Thursday, January 22, 2009

   Oh, For the Love of L!

Time: 5:41 p.m. Listening To: "Dear Angel" - April Sixth Well! I feel special. 6 comments, thank you all. :] I'm going to leave the replies for last. :) I feel I need to talk for a moment about some things on my mind. xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx So I broke down and checked out the blogging, publishing, etc feature on theotaku.com. I even created a world which can be viewed from here: http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/obsessivecandy Yes, its dedicated to L. I'm going to post Fanfictions, random videos I find, pictures, and etc. Don't worry this doesn't mean I'm going to stop posting here at all! I still love myO loads. I actually prefer the customization on here that I get more than there. But please check it out, get me some subs, comment, contribute? :) If you can think of any ideas of what else I could put on there, that would be fantastic. xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX WARNING: MATURE CONTENT BELOW. Read At your own risk or scroll down. :] So I am taking a Sexuality class at college. It's really interesting so far, and the book is rather, ahem, "racy." My teacher is this middle-aged black woman who makes me laugh hardcore every class period. She's so open about sex that its refreshing, really. I'm an open-minded person, and so is she. So when I hear her just throwing out the words penis, vagina, sex, and discussing gay couples or how gay men have sex and what their prostate has to do with anything, it's really great, honestly. And luckily, there are not any immature people in this class. At least, I don't think so anyway. I haven't seen anyone giggle at something inappropriate. But I am really looking forward to learning more in depth about Sexology (the study OF sex, yes that is an actual field of work!) /END MATURE CONTENT xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx Okay, back to the regular post. Other than that little bit of info, my other classes are fairly boring. comp I, creative writing (I thought it'd be fun its not), and Probability and Stats (I'm terrible at math, haha.) As for how I'm doing, I suppose I'm in a rather stable place for the moment.I don't know when, where or how quickly that will change, and the world will shift and shove me down, but I know one thing: I won't be ready, and I'll probably stumble and maybe fall, but I'll pick myself back up. :D That's all for today! Please check out my "New World." And enjoy these scrumptious pictures of my love: (For the yaoi fangirl. ;) ) Comments: 1.)inkenyo 2.0: It's quite alright, you'll get to know me. And if you ever have time to look at my older posts in my archive, you'll see it, I'd think. But I wouldn't ask you to do that, haha! Also, the trip was wonderful and yes we did drive. Well, me and my bff did. He's so awesome, honestly. I couldn't ask for a better friend. I'm not really so content with being an under-achiever, I just don't mind how things are going right now. At some point I will wake up and want more for myself and those I love, and when that happens I'll get what I need to fill the missing puzzle piece so to speak. :D 2.) somegirl: -gave you one and took mine back.- Yes and then from Wisconsin to California and back. Roundtrip, driving. Yes, war on spiders! D: I had to kill them with my expensive hairspray! I don't know why she did it, something about her being OCD. ): Though I don't think that's a good enough excuse. 3.)deadly neko: I did write one back right before I left. I put a pretty nasty note on her door telling her what I really thought of how she acted. I never bashed her personally because I'm not that kind of cruel, but I was pretty harsh about her choice of lifestyles and blamed that on her problems with her boyfriend. 4.) XxDirEnGreyxX666: Ryuk is one of my favorite characters, but there's just something about L, honestly. O: We are totally going to meet. In a public place of course, to prove we're not creepy people. D: 5.) Fire Fist Ace: It's okay! If that happens again, just highlight it all and put it into like Notepad or something. It'll all show up. Or I'll attempt to not make the pictures so big. x_x; And thanks! 6.) Elves: Hmmm. Around what time of the year is it held? I really wouldn't mind going, I have a friend in Brooklyn and a friend in NYC as well that I've been wanting to see again. Yeah, L's death really made me cry hardcore, haha. But it's okay, I'm trudging through the rest of the anime as it is, because everyone keeps freaking dying. ;___; Yes! War on Spiders. I had to fend for myself! Spraying them with hairspray, knocking them down stairs, squashing them with spoons! Actually, I left the school. By the time that I was fed up with the notes and fighting, I was so depressed about my life (Or lack thereof) at the moment that I just left the whole situation behind, putting it in the past. I would love to get a job like the one you might be getting, Elves. O_O; I love books so much. ;_; Hahaha. Yes, happiness is the best gift I think. And an optimistic outlook even when things seem so bad they'll never get better. My childish side really gets in the way of my relationships with men more so than anything else. I tend to be sulky, cranky, posessive, and I hate sharing with anyone, but I'm working on it! XDD OH yeah, and for anyone curious as to what I look like: Alright, peace! <3

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