Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Hey people

This is an apology for not posting and visiting much. I have two other sites and I be busy, being it is summer.(not to mention my sister hernandez cristal who is on a hell of a lot longer than me. I'm so kind to her.). I gots to say that Otaku is my fav' thanks to all ya'll. oh yeah the inspiration for my poems is not my feelings, it jus' kinda rolls out. When it does it's a great poem or a suck ass poem. oh, and it is not caused by poppity pills. I jus' likes the sound of it.
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Monday, July 11, 2005

hello 'ello

Well I was thinking, and I came up with a poem. it's not the sequel(scroll down to know what sequel) but it will do for now. I dont really now how it came out pero se me salio por ay'. Well tell me what you think and like always no B.S.

GREED

You'd say I was twisted,
you'd call me demented,
I think myself crazy,
while with blood I am scented.
You took all my money,
'cant believe that you spent it.
that's why you lay all cut up,
by my knife so enchanted...
The thought drove me mad,
it's why Hell was invented,
I did what I did,
and I do not regret it.

P.S. I am sorry to dissapoint those waiting for the sequel, it's gonna take me awhile. But as I perfect and complete it I will post other quick poems. And dont forget your end will fall to Foamy with his squirrelly wrath muhahahahaaa. O.o yeahhh sick and demented I am.
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Monday, July 4, 2005

releasing a lil bit of stress heh hee hooooooo.....yeah?
well where is it that I can begin.... I got it. I hope your ready cuzz this aint probably gonna make sense to most of ya'll. como chingados pude dejar que esa maldita cosa left me en una forma de pensar, que me iso sentir tan estupido. pinche maldita vida que parese una perra en la esquina esperando algan con DINERO para darle su placer y dejando al maldito pobre tirado en su pinche caja. not to sure what came over me. N-e-wayz none of this is refering to anything in my life. just kinda felt like saying it. O.o riiight!?!? N-e-wayz ima go corrupt some poor lil kid. C'ya
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Im still stuck on stupid
I still cant get an idea for the sequel. Its a hell of a lot harder than I origanilly thought. at least I got idea's for other poems that are kinda unfinished so I cant post.(so sad, oh well you all can suffer muhahahahaaaa). n-e-wayz, ima go to the movies today, lets see if I get inspired. oh yeah, my mentor, you can say, in a committee I help run is going on vacation next week, so I get to run the meetng completely haha-hahahahahahaha o.O oh shit I got work to do, fuck. Oh well I got two damn days. whatever looks good on my resume. buh-bye (fuck)
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!
Hey wassup people, I am bored as freakin' hell. I still gots' to come up with the sequel poem thingy, but i'll get to that eventually when i'm not bein' distracted by la maldita vida que me tortura a cada maldito momento. *it thinks to itself , why me chingados*, n-e-wayz so yeah i've been kinda busy. I'll try to get to the poem as soon as possible. oh well, i guess. i'll see ya'll later, I have another distraction. buh-bye
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Monday, June 27, 2005

Here's something for ya'll.
I dont know WTF I was thinking but it took me three days to come up with, and it still aint done right, but judge and tell me what you think, no B.S.

Bottomless Pit

I’VE FALLEN INTO A BOTTOMLESS PIT

Your ear must you lend,
Listen to my tale my friend,
I’ll make sure you comprehend,

LOOK AT ME…

Look at what I’ve become,
memories that I keep from…
the times when she was gone.
she was a mental intrusion,
That filled me wit’ confusion,
With her world of delusion,
I could find no solution,
Just a hectic conclusion,
She RETAINED my absolution.
My soul she has withdrawn,
With the evil she has spawned,
My transformation had undergone…

And what I’ve become is this,
That which could not exist,
An infernal abyss,
Closely resembling hell,
Down to every cell,
Seems to be the fault of an evil spell,
Born from her cold…cold… farewell,
A story that I dare not tell,
Which leads to why I fell.
Listen as I begin to reminisce,
Starting with that blessed kiss,
That I received with a simple twist…

