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• 2007-05-26
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• I am a hostage to my own humanity
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• jenny

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• 6th grade. [10th grade now]
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myOtaku.com: Shallow Heart


Friday, September 7, 2007

This has had to have been one of the worst week's of my life.

Does anyone know where Steph went (alphonse13)? her site's turned off and she's not answering my texts. It's my fault im sure...I always screw up..I dont even mean too..I just hope she's okay. I wish I wasn't such a shitty friend, then I could help them out...like they help me. I used to be good at advice but it's like every ounce of knowledge I once had has slipped from my mind. Don't even get me started on my family...I'm so sick of being the only one with a stable mind around here..[even though it's not] but im getting to the point as to when i see alcohol im just going to pour it down the damn drain. my dad has no job again...and...we hardly have any money anymore. to move you need money..[duhh] and you can't really buy a house if your not holding down a job either....uggggh in other word's we're screwed. i need a job... if only i was a year older...-_- I think i can get a working permit at one of the high school's around here....Hmmm.

Bleh. History is a pain in the ass....if it weren't for my grandma I wouldn't be so behind in school. -sigh- oh well. Just like everything else in my life. It's screwed up.
i guess im only holding on because of lauren and a couple of my good friends. and right now i think a majority of my friend's hate me...
My sister locked her self in her room from the moment she got home and she's still there. I don't even want to begin to imagine what's running threw her mind right now. she's fucking NINE year's old. and she's already saying she wishes she was dead. Im screwed up enough and i didn't even have that bad of a child hood...but her..she's wittnesed it all.
I wish I knew how to fix my family.
bleh.

im going to bed...I've got to get up at 7AM not that bad....but still. sleep is my only get-away latley.

see ya.

-jenny
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