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• 1992-08-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• Cashton Wisconsin, It's by lacrosse..
Member Since
• 2007-05-26
Occupation
• I am a hostage to my own humanity
Real Name
• jenny

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• I wake up everyday, that's an achievement all in it's self.
Anime Fan Since
• 6th grade. [10th grade now]
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Bleach, Case Closed, Death Note, Naruto, one piece, strawberry panic,
Goals
• Survive each and everyday.
Hobbies
• I like to write and read. you usually wont find me without my ipod glued to my ear either.
Talents
• Sometime's time reveals thing's we dont know.




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myOtaku.com: Shallow Heart


Saturday, September 1, 2007

I...sorry if I scared anyone yesterday. I was being an asshole to everyone including my self. I needed to turn my site off though, to figure something out and decide what to do.

I was at the hospital from 12AM-7AM friday morning. I got home and got to bed at 9 and then woke up at 11 so I've only had 2 or so hours of sleep since thursday...I need to sleep sometime..soon. but, yeah...my grandma's okay still. when she first got to the ER they couldn't find her heart beat..and her oxygen level was all the way down to 59% idk it was freaky. they think she might have an infection and a tumor on her lung. I should be sad...but i'm not. She's suffering so much here, sometimes....there's a point where death will make it easier for her. Not saying that it'll be easy to say good-bye in fact I'll probably be a mess for the most of the time after that...but..if she goes I'll know she's not in pain anymore.

I really do feel out of it though..maybe it's cuz summer's over and i'm not use to being alone again..I guess I'll just have to occupy my self with school or writting or the hospital...or something.

Well my head hurts so im just gunna head off to bed....I hope you guy's all have a great day, see ya ^_^

-jenny
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