I must say I was stung,
The cat caught my tongue,
As I left her hung…
There’s no one else to blame,
Especially for this pain
That she caused to someone so sane,
…As I saw her body sway,
I felt relieved at what I portrayed,
You must think me insane,
My voice no longer unsung,
With the thrill of killing so young…
I made haste as I flung,

I SEE HER IMAGE AS I FLEE…

(Sounds of police sirens, yelling, and hounds)

~In a panicked voice now~

I’m the man the officials want to apprehend,
To allow you to tell my tale I must forefend,
My mental torture’s just begun but you life will END…

I DIDN’T MEAN TO DO IT.
~silence~

small explanation to the poem:
A man feels depressed because his girl left him, so he kills her. He feels guilty so he tells a stranger what he did.(It's human nature to have to tell some one your secret). He fears the stranger will tell the police, so he kills him. This starts a cycle turning him into a serial killer. Expect a sequel. It'll probably take me awhile to come up with, cuzz I gotta make the poem just as complicated as the first if not more.
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Friday, June 24, 2005

Im back
What else can I say. I know ya'll havent missed me but i'll give you somethin to look at or think about.*smiles* n-e-wayz give me a while to learn all this computer spit. thats all for now
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

What do you think?!?!?!
*it steps in*.........sigh.........*it begins to think*............people are very pedictable. and there are so many people that are alike in so many ways kinda like me an Hooch (just a friend), only differenence is that I stay heartless in a relationship regardless of what I show. She kinda happens to open up her heart(it doesnt mean she still cantbe cold). Theres one thing I learned in eigth grade (besides dont smoke in the hallways of the school cuzz your ass is gonna get caught during school hours) is dont give your heart to anyone. whether it be a girlfriend or best friend. (only ones I trust unconditionally is my family, inside family of course). Why because its human nature to betray some one. and if there not betraying some one, there using them to their advantage. maybe there are peole with a pure heart, but they sure as hell are boring (not that I can talk cuzz I like to observe instead of step in the conversation). but I guess, n-e-wyz thats enough of my wisdom.
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Saturday, June 4, 2005

Words of Wisdom
Life is a retarded little Bitch, dancing around like a stripper, trying to see who gets lucky if you know what I mean. *purr*
Dont let go of your opportunities, cause if you dont take it someone else will. life is a Bitch like that.
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Friday, June 3, 2005

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Emmanuel Hernandez
Birthday:	09-21-87
Birthplace:	it's a secret
Current Location:	KCMO
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black
Height:	5'4''
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today:	black jordans
Your Weakness:	my heart ( if you get close enough)
Your Fears:	what lurks inside of me
Your Perfect Pizza:	pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	begin to learn the german language
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	n/a
Thoughts First Waking Up:	im hungry!!!
Your Best Physical Feature:	my mesmerizing eyes
Your Bedtime:	none
Your Most Missed Memory:	my childhood
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	home cooked
Single or Group Dates:	depends on the occasion
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	no tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no I quit a long time ago
Do you Swear:	its a possibility
Do you Sing:	not to good but yes
Do you Shower Daily:	ofcourse (so fresh and so clean clean)
Have you Been in Love:	yes, followed by heartbroken
Do you want to go to College:	ofcourse
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	I'm number one (whether I finish first or not)
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	not the cutest, but im sure as hell no where near ugly
Are you a Health Freak:	no I eat wat I want and I dont go crazy if I dont get no exercise
Do you get along with your Parents:	much respect
Do you like Thunderstorms:	adore it
Do you play an Instrument:	can kinda sorta play the piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no (single)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	what the hell is that
In the past month have you been on Stage:	just finished graduating high school
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no, I dumped her
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no, wouldnt dream of it
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no, not a crook or a thief
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	maybe
Ever been Beaten up:	ive taken a beating
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	in a blaze of fire and explosions.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	motivational speaker
What country would you most like to Visit:	germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	not blond
Short or Long Hair:	depends on style
Height:	doesn't matter ive dated a girl 6'' taller
Weight:	120
Best Clothing Style:	not to bright
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	around 30
Number of Piercings:	none, yet
Number of Tattoos:	none, yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	5
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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