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• 1992-08-27
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• Cashton Wisconsin, It's by lacrosse..
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• 2007-05-26
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• I am a hostage to my own humanity
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• jenny

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• I wake up everyday, that's an achievement all in it's self.
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• 6th grade. [10th grade now]
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• Loveless, Bleach, Case Closed, Death Note, Naruto, one piece, strawberry panic,
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• Survive each and everyday.
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• I like to write and read. you usually wont find me without my ipod glued to my ear either.
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• Sometime's time reveals thing's we dont know.




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Saturday, October 20, 2007

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I'm lucky theres no cliffs around here...and im lucky i dont have any car keys...

Today I'm going to Chuck E Cheeses for my five year old cousins birthday party...It outta be interesting. -_- Dont get me wrong I kinda like the place...It's just, screaming five year olds isn't on my list of things to endure on my saturday off.. Not to mention i've been taking sleeping pills latley and they're making me feel dizzy a lot and im getting headache's even more often than I usually get them.. I think I may just be stressed too. I dunno somethings bothering me.

Lauren has been...practically banned from talking to me. Im slowly dying... I dont know how im going to make it out of this because when I think about it i just feel like dying or puking my brains out.. this is what i get for making her such a big part of my life..hell, she is my life.. I was really upset about it earlier and i had to go into the kitchen and my sister just HAD to start something with me and i almost threw the kitchen chair at her... I didnt mean to get so angry but i just cant take it anymore. I cant. My emotions are being thrown everywhere. I honestly just feel like locking my self in my room and blasting one song on repeat for the rest of how ever long im going to be like this. but I cant, because then someone might think theres something wrong with me...and oh god I wouldn't want anyone to think that...so I keep it all locked inside. where it should be.

...Im making it sound worse then it is...I'll be okay. I talked to nikky on the phone today for a good two and a half hours. She makes me laugh, and we're both kinda in the same boat... if you know what I mean.

Meh, Imma sleep now...the pills are kicking in finally.

-jenny
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