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Tuesday, October 3, 2006
 How stupid am I?........
How stupid are you?
[ ] I have walked into a glass/screen door
[X] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.
[X] I have choked on my own spit.
[ ] I’ve seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.
[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.
[ ] I have accidently caught something on fire.
[ ] I’ve told a cop to feck off and gotten screwed for it.
[x] I attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth. (I know.....I'm stupid ^^)
[X] Sometimes when I think of something funny, I laugh out loud and people look at me weird.
[x] I’ve caught myself drooling. (I was thinking about hot guys )
[ ] I’ve accidently caused an explosion.
[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can’t help but laugh. (oh come on...)
[ ] I’ve turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.
[X] Sometimes I just stop thinking & zone out.
[x] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow. (I know, cuz I did it...)
[x] I just tried to lick my elbow (It worked before...)
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from me. (a better question is....who doesn't?...)
[x] People often tell me to use my "inside voice". (only when I'm pissed off and scream)
[ ] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking. (ewww no...)
[X] I’ve used my fingers to do simple math.
[ ] I’ve jumped off a moving vehicle.
[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.
[ ] I’m taking this test when I should be doing something more important.
[ ] I repost chain letters because I’m scared of what they threaten will happen if I don’t.
[ ] I’ve done something really stupid while I was drunk.
[ ] I’ve ran around naked when I was drunk.
[ ] I’ve ran into a golf cart tire when I was drunk.
[x] I’ve searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time. (all the time)
[ ] I accidently break a lot of things.
[ ] My friends know not to use big words around me.
[X] My friends like me because I’m fun to laugh at. (even I laugh at me...)
[X] I tilt my head to the side when I’m confused. (then my friends hug me and call me cute...O.o)
[X] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I’m talking about.
[X] I’ve fallen out of my chair before. (technically I was pulled out of my chair...then once someone sat in my lap and the chair broke ...)
[x] When I’m lying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture. (It's a poet thing.....we're all insane...look at Poe...)
Multiply your answer by 4 and thats how stupid you are...
68% ......T_T.....not suprising....
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Sunday, October 1, 2006
Happy October ^^
It's a new month. A month of vampires, demons, and devils. My kinda month ;-P Anyway. I've picked what I'm being for halloween this year. It sort of goes along with Bracinghopes costume...lets see if you can guess....and no we're not going as Dumb and Dumber......
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
Elliot's rape games
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | FOR
VAMPIRIC CONTENT |
SERIOUSLY!!!!! THERE IS SOME CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER THAT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN UNDER THE AGE OF 13!!!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!
Anyway, I match a song to each chapter. This one is Rape me by nirvana *rolls eyes* go figure.....enjoy the product of my boredom :P
Elliot licked my neck again, and I couldn't help the shiver that ran down my spine. I was squirming relentlessly, but my wrists were held firmly in his left hand, while his right held my head in place as he forced his lips over mine. Sicko, it was disgusting, he tasted like raw meat and spinach.
"Hey, I though it was my blood you were after?!" I yelled when he finally released my lips.
"Who says I can't have my cake," He bent closer to my ear, "and eat it too." He said with a snicker.
"You son of a," I started, but he had once again silenced me with his mouth.
I felt his free hand let go of my face and slide down my neck and shoulder. I thrashed violently, but to no avail. I could feel the heat coming off of his skin through the thin fabric of my shirt. His hand slipped under and I could hear the sound as it tore off of my body. He twisted the strips of red fabric in his fingers before tossing it to the side and pressing down roughly on my abdomen to stop my squirming.
"You'll ware yourself out before we even start sweetie." He said as he traced patterns on my exposed stomach. I didn't dare move for fear of being cut by his sharp nails. Unable to move or speak, I did the only thing I could, I cried. The tears rolled down my cheeks slowly, as Elliot continued his games. I prayed that Jesse would wake up, but there was no way that was going to happen.
I was just giving up as Elliot's finger slipped under the waist of my jeans, when there was a rustle of fabric to my right. I looked to see Jesse rubbing the back of his head and blinking himself awake.
