Monday, January 16, 2006

   Why....why do I feel this way?

Today is not a good day...please...I am sorry everyone...I was so happy a few days ago...I really was. Then something happened Friday that made me really really depressed. But if I tell you, I will sound selfish and shallow and unappreciative. And I am not ready to show you guys that side of me yet. I don't want you guys to know that I am not always happy and cheerful and caring and selfless. My mom tries to do everything for me, bless her, but I just can't take this anymore. I can't live like this anymore. And I wish I could tell you why and who and when...but I can't. So here I am...down in the dumps...I want to scream and cry and I think I will go do that...so for now...everyone...I am sorry, but I have to go...~walks away, tears streaming down face~ I saw naruto saturday and cried...3 times... Ban Mido and Ginji...I love those two... Here is one for all the Edward elric fan ladies...^.~ And this here is for all the yaoi lovers...^__^ Good day to all...

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Friday, January 13, 2006

   ITS FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH....SCARY...~SHUDDERS~

Ah, the joys of this day...NOT! AHHH!!!! I am scared...but thats okay...^__^ Well, anyway...I have had a relatively good day...^__^ I can't believe this...Lol. I am bored. School is boring...I am broing today...I miss darke...I wish he would update...^^ Well, anyway...for now, I LOVE YOU ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD DAY!!!!! ^__________________^ Random Pictures: That's it people! Enjoy!

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   GUESS WHAT?!!!!!! I AM FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!

I feel so much better today, really I do. Yippee!!!! ~does a little dance~ And its all thanks to you guys...^___^ Thank you all for being so nice and stuff, that made me really happy. That and not minding that I post Eiri Yuki half naked all the time! -_- I do have some grave news though. This one goes out to celestial69. YOU ARE DEAD WHEN I SEE YOU....so how are you people doing? Me? I done told you, I am doing fine. Better than fine I am chovette!(french for great) ^^ So today is a great day...yup ~nodnod~ I want to say more but I dunno what to say...^^' So I guess I will just post more pics that are to my liking...^^ Sess: 'Oh where oh where has my little fluff gone? Oh where Oh where can it be?' Me: ~points at Inuyasha~ He...~laughs~ has it...ahahahaha.... Inu: teehee LOL...^^ Lookie its Drakie!!!! (darke don't comment...^^;;) Oh look its Fruits Basket! w00t!!!! I like 3 out of 4 people in the picture: I love Shigure, Ayame, and Hatori. But I just like Tohru as a friend....^__^ Well, that is all for now! Hope to see you guys soon!!!!!! ^__^

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

   Hello, everyone....

I have decided that I am going to try to make myself a happy person, so I am going to do whatever I feel like today...so I am going to put up Eiri Yuki piccies again. And how are you all doing? ~sniffles~ I got the whole season of Gravitation yesterday and I stayed up to watch it, and...I was disappointed...v.v;; Well, anyway, here they are...^__^ I love this pic, my friend moonfireboi stumbled across it while looking at scans of gravi remix ~shudders with the memory~ This pic has a special meaning to me, because it was the first time I ever cried over a manga...seriously. I bawled...^^ Well, that is all for now...Well, see you people! And pm me or email me to let me know how you all are doing!!!!!

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

   Ah...yes...I am sleepy...

This was the picture I was talking about...teehee...I love him...~swoon~ lol...^^ Well, I am feeling a bit tired today, more so than yesterday. But I am a little happier. Anyway, sorry for all you guys who have to see that...~blushes~ I just totally love Eiri Yuki...and I can't help myself. Well, I guess that is all for today. AND PHIL!!!!! ~points at darke~ Don't put Harry Potter down...~sniffles~ That was a gift from my friend to make me feel better...so be nice! Lol...its okay, I don't hate you....^___^ Well, guess that is all for now...see you people!

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Monday, January 9, 2006

   I don't know if I am doing any better or not...

