Monday, March 27, 2006

   Nothing much to say...

I had a dentist appt today. I skipped school for it, and I haven't really done much. My weekend even went okay. I am really bored, which is saying something because I am almost never bored. ^___^' Anyway, as you have noticed, I have changed my theme. ^^ Naraku. But I will get bored with it quickly, so what do you think my next theme should be? Let me know, 'kay? ^___^ Well, that's all for now, and I shall see you on the next update! Oh, and here is a picture or two to keep you occupied: ^^ I know how he feels... That's something Sanzo would say And welcome to my world. OMG...+dies+ NO comment... Pfft... Alright, see you guys on the next update!

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

   I want to go to England to learn the language....LOL

That is what one of my classmates said in English thursday. I was laughing so hard! ^^ So how is everyone doing today? Thanks for the comments, I am doing better now, I am sorry that I have these violent mood swings, they just happen. But anyway, I just wanted to give a short post to let everyone know I am alive. ^___^ I am sitting at my grandma's house, watching my cousin. ^___^' Its not so much watching as making sure she has something interesting to do. ^^ I love her to death, I really do. Anyway, other than that, everything has basically been resolved. No one is bothering me, my English teacher is being relatively polite, and so is our Geometry teacher. Which he better be, considering almost the whole class and their parents are pissed at him for giving us so much work to do. Well, anyway, thanks you guys for all the support you gave me, and commenting. I know I don't come to your sites often, but I do try, truly. ^___^ So thank you so much! And I will try to visit some sites today if I can. And here are a few pics: Sparkly Sesshy!!!!! So funny. ^^ I am in a sess mood today. ^^' You know, I actually had a conversation like that once...it was so funny. ^___^ Be afraid, be very afraid....LOL. go Kakashi go!!!! Kisa is so adorable.... OMGWTF? +dies+ Poor, poor Kyo... And I LOVE EDWARD!!!! I know these aren't great, but I hope you enjoyed them. ^___^ See ya on the next update! ~Shadow

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

   JOB-SHADOWING, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, AND FREE DAY!!!

w00t!!! Free day today, because today, our class, the sophmores, are having job-shadowing and since you can't job-shadow my future profession(a writer), I came to work with my mother. So all day I have been sitting here, doing nothing much, but listening to Phantom of the Opera soundtrack. ^___^ Its such a good movie that if you haven't seen it, you should really check it out. I am feeling a bit better. And Pictures went okay yesterday. Actually everybody took it pervy when the camera woman said, "Now, get on your knees." We all kept cracking up and couldn't quit laughing. When I get them back, i will try to post the pic. I like it. It looks really proffessinal. She took like 5 and let us choose. ^^ Anyway, that is all for now. Oh yeah, and I wanted to show the people who read Absolute Boyfriend, my friend found this song that I think goes rather well, its called Coin-Operated Boy sung by the Dresden Dolls. The song sung is great. I love it. Here are the lyrics. They are so hilarious and totally describe Riiko and Night: "Coin-Operated Boy" Coin operated boy Sitting on the shelf he is just a toy But i turn him on and he comes to life Automatic joy That is why i want a coin operated boy Made of plastic and elastic He is rugged and long-lasting Who could ever ever ask for more Love without complications galore Many shapes and weights to choose from I will never leave my bedroom I will never cry at night again Wrap my arms around him and pretend.... Coin operated boy All the other real ones that i destroy Cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll Never let him go and i'll never be alone Not with my coin operated boy...... This bridge was written to make you feel smittener With my sad picture of girl getting bitterer Can you extract me from my plastic fantasy I didnt think so but im still convinceable Will you persist even after i bet you A billion dollars that i'll never love you Will you persist even after i kiss you Goodbye for the last time Will you keep on trying to prove it? I'm dying to lose it... I want it I want you I want a coin operated boy. And if i had a star to wish on For my life i cant imagine Any flesh and blood could be his match I can even take him in the bath Coin operated boy He may not be real experienced with girls But i know he feels like a boy should feel Isnt that the point that is why i want a Coin operated boy With his pretty coin operated voice Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me Straight and to the point That is why i want A coin operated boy. Oh, and here are the pics of the day: So cute...^^ I love Johnny...But why is all the rum gone?! AHAHAHAHAAH!!!!! Now Phil, you understand why I don't feed you LOL. J/K...^.~ Poor shigure Um...can anyone say, WTF?! PFFFTTTT!!!! ~dies laughing~ awww...how cute... I love this little thing... SEe...looky, popper has come back for revenge on you all!!!! What was with this? teehee... This amuses me for some reason...v.v; AS does this... This is just wrong...v.v; And the winner goes to...INUYASHA!!! Lol, this is him going through a withdrawal...