Elliot was furious to say the least. He pushed me roughly against the wall, and brought his fangs to my neck. I didn't see, but I felt Jesse push Elliot away from me. I fell in a crumpled heap on the floor, shaking from terror and exhaustion. I think I blacked out, because I remember waking up and being very cold. It was then I realized that I wasn't wearing a shirt, and trying to put mine back on was pointless. It was totally shredded.
I heard footsteps and Jesse crouched down next to me. I heard him sigh and felt his hands on my back and under my knees as he picked me up and sat me on his lap. I buried myself in his chest instinctively, twisting my hands in the fabric of his shirt. His hands wrapped around my wrists and pushed me away a bit. He held me still with one hand, while he used the other to remove his shirt. He put it over my head and pulled my arms through the sleeves. It was insanely big, but it didn't matter. He pulled me back against his chest, and let go of my wrists to wrap his arms around my shoulders.
Before I finally fell asleep, I heard him say something along the lines of, "I wish I could take it back.", but after all I'd been through in the last few hours, I couldn't be sure.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
SPIRITS OF THE DAMNED
Yo sup?...........WELL!?........ANSWER ME, DAMN IT!!!!!!!!
Any way, next week is spirit week at my school. HOORAY FOR THE BLUE AND GRAY!!!! and all that jazz....On spirit day, sophomores wear all blue so I have this long blue wig, and jeans and a shirt and Eye shadow....It'll be great!!! ^^ I can't wait.
I drew my art project for this week. It's of Konoko, from ONI. If you've never played the game you suck!!!! Nah, but it's REEEAAALLY awesome. I'll submit the pic soon. ^^
Well, later.
PEACE
SF
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
 Yes well...
I made the mistake of wearing a skirt to school today....the comments made were bad.....
CLASSES:
English: *blank stares*
Geometry: fancy....
Spanish: girl: what's her name again....
boy: I don't know, all I see is leather
skirt.....
Art: nothing
lunch: *blinks*
newspaper: uhhhhhhh
biology: *more blinking*
US history: *even MORE blinkage*
FRIENDS:
Brian: *half asleep* ........... *wide eyed* uhhhhhhh *hugs carefully* ....You should have worn the leather boots with it....
Shannon: aren't you cold?...
Adrian: WOAH!!!! (i hate that boy)
Damon: ...you have nice legs....(i'll kill him)
NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!! NO MORE SKIRTS!!!!!!
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Monday, September 25, 2006
Freezing
It was like freezing this morning!!! My mom thought it was hot, but I sat in my bed curled up under the covers for like five minutes, shaking, it was so cold. I usually love the cold. But I was totally not expecting it this morning...
Anyway, At school today, in the newspaper rom, there was an interesting conversation....(seperate from the one where a guy asked me what kind of drugs I was on.....none thank you, I was just hyper :P) We were talking about the undead, and a girl asked about vampires O.O I was thrilled to explain...but our editor, Zack, got to it first......
Zack: Vampires are not UNdead......they're just dead......their heart doesn't beat and their blood doesnt flow....
SF: right ^^ Zombies are the undead...
girl: ohhhhhhh
Zack: absolutely *nods* They want your brains....
Sf: Actually, the original zombies. We're talking "night of the living dead" zombies.....ate human FLESH....not brains ^^
Zack (defeated by my greater horror movie knowledge CHA!!!!) ....-_-...whatever *slumps in his chair*
In short....I win he loses...HA!!!
Anyway, my day would have been fine if I didn't have to waste the first five minutes curled up on my bed because it was so cold -_-
I'M LIKE SOOOOO HYPER RIGHT NOW!!!!!! *runs in a circle* *falls on floor, unconscious*
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
 Better than the first, garunteed...
| PARENTAL | | ADVISORY | FOR
VAMPIRIC CONTENT |
Yes well, some people liked chapter one of my Jesse story here, so I thought I'd continue it. If you don't like it tell me, I need some negativity. The song that goes best with this chapter is "Smooth Criminal" so think about that song while you read, or better yet listen to it...
I'd been talking to Jesse for a few weeks now, and no matter how long I talked to him, I could never get my heart rate under control. I knew he was aware of it, because he had to hear the shaky breaths I took every few minutes in an attempt to keep my head from spinning. Even his voice was perfect; soft, but rough, deep and soothing, but strong and confident. It seemed like everything about him was perfect.
