Thursday, March 24, 2005

   last day.....crap...and more crap....
Todays the last day of school before spring break........................HELL YEAH FINALLY....then after that we get...reportcards that will suck and half the school would be on punishment but thats besides the point...Nothing much happening on this part...drawing a bit working a bit...stuff the bell just rang for lunch so Ima go and um...add to this later...~*~skittle peices~*~

imnotdeclawed 's status is now "some thing must be twisited some thing must be wrong.....I shouldn't hate so strongly as I do now.......before disliked....after loath and now hate......the darkness in me right now overwhleming to the point where I hate my kin....-main idea-I'm pissed....". (3/24/2005 6:22 PM)
I.....try not to say this to often...I hate saying it because it makes me feel sick to my stomach...like I'm some kind of twisited evil person but...I think I hate my mom. Today started off...well kinda...except the protesters with the giant wooden cross in front of my school.....anyway today went semi-okay right about until this point...I was sleeping in my room and my family came in....my sisters opened the locked door in my room....I had said wait a sec...I'll be right there and repeated that. She still came inside so I yelled at her...I wouldn't have been so mad if she hadn't stolen my stuff a day earlier. My mom was telling us to clean up as usal, then a bit later...she started beating on me for opening a package. Now I can understand if these packages are HERS but their my packages that my grandma on my dad's side of the family sends me...and it really pisses me off that she doesn't let me open them..they'll be sitting in the rain for days before I actually get to it...and half the stuff is ruinned...anyway my mom just wailed out on me(like she always does at the end of the week) and told me since I opened my package she's taking my phone(that a barely use) away and everything else...meaning I won't be able to scan my drawing anymore...making me pissed to the point of hating her(mostly for hitting on me for the past few friday nights).....and I'm so heated now..I'm not even talking to my sisters...when they tried to offer me candy......I feel crappy....anyway....peace......have more love than I do now ~skittles~
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

wow...long time...eh
long time since I last put a entry up eh? man I've been.....in and out of trouble all year...switched a few classes...lost my registration papers....a lot has happened...I think I'm gonna start writing more actively agian....time to return to otaku...lol to tell the truth I miss the boards....-sigh-oh yeah and I've been drawing...alot

romeo&juilet line- "Art thou a man?Thy form cries out thou art; Thy tears are womanish,thy wild acts denote The unreasonable furry of a beast. Unseemly woman in a seeeming man!And ill-beseeming beast in seeming both! Thou hast amazed me.".
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

skittles saids hi
I am skittles! taste the rainbow,the colors so flavorful, eat one and away you go,energy for just a sec, after its over your a wreak, down and always out of breathe, feeling like your useless, hiding under the rainbow of lies, leaving little to hide,snappy and emotional,now do you taste the rainbow?

Naraku poem...what can I say got really bored...
ku ku ku ku I will get you,darkness will follow you,I hate you yes its true,every drop of blood you spill,is at my will,ku ku ku ku,I use to love you,yesh I had a crush on you,but do you care I doubt you do,ku ku ku ku,I gave up my soul for you,had children by myself,still hoping to lose my self,my love for you it makes me weak,easier to defeat,so I will get ride of my longing for you by transfering the feelings to haku ku ku ku ku....-naraku the autobiography-

had one about shessy but erm...rather not put that one up lol ~*~peaces~*~
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Happy Thanksgiving...
hey happy thanksgiving everyone. heh I gotta go to south carolina for thanksgiving....not exactly the place I was planing to be today. We didn't even get to make the turkey yet....all of a sudden some one in my family (grandpa I'm guessing) decided that were gonna leave today,this morining infact. So i'm kinda pissed about that but its all good. mom said as soon as its a good time were leaving wether the others leave or not
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

votin time yep
mom went to the polls today my little sister got to vote o.o she's like 8 I was to lazy to go stand in line for an hour I guess...hum anywaygoing back to the hell known as school tomarrow and those drivered people finally called me to take the driving part of the class soo happy don't think my mom will let me go though cause of my grades...... -.- ~*~peaces~*~
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Sunday, September 19, 2004

more relatives...
hehe I notice that most of the time when I write in this I got some kind of cousins coming over or some thing...weird anyway we've been cleaning the house all night and I just woke up form a nap I wasn't supose to be taking >.><.< right so cousins coming over. I think my moms thinking about getting a scanner and she's thinking about moving too. I kinda like where we are but I wouldn't really care if we move.I just remembered I have some projects due so I better get to work ^~*~laters~*~^
oh yea non-word of the day- cute-ish
word I never want ANYone to say- prettyful(I have my resons)~random hyperness~
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Friday, September 17, 2004

   Been a while....hum
I just finished drivers ed!! Finally. I know I haven't updated in a while but, I've been studying for everything. Our water got cut off for a day-.- that sucked and we keep getting tornados and floods and such but everythings cool it ain't nothing but a thang ^^
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Sunday, August 15, 2004

well
school starts tomarrow...I still need to get my stuff ready. I went to a go back to school party at my friends house and she kept calling her boyfriend and making me talk to him for some reason...She's to young to be messing with 15 year olds if you ask me. she like just turned 13 a couple of months ago I think oh well what can you do.
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Saturday, August 7, 2004

just got back.
I just got back from a trip a couple of days ago we went to Virginia to this amusement park place it was fun all my cousins where there and stuff. hot thought we had a really nice time although some relatives of my cousins that came were kinda annoying. I mean we went to McDonald's and this one boy 12 yrs old was in the ball pin in the play room throwing balls at my little cousins (their all around the age's of 4-7) so they couldn't get in the ball pin and his mother let him go in there after they had just finished telling my sister and one of my other cousins that they couldn't go because their to tall. The boy was like 6ft tall and if you ask me a 12yr old should want to go in the play place. His mother had an attitude when they people told her son he had to get out of the ball pin.Then when got out side we were walking to our cars and this one guy saw my little cousin crossing the street and tried to speed up and almost hit him. I'm glad he's okay thought.Were supose to be going on another trip next year I don't know where thought. Afterwards we drove to new york(^^ Finally!)and saw my grandparents and some other people. It was funny on the way though cause my mom was trying to keep where we were going a secret from my little sister (cause by that time I already knew) and She for got that she can read. So the whole time we were driving my sister was like."if were going home why does that sign say new york? why are they so many lights? I don't remember this." While I was their my friend called me and said my phone was getting cut off -.-; I’ll have to get her back for that later.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

well what do ya know
*blink* I'm an aunt.....thats new. I just found out my brother has a baby. She's one and their living in nc too. My grandma said that he wanted my number but she didn't want to give it to him and I love my grandma but I'm still like....WHY? I forgot how old my brother is he's has to be in his 20's now.*blinks*
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