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

   HOW DO I FEEL TODAY...

...I really don't know. I thought today would be a good okay type day, but I was wrong, and it sucks. Everybody is going all Emo on me, and I can't help them because they won't let me. Not that I am in any shape to help them myself. I don't know what to do... I don't want to do this anymore. NOpe, don't want to do anything but lay down. My English Teacher called me annoying today in class and I don't know why. Normally, I am a rather nice(maybe not quiet) but a nice person, if you will. But she just looked at me today, and said, "you are so annoying." I was like, O.O and my friend Val, stuck up for me and made it funny by saying, "Now what would you do if she went home and went all emo on you, and wrote that you were the reason she killed herself?" And she said it with such an elaborent gesture and voice that everybody was rofl byt the time she was done. I was smiling and the teacher was glaring. But it serves her right. I try to be a good student, but sometimes the teachers make it so damn hard. v.v; Anyway, Geometry wasn't much better. ~sigh~ I was too busy doing a M*A*S*H (you know the future telling game) to play attention and the teacher, well, he wasn't too happy. and then when he asked what I was doing instead of listening to him, I said, "Playing a game because i am bored." I could have died, I didn't mean to say that. I meant to say, "Just doodling." But I was bored. I knew what we were doing, and I had no reason to pay attention. Lol, anyway, I suppose that is all for now, but I will leave you with a few pics and avatars that I found randomly on the internet. I don't get this, but okay. this is very scary...~shudders~ ^^ Still running...so true... PFFT! OMG...reminds me of the school cutlery(sp?) Okay, what do people have against Elmo? Gosh you guys. LOL. +nodnod+ I do...but not too hard. ~winkwink~ I wish this everyday on one certain person... that is so funny... So pretty... AHHHH!!!! My favorite...llama, llama, duck. ^^ Alright then...LOOK AT ME! LMAO this one is for moonfireboi This is actually true. this more so...for me anyway. Johnny Depp on drugs YAY! LOL... J/K And somebody please tell me who this is: Tohru and Kyo, Tohru and Yuki, or Kyo and Kagura? I really can't tell. Well, see you on the next update and I will try to get to as many sites as possible, okays? ^^

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Monday, March 20, 2006

   SO SLEEPY.....AND DEPRESSED...

I hate high school. I hate the drama, the work, the teachers, everything about it. I wish I could be home-schooled but I think I would rather die before I do that. Anyway, I will(try to) give you a reason for each statement, but I give it a shot. HIGH SCHOOL: Lesse...the drama. My friends are fighting amongst themselves, over stupid things that I don't care about...and its just annoying me. The work: My Geometry teacher is trying to teach us two chapters at once, and so I have like 15 worksheets(no lie) to do by friday. And even more homework on what he taught us that is due tomorrow. I am so freaking stressed out that isn't even funny. I have spring pics tomorrow, and no one is agreeing on anything and everything just fucking sucks! I don't feel like talking about anything. Its what I get for actually having a happy weekend with my friends. I now have to suffer and feel like shit and be all fucking emo feeling because I had a happy weekend. I hate everything at the moment and I am now going to brood...and thank you guys for commenting. Here are the pics for today( I am in a couples mood and a depressing one so sorry): Angel Sanctuary...I love this series for some reason... BDSM is my friend... PFFT!!! Sorry....HP humor...that is so wrong I love this picture...its so sweet... this is too... This is how I was this afternoon...sitting in a corner, crying... This is really scary... Security issues here...who else has them? This one had me going: WTF?! o.O I like this outfit...I like the whole picture. And this is the last pic of the day. Alright, I apologize if I don't get to everyone's site, I am swamped with homework...~sigh~ See you on the next update.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

   Sitting at a friends house...

