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• 1992-08-27
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• Cashton Wisconsin, It's by lacrosse..
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• 2007-05-26
Occupation
• I am a hostage to my own humanity
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• jenny

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• I wake up everyday, that's an achievement all in it's self.
Anime Fan Since
• 6th grade. [10th grade now]
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• Loveless, Bleach, Case Closed, Death Note, Naruto, one piece, strawberry panic,
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• Survive each and everyday.
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• I like to write and read. you usually wont find me without my ipod glued to my ear either.
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• Sometime's time reveals thing's we dont know.




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myOtaku.com: Shallow Heart


Tuesday, September 25, 2007

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I was in a mental hospital for the first time yesterday, we went to see my dad he's in the mental ward of the hospital. He's not allowed to have shoe lace's or anything XD what surprised me was he actually hugged me. My face was seriously like this -->O_O Which resulted in me crying, like a wuss... but i guess my dad's going to be in the hospital for two to three months. Which is good but i hope he's home by Christmas, I kind of miss him..

I wanted to go register at an actual school today...BUT, when i woke up this morning my mom told me if i where to go back to school the Internet would be disconnected. So what choice do i have? I have to chose over my education or my internet, which as lame as it sounds is my life. I have to chose my education over my friends...and lauren..She'd tell me to chose my education, i think... but i can't. I miss her, and i wish i knew if she missed me too. it wouldn't be so hard if i knew. As much as i tell myself and other's that it's not big deal anymore it is. It's a very big deal. I cant stand re-reading everything we've said to each other and yet i keep doing it. every single day. maybe I'm crossing the lines of obsession, maybe i need to be locked in a mental ward my self. but i don't want to die, i just want to know...

Some priest guy is going to try to get me a job... and i may take up babysitting. I really need to focus on school though, since I'm not getting anywhere with it.

I have to go to the hospital now I'll comment sites when i get back home. See ya guys.

-jenny
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