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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In L's Pants!!!! ;3
Member Since
• 2005-08-29
Occupation
• I'm a Student as well as working on perfecting my Journalism skills at our local Newspaper.
Real Name
• Kyrie.

Personal

Achievements
• Learning to read?
Anime Fan Since
• 1994
Favorite Anime
• Too many to count. More into Manga now.
Goals
• So succeed in life, and never take things for granted.
Hobbies
• making collages and writing(typing)
Talents
• I can lick my nose. Ha!

myOtaku.com: shadowtiger69

Thursday, January 19, 2006

MOOD: UPSET....

I hate this...why does everyone(my friends) have to be upset and sad? Damn it, it makes me sad, and it doesn't help that the "other person" in my life(Cee, Mitzy, and Darke know who I am speaking of) is being really, just well, making it impossible for me to do anything. This morning I was told that things were going to change and that I can't color my hair anymore, and that I was never going to leave, and that I was basically a horrible person. But I live with that. I do, its not so hard...sometimes. But when I read CeeKari's latest post, I just broke down. she doesn't need to be sad, no one does. They should all have nice wonderful lives, with happy futures. That is what I want above all else. Is for everyone I know to be happy and not to worry, and not have problems. Maybe that is why I am sad...I don't worry about myself as much as I should...I just don't. I care about my friends, at least, I hope they know that. I don't know what to do...~sits down~ What am I supposed to say, or do? What can I do to make all of this better because, I can't just cope with everything anymore. I want to just leave it all behind. The only time I feel comforted and even a little happy is when I am talking to Cee, celestial, Mitzy or Darke. Or when I am watching anime, any anime. So maybe, I need to be an anime character. I know that's possible, but I can dream yes?

My life isn't that bad, right? RIGHT? O.O I mean...it just can't, but then why do I feel so bad, so hopeless, friendless, upset, and I want to cry and scream and rage at people who haven't even done anything to me, and I don't know. I feel like that my friends don't care. With the exception of the ones up above. I just don't know, I just really don't know what to do anymore...

~Walks away to go get Mr. Popper the penguin~ Bye everyone...

Sorry...I can't help myself...I feel like I am in a Yaoi mood...

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