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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-04-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• In L's Pants!!!! ;3
Member Since
• 2005-08-29
Occupation
• I'm a Student as well as working on perfecting my Journalism skills at our local Newspaper.
Real Name
• Kyrie.

Personal

Achievements
• Learning to read?
Anime Fan Since
• 1994
Favorite Anime
• Too many to count. More into Manga now.
Goals
• So succeed in life, and never take things for granted.
Hobbies
• making collages and writing(typing)
Talents
• I can lick my nose. Ha!

myOtaku.com: shadowtiger69

Thursday, February 16, 2006

NO BOMB THREATS TODAY!!! But today wasn't a good day.

Before I start, I want to apologize for being able to visit your guys sites, but I think its nice that you guys continue to visit and comment on mine. You guys are wonderful. ^^

Even though we didn't have a bomb threat, today wasn't pleasant. I was stressed, and we had to register for next years classes. So I will soon be a Junior. And my classes for next year are as stands:
English 3 Advanced(I have to at least pretend I am
smart okay?)
AP(Advanced Placement) U.S. History
Newspaper(journalism thingy)
Colorguard(oh yeah score!)
Chemistry 1 Advanced
Pre-calculus

Yeah, alot I know. And two of those classes are all year long, so yeah. Whew, but at least I am taking AP U.S. History with my friend Celestial, so all is good...well, not really.

So on to the real reason I made this post. I got really upset today for no apparent reason until I realized why. I am NOT happy. At all. See, I spent the last 5 days at my grandma's house and was as happy as ever, but I spend two days at my actual home and I am already wishing I could die. Seriously, I wrote a suicidal note to my closest friend, Emmie, today and now she has run off and then I told my other friend Mitzy something that I have never told anyone else, not even to my own mother. I don't know what has happened to me. I feel so lost and confused, and I don't feel like staying at home anymore. All I want to do is be happy, but when I am at home, I feel anything but that. And now I have just worried my other friend Celestial and I have probably upset her. I am not a good friend. I don't deserve the wonderful friends(including you guys) that I have now. And I miss Darke, I keep wishing he was here, but I know he won't just magically appear, he is in Malaysia. But that's okay, I probably wouldn't tell him anyway. I would want him to think I was happy, not upset and sad. But I couldn't hide it from my friends at school, they can notice when I am too chirpy and trying too hard to be happy and friendly. So yeah, that is what has happened today. And all because I don't have a perfect home life, or a nice one, like CeeKari. Man, she seems to have a really good life. I really do envy her. With all my being, because she is so nice and wonderful, and so is her whole family. Where as mine is: Dysfunctional. Really bad. But anyway, I think that is all today, and I am in a neko mood, so I leave you with some neko pics of course:

I wish that I looked like her...^^'

So cute...

Not really nekos. But y'know, I like the pic...

Well, I must go now you guys. But I hope that you guys have a better day than I have had. Anyway, I suppose I will see you on the update, and I will try to get to some of your sites. I really apologize for not visiting.

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