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Tuesday, August 21, 2007


It's official.
Im the biggest screw up you'll ever meet.
I dont know.
there's so much drama being on here...
which, I mean of course the whole brittany thing is my fault.
yeah. I know.
I wish I could just wake up one day and that
whole chapter of my life would have never happaned.

Im hurting one of my bestfriends..
I don't want too..
but I don't know what to do..
I screw everything up.
I dont deserve a best friend like her..

I might just have to leave otaku.
So I wont be here anymore to screw things up for brittany.
I honestly dont want to leave
this place is my home.
but if it did come to that I'd still have a way of talking to Cassie, and the rest of you guys, that I dont talk to on AIM...
I just....I don't know anymore.

I need to get my mind off of everything, if that's even possible..so...I dont know maybe I'll do a bunch of school work today. probably not..
Oh well. I'll try my best to be happy.
I wish It wouldn't stop raining..

-jenny


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