...but that's okay, right? Well, I am not feeling any better, but I do feel a little worse than when I last posted. But anyway, I will come back to that. I watched Gravitation: Lyrics of Love over the weekend...and well, let's just say that I now am even more in love with Eiri Yuki. I know that some of my guy friends read my posts, and so I won't go into to detail, but buddy, if I find a picture, I WILL be posting it...^__^' That made me feel a little better. Nothing like some good ole fashioned Gravitation to brighten up a sad mood, you know? Well, some of you know. Its comic relief for me. Well, anyway, back to why I am sad. Well, mostly its because school brings me down, and my home life isn't exactly nice, but I just think that it could be worse, you know? Really, it could be. Well, I suppose that that is all for now, and I shall end it with a little amusement for everyone(you know what that means) PICCIES!!!! MY Eiri is freaked out...aww...lmao...teehee. This one I absolutely love even though its not funny...hmm... Throw Inu a bone okay? Lol... Who knew that Harry Potter was an anime?! O.O Draco is...hot...but WTF?! Why does Snape look smexy? And why does Lupin look like a F**king girl?! Grrr.... WELL THAT IS ALL for now folks!

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Thursday, January 5, 2006

   ...

I hate it when I have one of these days... one of my bad days. Today I feel horrible. I feel like nothing is ever going to happen to me, and my dreams and ambitions aren't ever going to come true. I feel like I am never going to be happy again. But that is wrong right? My dreams are going to come true, I am going to be happy someday. But not today. Today I want to cry until I can't breathe anymore, and I feel better. But I refuse. I will not cry on the outside. But on the inside...I am screaming, and trying to figure out why I am feeling so hopeless today. ~sigh~ I feel like a sad little deflated balloon. But maybe tomorrow, I will feel better. Maybe. But for now, vote on the Anime Awards, and get the word out, okies everyone? And for those who vote, or have already done so, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. I truly appreciate it. But for now, Salut! (goodbye) Shadowtiger69 I feel like this times 10 today... I wish I had someone to hold and comfort me....~cries~

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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   Short post...kind of...

Okay, I am going to post the "Anime Awards" Again for those of you who haven't seen them yet. So for those of you who have, thank you, and please tell your other people and urge them to go and vote. Put a notice up on your site, and if you want to get creative, make a banner advertising it! Whatever, just as long as more people know...and if you have ideas for new categories or something that would help us, pm me or email me. So here they are, the Anime Awards: Sexiest Pervert: Examples: Sha Goyjo ~ Saiyuki Raphael ~ Angel Sanctuary Miroku ~Inuyasha Shigure ~ Fruits Basket Sexiest Psycho: Naraku - Inuyasha "Black" Haru - Fruits Basket Dr. Jackal - Get backers. Most Dangerous Weapon: Haku-Sharigan-Naruto Best Dressed: Eiri Yuki-Gravitation Ayame Sohma-Fruits Basket Cutest Kid: Rin- Inuyasha Kisa-Fruits Basket Best Couple: Inuyasha and Kagome Funniest Character: Naruto-Naruto Best Split-Personality: Hatsuharu-Fruits Basket Best Spine-tingling Character: Kanna-Inuyasha Most Heroic Character: Inuyasha-Inuyasha Cutest Non-Human Character: Kilala-Inuyasha Scariest Non-Human Character: *SPOILER if you haven't read Furuba volume 6* ~Kyo's "other" form Best Gunslinger: Sanzo-Saiyuki Beyond the Grave-gungrave Mr.K-Gravitation Weirdest Anime: Bobobobobobo FLCL Best Love Triangle: Kyo, Tohru, Yuki Most Annoying Character: Mika-Angel Sanctuary Hiro-Fruits Basket Sexiest anime girl: ~Stellar Gundam Seed Destiny ~Kagura-Inuyasha Sexiest Girly Man: ~Sesshomaru-Inuyasha ~Naraku-Inuyasha(though I don't agree...~grumbles~) Best Fighting Technique: Inuyasha-for his hit everything with his Wind Scar because that will work. AND that is that. I hope to hear an abundance of responses. But anyway...bye everyone!

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Monday, January 2, 2006

   AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!! I MISSED NEW YEAR'S!!!!!

