Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I Feels out there!!!

Im confused, I dont know what to do,
im lost, and it's all because of you.
Do you ever wish you could just somehow someway fixed an unchangeable mistake. This world is crual. You need to ensure you dont regret your life...ounce your 80 something looking back at life. If you end up regretting your life so much your life was worthless. You were just someone wasting up peoples resources. the sky looks nice! I wouldnt mind watching it fall on me. I feel despiasable lonliness, I dont understand it, I dont want to accept it, am I so weak as to feel this way at a high degree. Well whatever this feeling of dieing is, i'll get over it. "la vida es una perra" "le da placer al que no merece, y deja a uno sufrir" Heh...never felt this weak before...I somewhat enjoy it...there is possibly something wrong with me...*laughs at self*...in any case the moon IS made of chEEse...O.o...C'yas
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Long time no see???

anyways, its been awhile since Ive been on here. Wisdom for now, life is much to short to let it pass you by over and over and over...and over...and over again. N-E-Wayz I'll do a better post tommorrow. takes care for now.
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Friday, August 26, 2005

*yawn* me tired

its bout to be 1:00 in da mornin, so I should get some sleep. after 3 more episodes of fruit basket. n-e-wayz, i's been a while since I last posted huh. well its probably due to the fact that I be forgetting, and the time I member, im busy with somethin'. ive become more busy...porque?, dime porque tengo que sufrir en un mundo de enutiles que no saben aser bien las cosas...but I guess no ones perfect...oh yeah, I did my college thing, everything last second(not minute, second). I need to work on procrascination. oh yeah great info for most people in denial. The voices in your head are NOT real, but they have some good ideas. I dunno, it was on one of my dads shirts. oh yeah, I jus found out some troubling news, witch will effect me tremendously. I'll get through it, nothing stops me, even the oceans and moantains step aside when I move forward. me visit everyones sites, when me 67% awake, which I predict will be at 7:46:45 PM, though I could be wrong. takes care people. C'ya
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Monday, August 15, 2005

timey, time, time.

Guess I still haven't learned, regardless of what I want, time aint about to stop for me....procrasination...freakin curse...blessed gift...damn my think-to-damn-much mind...ducky go quack quack, cow go moo, piggy go *snort**snort*, how 'bout you...memories, something I will never know much about. CHEESE . long story, irrelevant, as I do not 'member much. A.D.D is a strong possibility, though at a lower level of effectivenessness. Unfortunamately no poppitty pop pills for me T.T so sad...oh yeah comma I saw up to episode 17 of Tsubasa chronicles comma unfortanamtely no more episodes to watch as of yet period I cant wait till I can see more period me need long rest i think. Well have a nice blooy day and remember, yes!!! You are unique, just like everyone else in this *cough* beautiful world. I feel like twirling a M1903 rifle, so soothing.(JROTC Drill Team). C'ya
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Friday, August 12, 2005

I dont normally like to do this but...
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
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*IT YAWNS...*

Hi ppl, I dunno what to say today...um....oh yeah, I goin to start back on my poetry, ive stopped for awhile, but now its on again. for now I'll leave you with a thought im bout to come up with, so bare with me if its not really something you can comment on. im the shadow from the land down under, though im the shadow of light. I hit you in daylight right in front of you , and you still dont see me coming. I command the minions of hell, and I am also immune to the great demons will. even though I am immune, I cant seem to escape his grasp, therefore I must grow stronger yet. I dunno, if thats what I came up with, than so be it. take it any possible way that you like. well "have a great day, or not, the choice is yours"(high school principal) yeah well C'ya
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