...and its been great so far. I have been the happiest today than I have been in the last two weeks. ^^ and you guys have been great. All 15 of you who comment. Thank you. Well, not much has happened, I am just sitting at Mitzy's house, waiting for CeeKari to get off work so we can go over to her house and spend the night and the next day. Other than that, I have nothing more to say, except thanks for all of your support and sympathy. I really love that you people actually care. ^^ I must go visit more sites today, so I will leave you with pics now... This is Jean-Claude...who I am in love with...he is a character from the Anita blake novels I am so hooked on...I did NOT draw this...v.v; A pic my friend CeeKari sent me...LOVELESS IS AWESOME! for some reason I like this pic and I don't know why... AhaHAHAHA! this one brings back memories, doesn't it celestial? Oh-MY-GOD!!! LORDSESSHOMARU!!!!! LOL....crossover anime. FEAR IT NOW!!!!!! LOL pFFT!!!! ~dies laughing~ I always knew there was something funny about Elmo...~shudders~ LMAO...this one is my favorite... Kakashi really shouldn't look at porn...^.~ so cute....aww....^^ this is exactly why we don't make Nara-chan and Sesshy crossdress celestial...they would flash us then kill themselves...v.v; HILARIOUS!!! That is like something I would do...or have done...eh-heh... And in honor of tonights last episode, I leave you with this little comic...funny no? ^^ SEe ya on the next update. I will try to visit as many sites as possible. ^^

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

   NEW ANIME...AMONG OTHER THINGS...

Hello all...^^' I could say that today was a good day, but then I would be lying. Sorry guys, wish I could say everything's better, but its not. Life will be better when I can find the strength to make them so. And that may not make sense to you, but it sure as hell makes alot to me and mine. But if you know what's sort of going on, then even you might understand. But I just don't know if I can cope anymore with all this shit, I don't like feeling so freaking depressed and like its my fault that I have to live with a dysfunctional psychotic person. v.v; I want to get away from it all...but I have no where to go that they wouldn't find me. But anyway, that's not what this post is about...so moving on... I WATCHED NIGHTWALKER!!!! Well, in the process. And the main character is a vampire named Shido. ^___^ I love it. I haven't finished all of it yet, but go me for almost being done! And of course, I finally got the Gravitation Novel. It was so kickass. It really made me feel better. Now all I need is to have a normal life and I am good to go. ^^ Anyway, that's all I have to say for now...except this: THANK YOU ALL!!! ~glomps everyone who comments~ YOU GUYS ROCK! And I am trying to visit all of your sites, so please don't be mad if I don't. I really try you know? And if you want, I made a Cbox up above if you feel like saying hi up there too. ^___^ And here are your daily pictures: I am in an angel mood today...so here are some more angel pics: I really like this one... This one too....^^ And this one...^___^ NOOOO!!!! DON't SHOOT MY NARA-CHAN!!!! ^^' MOOOOOO!!!! YEAH RIGHT!!! ~sarcasm~ Sorry, peoples thats all for today. But if you will look at the top of the post and at the bottom, there are two more pics I changed. ^^ See ya on the next update. BYE!!!! ~waves~ P.S: the pic at the top is when Pirates of the Carribean 2 comes out(johnny Depp=yummy) And the one at the bottom is from a series of normal books that I am hooked on called the Anita Blake Vampire Hunter novels. It says, "You shouldn't humor crazy people when you are at their mercy." ~Anita Blake! AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! HERE IS A PIC OF SHIDO FROM NIGHTWALKER!!! SoRRY!!!! LOL...^^'

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   I FEEL CLUELESS TODAY...

I really do. For some reason, I am so out of it. I don't know why. I don't feel happy either. But I don't feel horribly sad either. I feel rather happy, or I want to, but I just don't feel like I am ~selfish thought here~ loved enough today. I feel like I am annoying everyone lately, and I just feel so for lack of a better word, unsatisfied. My life sucks, but that's normal. I guess yesterday is just getting to me. I hate it when my dad has to be such an asshole. But he is like that 99.9% of the time, but its that other .1% that makes me doubt myself. I think maybe I do dress stupid and everyone at school is making fun of me behind my back, and they are just pretending to like me, but then I think, "This isn't true. It can't be true." Because I hate it when somebody walks up to me, and is like, "I don't like you." and tries to fight me or something, because I try to be nice and kind to everyone, despite the fact my dad says that I should be mean and tell everybody to go fuck themselves. (he doesn't like people. Anybody really, even me. Its kind of sad.) I have always come to the assumption that I am a pretty nice person if you are nice to me. ^^' Granted I can be a little crazy and naive sometimes, but most of the time I am a very nice well-mannered person. So I don't know why I feel like this, like I am unloved, because I know this is not true, at least I don't think. ~sigh~ Sorry you guys, for such a long post. and I didn't even tell you about what happened with my dad yesterday. WEll, it went like this: I get into the car. Not a word is spoken the whole way to the store. He doesn't look at me, talk to me, nothing. We go in, shop, leave. My mom is desperately trying to keep from one of us from starting a fight, but since neither of us is saying much, she thinks she is safe. But when we get home, he started in about how stupid my outfit was and tried to tell me to take it off he is going to shred it right here, right now. And I jumped back and refused and I thought he was going to bodily harm me,(which he has never EVER done...yet.) but he just turned around and slammed the back door and left for like 2 hours. I don't care where he went, didn't care if he came back. But anyway, this morning, my outfit has conviently(sp?) disappeared...supposedly to be washed. I will throw a freaking fit if he took that outfit, because while it may not be that expensive, it was comfortable as hell to wear, and it was the nicest outfit I owned. But I don't care about material things. Its not that I care that he threw it away, its the stupidity, the pure immaturity of the whole situation. ~SIGH~ Oh well...^___^ Pics, anyone? What the hell is Soubi doing to ritsuka? Now that is funny... Those were happy times, weren't they? Now to me, that is sooooo wrong... Jaken's bike ride...~dies laughing~ Half-naked INU!!! who could ask for more? WTF?! o.O Not going to ask... OMG......v.v; NOBODY BETTER TOUCH ED!!!! Fluffy is her hero huh? LOL...trust soubi to turn something so innocent into something so dirty... I am in a big victorian dress like mood, so here... And this one.... This too... Demon Anime girl... This is my favorite of them all. ^___^ And the last. So see ya on the next update! Thank you guys! ^_______^ YOU ARE THE BEST!!! ALL OF YOU!

