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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I FEEL CLUELESS TODAY...
I really do. For some reason, I am so out of it. I don't know why. I don't feel happy either. But I don't feel horribly sad either. I feel rather happy, or I want to, but I just don't feel like I am ~selfish thought here~ loved enough today. I feel like I am annoying everyone lately, and I just feel so for lack of a better word, unsatisfied. My life sucks, but that's normal. I guess yesterday is just getting to me. I hate it when my dad has to be such an asshole. But he is like that 99.9% of the time, but its that other .1% that makes me doubt myself. I think maybe I do dress stupid and everyone at school is making fun of me behind my back, and they are just pretending to like me, but then I think, "This isn't true. It can't be true." Because I hate it when somebody walks up to me, and is like, "I don't like you." and tries to fight me or something, because I try to be nice and kind to everyone, despite the fact my dad says that I should be mean and tell everybody to go fuck themselves. (he doesn't like people. Anybody really, even me. Its kind of sad.) I have always come to the assumption that I am a pretty nice person if you are nice to me. ^^' Granted I can be a little crazy and naive sometimes, but most of the time I am a very nice well-mannered person. So I don't know why I feel like this, like I am unloved, because I know this is not true, at least I don't think. ~sigh~ Sorry you guys, for such a long post. and I didn't even tell you about what happened with my dad yesterday.
WEll, it went like this: I get into the car. Not a word is spoken the whole way to the store. He doesn't look at me, talk to me, nothing. We go in, shop, leave. My mom is desperately trying to keep from one of us from starting a fight, but since neither of us is saying much, she thinks she is safe. But when we get home, he started in about how stupid my outfit was and tried to tell me to take it off he is going to shred it right here, right now. And I jumped back and refused and I thought he was going to bodily harm me,(which he has never EVER done...yet.) but he just turned around and slammed the back door and left for like 2 hours. I don't care where he went, didn't care if he came back. But anyway, this morning, my outfit has conviently(sp?) disappeared...supposedly to be washed. I will throw a freaking fit if he took that outfit, because while it may not be that expensive, it was comfortable as hell to wear, and it was the nicest outfit I owned. But I don't care about material things. Its not that I care that he threw it away, its the stupidity, the pure immaturity of the whole situation. ~SIGH~ Oh well...^___^ Pics, anyone?
What the hell is Soubi doing to ritsuka?
Now that is funny...
Those were happy times, weren't they?
Now to me, that is sooooo wrong...
Jaken's bike ride...~dies laughing~
Half-naked INU!!! who could ask for more?
WTF?! o.O Not going to ask...
OMG......v.v;
NOBODY BETTER TOUCH ED!!!!
Fluffy is her hero huh?
LOL...trust soubi to turn something so innocent into something so dirty...
I am in a big victorian dress like mood, so here...
And this one....
This too...
Demon Anime girl...
This is my favorite of them all. ^___^
And the last. So see ya on the next update! Thank you guys! ^_______^ YOU ARE THE BEST!!! ALL OF YOU!
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