I can't believe this! I slept through New Year's?! What kind of person am I? Lol...anyway. And that thing with Eiri Yuki? THAT WAS NOT MEANT TO BE FUNNY! I was traumatized here...~sniffs~ and all you people can do is laugh...on a more somber note, I AM FREAKING THE HELL OUT!!!! WHAT ABOUT EXAMS, I ASK YOU? WHY HAVE WE NOT BEEN INFORMED ON WHAT IS GOING ON? I fear for my grades(which aren't very good to begin with) so of course, paranoia sets in. What if I fail a class? I will have to just end my life there. That is all there is to that...my life will be over. I CANNOT fail...I will not let that stupid Algebra teacher get the better of me!!!! I refuse!!! And thank you muches for people contributions in the Anime Awards(for those of you who voted) AS for the rest of you...VOTE AND TELL PEOPLE DAMN IT!!!!!!!! PLEASE?! DO I HAVE TO FREAKING BEG YOU PEOPLE?! Anyway, I think that is all I have to say, and I hope that you enjoy the New Year, and I hope you enjoy some more pictures that I like!!!! W00t 2006...why don't I feel any different? ~ponders~ Well, anyway, the following three pictures are from Demon Diary, and are as follows: This is our dear Lord Krayon, now no one better make fun of him, because this is a guy people! A GUY! Lol...I love his name...teehee..moving on... This is Raneaf the 5th...that is all I am saying... And this is Raneaf the 6th...he is such a nice boy...love him to death, yes I do! And my personal favorite, Raenaf the 6th and Eclipse. This is such a good picture...^__^ And for mitzy's sake, no, these two guys arent' together...geez...lol. And of course, how could I not forget the gorgeous Eiri Yuki...~sniffles~ And to end it with the scariest one of all, Inuyasha and Sesshomaru dressed normally...o.O WTF?! Lol, see ya around!!! Hope you had fun!

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

   Okay, long post...so get ready for it...it will also be very random and maybe some parts not be so nice....

Okay, here goes: Number 1: DAMN IT! I want to know why we aren't getting more respones to the Anime Awards? I NEED YOU PEOPLE TO GET THE WORD OUT!!!! Please I really need your help, so it would be much appreciated if you would mention it on one of your posts, or tell people to tell their other friends and to tell those friends to tell other friends. Okay?! -_- Number 2: I had a very nice Christmas, but it wasn't perfect. There were a few setbacks, and minor problems, but overall, it was nice. I still haven't gotten two of my presents, but that will change after the New Year. I hope. Hope everyone else had a great Christmas as well... Number 3: I have a funny, not so funny story. I have reason to believe that I have been traumatized. Meaning that I saw something that took away the last little bit of innocence I had...it was horrible...Okay, maybe I should start from the beginning. Well, most Gravitation fans know that there is a sequel to the manga, called Gravitation Remixes, which happens to follow the relationship of Shuichi and Yuki a little more indepth. A LITTLE MY ASS!!! Somebody could have mentioned to me that the manga was rated MATURE!!!! Omg, one of my online friends and I were talking about it, and they said that there was this site that had the scans straight from the manga. And they gave me the link. So I clicky and I am looking at the scans, and I was like in shock. So much shock, that I COULDN'T LOOK AWAY. All I could do was stare...and stare...and stare... until I finally closed it and just stumbled into my bed....My poor Eiri...my god, the things I saw...~tears~ it was too much for me. Maybe I am being a little too dramatic here. But then again, maybe not. I mean, it was pretty graphic, for me, anyway. And I love Gravitation, but that was just...too much for my 'delicate sensibitlities.' No, it takes alot to freak me out and make me go O.O But when I came across that, I was O.O times 10. Well, anyway, that is all for now!!! AND For everyone, please help me with my problem!!!!!!! Please!!!!!!!! Much appreciated, ~Shadow Oh, and two more things: 1: Like my avatar? Lol... 2: Here are some pics for you people to enjoy!!!! ahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! Aww...isn't that just adorable? Merry Christmas everyone! Awww...isn't he smexy?!

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