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Saturday, September 15, 2007


imma mess but i can't tell you so
WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR EMO BITCHING =\\\

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
haha this has been one interesting friday.
hah.
im sitting here.
waiting for a text that'll never come
i should rephrase that because it's not like im sitting here ALONE.
my fucked up family is sitting here with me. =]
guess whatttttt?
my dad came home wasted as fuck today, again.
so, i guess we're going to be making a habit of this i should just start pulling cash from the credit card account right? cuz i mean...if they can waste money on beer why cant i have money for oh let's see....plane tickets? YEAH!
i think...im finally...at my breaking point.
and could careless if i shoved this switch blade threw my pittiful fucking heart.
everyone tell's me to get help...but they don't undestand i dont want help i just want thing's to...for once be okay.
i can't believe what my life's turned into..
but honestly i wouldn't trade it.
-______-''
I feel emoooo.

my muffin's are gone.
my sprite is gone.
let's get fucked up and dieee?

-jenny

and i got the point that i should leave you alone but we both know that im not that strong

[[edit: my dad's gone....to where..I don't know. i feel like i could puke up my insides and just die. I don't think i've ever needed lauren more then i do now. im scared of my own self...oh well. I'll sleep with the switch blade tonight..]]

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