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Monday, March 13, 2006

   ~ANGER~ THIS LAST WEEK HAS FREAKING SUCKED ASS!!!!!

I am sooooo sorry you guys, for not visiting anybody or updating in the past week...(not that any of you noticed...v.v;) I have been horribly sick...I mean I didn't go to school Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday, I was so sick. I spent the whole weekend getting better, and when I return to school today, what happens? WE HAVE A STUPID FUCKING BOMB THREAT!!!!!! There, I said it. I hate it...I was wearing an all black outfit and had to go to that stupid stinky dirty EXPO CENTER and suffer all day, and you know what? I HATE IT...v.v; I wanna die. I was going to have a good day today, and it turns out to be one of the worst days this year. And to top it all off, my parents(or should I say the male parent) doesn't like the outfit I have on today and is threatening to shread it, so that should be freaking interesting when I get in the car. I love this outfit, and everyone was saying I should dress more like this, its more...me. And I wore because I am freaking comfortable. What a jerk. I am feeling very emo today, when I set out to feel Care Bear-ish. I just can't wait to go home, and listen to some Cold and read my vampy books... And on a anime note, I need a show of hands on who watched FMA Saturday? by the end, I was trying not to cry, yet saying, "WTF?!" Because those of you have seen it, seriously, what went on there? ^^' And thank you guys for being so understanding, about me being sick, and my friend. She just recently got an otaku site, so if you want to go visit her, her screename is dracoluver69. Don't worry, she is also a anime fan, even though her site may be Draco Malfoy decorated. I am going to fix up everything as soon as I get done here...^^ So anyway, I will leave you with some pics...(as usual.) ^^ So enjoy please, and I will try to visit as many sites as possible. ^^ This is what I plan on doing when I get home...cozy...^^ This is exactly how I feel today. And for some reason, I like him...o.O This is pretty...^^ It was like really hot today...v.v; A messed up pic of Kenshin... A much prettier pic of kenshin. ^^ PFFTT....~nosebleed~ Now, Celestial, what did I tell you about slipping Sesshomaru some Jack Daniels?! Grr... I know I showed this before, but here is a bigger version and essentially easier to read and is much funnier everytime I see it...^o^ Kurama when he is taco deprived...lol. I fear for Ed...I really do. Poor Al....LOL... NO COMMENT... And this one takes the cake...that's a little girl in the comic....LMAO....^^' Well, see ya on the next update people! ^^

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   No good, no good...sick...tired...in pain... ~grimace~

Today sucked. I was sick. My mom told me to stay home from school, but you know how I skipped yesterday? Well, I would have been lost if I stayed out today. So here I go to school, and come to find out, my best friend's dog is going to be put to sleep, and she was really upset and crying and I didn't feel up to comforting her, and I guess she knew that, because she didn't say much. If it wasn't for my friends, I don't think I would have gotten through the day. Plus, CeeKari was being really nice and sending me stuff to make me feel better. ^^ And all you people commenting is wonderful, so wonderful you guys. ^^ Anyway, I am on a Loveless kick this time, so you know what that means...loveless pics! LOL... sorry...v.v; Nee....^^ ~grins~ I love Loveless... And this...Soubi and Ritsuka... Look at the bear...its scary! ~shudders~ And this one...v.v; Last but not least, Soubi. I love him...fave character...^^

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