorry I haven't updated in such a long time.
Actually, I never left on any trip. What I meant in my last post was that I wasn't going to be on theotaku for awhile because
my dad was coming home.

He's home now.
And its feels like it's going to rain forever.
My sister slept in my room last night because my parents are fighting again and she got scared.

My dad has a drinking problem.
A Big drinking problem.


I just don't know what to do any more.
I don't want to see them cry again.

No one should have a parent that they feel nothing for but pity and hate.

But,
Sometimes he'll sober up and
be almost like the father I use to know.
But it never lasts.
That part of him is still there but it I see it now less and less.

I don't know what to do.




Well...
I'll try to visit all of your sites tonight if I have time.
But I probably won't.
I'm sorry.





~ShadowsOfAngels~





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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Hey again.
A thunderstorm is brooding near. I can see the dark clouds. The winds picking up.
It's gonna' rain like Hell soon.
Things are...difficult...as usual but maybe they'll get better.
"Hope springs eternal."
I'll be alright as long as I can just keep my head above water.
I'm going to be leaving for awhile...10 days...two weeks? I don't know but I'll be back.
Somehow I always find myself right back where I started.

Till next we meet...




~ShadowsOfAngels


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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   Didn't sleep well last night, of course I usually don't. My sleep pattern is awful. I wake up alot.
I finally gave up around 6 this morning and had left over chocolate cake for breakfast when everyone else was asleep. Heheh.
Now I'm cleaning the house, which is as usual a complete wreck. My sister isn't much of a help either, she just messes it right up again. But fortunately today she's going over a friends house so I'll be able to actually make some progress.
Gah I'm tired and so much to do.
Time for more coffee.


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Saturday, August 6, 2005

   Odd Happenings...
Hey...
My sister's rabbit, Kyka, died this morning and she's very upset. It had escaped from it's cage the night before and we found it dead on one of the stairs leading down to our basement which is a little eery (sp?) if you know what I mean.
I got the crap scared out of me by an owl the last night too. It was really wierd. I woke up at there where was these great shiny eyes looking at me...
God, I hope it was an owl.
0.o


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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

   I was at a friend's house the other day, at a bonfire party. It was just a small get-together, nothing that big.
But, well, he lives near a state park (which can hardly be called a park, it's just a crappy little marinea, a little clup of woods, and a mediocre campground) and recently some campers trapassed on they're beach and were "attacked" by there dogs. There were like twenty 'No trasspassing' signs and the dogs just chased them. One of them jumped on them but, I mean she didn't bite them or anything...But will it all got blow out of porportion. Now my friends family is in danger of losing alot of money from a lawsuit and their dogs put down. Before this a park ranger tackled his mom and tried to arrest her because the dogs had gotten loose on the campgrounds.
With all that in mind, my friend was plotting to get revenge on the park.
We ended up sneaking over at 2:30 in the morning and 'vandalizing' the bathrooms.
It was rather lame though.
We trashed it and glued one of the toilet seats down.
But in the middle of it we got interrupted by a call from my friends brother on the cell phone saying that his mom was going on the beach looking for us. I don't know what she was thought we were doing.
We had to sprint back to get away from the 'crime scene'.
We didn't get caught for the bathroom thing but his mom was really pissed.
It was stupid. I didn't want to do it cause' it didn't sit well with me even if those guys were jerks. It's not that I was afraid to do it, it just felt wrong. So I just stood guard outside feeling really really stupid.
It's amazing how much time I spend feeling stupid.

This is totally off subject but can you guys hear the music I just put up?? It's Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls.
(You have to click play at the top of the page)
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   The Dragon's Lair
Sorry I haven't posted in so long.
I've just been really busy.
The shop I work at is called the Dragon's Lair Bookstore and Coffee House, it's a family owned, old fashion styled building. The pay's ok, but could be better.
The damn cappacunio machine keeps breaking! I must of fixed it 15 times the other day! They won't replace it because it's an antique but still...15 times?
Anyway I really shouldn't complain, it's a great job. It beats working at Mcdonalds or whatever.

I hope you like my new site theme, I got tired of the DNAngel one and I like X better.

I'm feeling sort of light headed again. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm just going to go lay down and watch a movie or something.
I hope my sister isn't hogging the TV again...
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

   T-Minus 10
I saw the space shuttle launch on TV this morning. I kept having this horrible thought that it would explode like the last one did.
But it must of been so cool to have seen planent Earth from space like that.
I know I'd like to see it.
I guess space really is the last frontier.

I start work tomorrow at this coffee shop/book store place. It's just a summer job, since the place is only open in the summer time. Come fall I'll need to find another.
I'm flat broke, and really need the money.
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