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Tuesday, August 28, 2007


~August 28th 4:14AM~


My birthday went okay. I didn't really do much when I got up I watched the dvd nikky got me.."Speak" it's a really good movie so i suggest you read the book or watch the movie..It made me feel weird afterwards though...sad sort of. I was trying not to be sad since it was uh, my birthday in all so I just layed in bed for a while covered in blankets and though about...how much I hate being so far away. I got sick of crying so I got up and ventured on to myspace. Bleh. Eventually megan ended up getting me on AIM and I talked to her and lauren for a little while....then around 6:30PM we went to the hospital. I seen my grandma for the first time since she went there...When we walked in she was sleeping and I sort of thought she was dead because when my mom tried to wake her up she didn't say anything...but she wasn't... She doesn't look good, or sound good. She thinks she might be coming home today but I doubt it. My sister has like, an orientation for school today. I really wanna go with her just to see my old school again, I miss it... When we got back from the hospital My mom had got me a cake from the store and I blew out my candles.....made a wish...I wonder if it'll come true?

I dont feel older....I feel like it's just another day. Summer's ending...and im kind of sad. Winter's coming though which makes me sort of happy....a numb sort of happy. I toke my brithday and sunday off from school but now i have to get back too it, and it's five in the morning and i have to get up in five hours, ugh. Imma mess.

Anyways, good morning, good afternoon, or good night, which ever. See ya,

-jenny aka trick.

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