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Birthday
• 1990-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In L's Pants!!!! ;3
Member Since
• 2005-08-29
Occupation
• I'm a Student as well as working on perfecting my Journalism skills at our local Newspaper.
Real Name
• Kyrie.

Personal

Achievements
• Learning to read?
Anime Fan Since
• 1994
Favorite Anime
• Too many to count. More into Manga now.
Goals
• So succeed in life, and never take things for granted.
Hobbies
• making collages and writing(typing)
Talents
• I can lick my nose. Ha!

myOtaku.com: shadowtiger69

Friday, January 23, 2009

Simplistic Happiness.

Time: 5:02 p.m.
Listening To: "Bother" - Stone Sour
Snippet: "You don't need to bother,
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther,
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'till it bleeds."

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What happens when one of those small things that make you happy is about to be snatched from you? How do you cope with something so selfish, greedy, an inconsiderate? Tell me, because I'm at a loss. I don't want to give him up. He's so adorably furry, loves me unconditionally, licks my nose, gives me kitty kisses, and is all I ever wanted and all I need to keep me happy at this point in time. I'd give up Mountain Dew for him. (And Mountain Dew is my FAVORITE drink ever.) I cried, today. I was so happy for the moment, or at least content. Now I've slid into a small depression, and I'm trying to fight the onslaught of justified anger and resentment for the part of my family that doesn't deserve to live here in this house, and for the "would be" family if they had not burned bridges with me through my mother.

I don't know what is worse: Feeling like I'm still living with my Father, or giving up the kitty cat I've so desperately wanted for so long.
I'm sorry, those of myO. I just needed somewhere to put this on, and other places just seemed inadequate.

I know it's silly, and I apologize deeply. -bowed.-

--Ky.

P.S: Picturetiemz.

"Wish I was too dead to cry.
Wish I was too dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
Never had a voice to protest,
So you fed me shit to digest.
I wish I had a reason,
My flaws are open season.
For this I gave up trying."

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