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• 1992-08-27
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• Cashton Wisconsin, It's by lacrosse..
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• 2007-05-26
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• I am a hostage to my own humanity
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• jenny

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• I wake up everyday, that's an achievement all in it's self.
Anime Fan Since
• 6th grade. [10th grade now]
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• Loveless, Bleach, Case Closed, Death Note, Naruto, one piece, strawberry panic,
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• Survive each and everyday.
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• I like to write and read. you usually wont find me without my ipod glued to my ear either.
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• Sometime's time reveals thing's we dont know.




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myOtaku.com: Shallow Heart


Saturday, September 29, 2007

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I wish it was summer again really, minus the hot weather i wish it was summer with snow and all the lovely cold weather. I hate school and I dont even go to school. I chose to stay in this home schooling thing, because well for one im pitiful. Im scared of the real world and im scared of leaving behind...what i have here so i wont. My education should mean something to me but sadly i dont really even care anymore.

Im exsisting. Im sitting here breathing, feeling everything but im not actually living. There's a part of me thats missing. I need to complete someone. we have the pieces and yet we cant do it. so we suffer exsisting but not living. Going on everyday but not actually realizing what life is actually about. How can I change that? 878 miles. Thats the biggest number in the world to me. Im so selfish.

Today wasnt as horrible as im making it sound actually. I just feel like i cant do it anymore, i cant say the right words to make everything alright.

*sigh* my iPod's done charging so im going to go to bed with jersey on repeat..I'll visit sites later today, sorry i didnt get to many yesterday...T.T

--jenny
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