Monday, September 24, 2007

I feel like doing comment responses:

Blue: Thank you really, for the comment you left me on yesterdays post and the one from a week ago.. It really means a lot to me.

Belinda: Haha thank you XD you cassie and megan would make life fantastic.

Cassie: You are my whore. Be proud XD lmfao. yes a jar of pickles. I seriously laughed at that for 5 minutes, the part about burning "marry me" in her lawn. I have to get lauren to read that. Ah, I told her i would stand outside her window with a boom box. I'd sing cheesy love songs for her anyday.

Kyofanatic13: Haha yeah that's what I said too. "now dad wouldn't it have been CHEAPER to have just BOUGHT the dang pickles?" XD

TheVampireLastet: I was hoping the hamster lightened the mood. I mean, it made me feel better, uh, somewhat. but yeah, me and my dad aren't close and he had a horrible relationship with his father so I'm guessing or rather assuming that's why our relationship was a weird one. People always ask me how i handle everything, and I mean it's hard and all but...I guess I've always had to deal with it so it's not that much of a big deal. i break down a lot though. I guess all i can hope for, is in the end it'll be worth it and that is the only thing that keeps me going.

Krissy: No, seriously i laughed for a good five minutes when i heard about it. i was like.."Pickles? ...PICKLES?!" that's just the beginning. my dad's been arrested for public disturbance too, he was hugging tree's and confessing his undying love for them. Ah, it's wonderful. My cat attack's the hamsters too. and now i have three so it's complete chaos.

Post

Ah, well first of all. sorry. i don't know yesterday's post was kind of weird i was out of it really. i guess you'd call it shock. My dad's doing better though and he's willing to stay in this hospital/rehab center for 2 months or so if that's what it takes to get him better. He tried to talk to me on the phone today, but I couldn't. I would have cried. I may be strong but i cry like a fucking baby when it comes to hearing someone say sorry. but the important thing is he's going to try his hardest to get better.

*sigh* Today i mowed our HUGE yard and fixed the garage door. yet ANOTHER thing my dad broke. it was a pain in the ass considering the sun was beating on my back the whole time. but it's on now and it makes me feel better since the garage was left unlocked for 4 days -__-lll ...and we don't live in the most friendliest neighbor hood...Hm, I also got to talk to my next door neighbor stefani she moved here from west Virginia she's 21 and has a 2 year old daughter named April [which by the way i love that kid to death] i watched April for a while, so she could get some stuff done. I didn't get payed or anything but it's fine since i love that kid and she's so fricken adorable. [blonde hair blue eye's] i have a picture of her and me somewhere....hmmm.

Today I'm going out to go look for a job with my mom which is why I'm posting right at 12. which bring's me to something else if I can get a job i probably will be on even less since I'd have to balance my home life, school, and a job. and if i don't end up getting a job I'm going to go back to regular school because I don't want to be home alone while my mom's at work [hah yeah wimp] but yeah, we'll see how it plays out. uhm, wish me luck?

Uhm, I'm going to go to sleep now honestly that kid wore me out....and i have to get up at 7 to drop my sister off at school...all in all, I'm feeling pretty much better, and yet...

I'm still missing someone something.

-jenny
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