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Thursday, September 13, 2007


and the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay
i love that song.

i give up on school.
i give up on functioning in the real world.
cuz' i mean...really what's the sense in it?

i wish people would stop calling me a good person, because really, im not. i wish i didnt make people worry. i wish i didnt have to post this...but i do, and i guess it's the only thing that's keeping me sane.

my friends..probably hate me right now, because i dont function anymore...i read some post's but i never end up commenting on a majority of them..I just can't get up the strength to give advice on someone else's life when i cant even maintain my own. that sound's like a half assed excuse but it's true. *sigh* cassie probably hates me...since we dont get to talk much anymore...its not fair...but then again, life's not fair.

hah, well i know now that i cant skateboard as well as i used too. it was pretty bad, im just glad my sister didn't say anything to my parents....i dont need to get help. I caused it so i can take care of it. it's not to bad...it hurt's when i breath deep though and when i move to fast....just bruised probably.

on a lighter note....i have this insane craving for muffins and if i dont get some soon i think i might go insane(er)

maybe...i'll just wait for friday night to role around. it's only...40ish hours right? yeah...it'll be okay.

I wish i didn't have to be this way.

-jenny

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