It just so happened that today the guys and I were playing hockey. I was getting in our makeshift goal when Jesse came along. He was distracting to say the least. Considering that he was wearing a pair of cut up old jeans an and open button-up shirt with nothing underneath...yeah, distracting. Not good when I'm not wearing any padding. I got hit with the puck like 20 times, and was covered in bruises by the time they let me have a break.
"Well, that was embarrassing..." I said as I sat down next to Jesse.
"Nah." he said as he pulled me into a hug.
"Feh, come on I sucked and you know it." I said looking up at him.
"Ok, so you did, but I'm more worried about your bruises..." he admitted.
"They're nothin' I've had worse." I said flicking my wrist dismissing the comment. "You never did tell me that important thing you had said something about a few weeks ago..."
"Oh, that. Can you come with me somewhere tonight?" he asked.
"Yes, but will you tell me?" I pressed.
"I will. I promise." he said and started to get up. "Meet me here at 8."
"I'll be here." I said and walked to my house.
That night I met Jesse, at the field after I changed. I'd decided to where my favorite pair of tight bell bottom jeans, and black knee high boots, with a red tank top under my black leather jacket. Perfect. He hadn't changed, same black shirt and holey jeans.
"ready?" he asked. as he looked me over once, twice, and a third time.
"If you're done inspecting the outfit? yes." I said sarcastically.
He grumbled something Under his breath. I then noticed a large dog, come around him to his right.
"Oh, yeah! this is my dog, Streak." Jesse said.
"He looks....like a...." I started, shocked at how large the dog was.
"A wolf, I know. That's cuz he is." Jesse said scratching the back of his head nervously.
"wow..." I said simply. Streak came over to me and nuzzled my outstretched hand. I petted him, and he licked me continuously.
"Alright let's go." Jesse said, and we walked away from the field with Streak trotting in between us.
We went into town, and Jesse took me down a long alley to a door, that I'd never noticed before.
"Ok, I guess now is as good a time as any." He said as he opened the door, and pushed on the small of my back gently to get me inside. He came in right after, but he left Streak outside. Apparently, "no dogs allowed".
"Where are we Jes?" I asked. And as if he had been listening, a boy of similar age as Jesse from the looks of him, stepped over to us. He was wearing all black. Black pants, black turtleneck, and black boots.
"Jesse." he said curtly. Then looked to me. "and this is?" He asked gesturing toward me with the half empty glass in his right hand.
"Lori." Jesse said, before I had a chance to open my mouth.
"I see. You sure can pick 'em Jes." He said with a laugh, and lifted my chin with his empty hand, turning my head for side to side, and tilting it, to take a look at my neck. "You sure can..." he said softly, and stepped back, "well, have fun Jes, but remember...she's mine, when you're done." He said with a smirk.
I felt a growl rumble through Jesse's chest as he held me tighter against him.
"Have a nice night. And I'm Elliot by the way." He said looking at me. Then he walked away.
Jesse grabbed my wrist and pulled me quickly through the room. It was then that I noticed that everything had stopped when Elliot began speaking to us. All eyes were on us now, as Jesse ran through the room, dragging me along. He went through a door in the back, and slammed it.
"DAMN IT!!!" He yelled, slumping against the door.
"wha....what's going on Jesse?" I asked shakily.
"Let me give it to you straight. Just don't freak ok?"He said with a sigh. I nodded in agreement, and he pulled me onto his lap. With another sigh, he started. "I'm not, normal. I'm more different than anyone. I'm not even human. I'm well, a.......you...it'.......a...vampire.....STRANGE, I KNOW!!! But you have to believe me."
"You're....a...." I stuttered.
"Yes, I am."
"that's amazing."
"It doesn't scare you?" he asked, shocked.
"Not at all, I study vampires, they're my life." I said excitedly.
"Well, then I don't have to explain the blood stuff. You obviously know, we don't kill if you're not scared." he shrugged the continued, "There are those of us that do kill, though..."
"Elliot?" I asked.
"Yes." He stated dryly, "and unfortunately, he's taken a liking to you."
At that moment there was a knock on the door.
"Jesse?" It was Elliot, that smooth as silk voice was unmistakable.
"shit..." Jesse said and pulled me more fully onto his lap, so that I was no longer touching the floor at all. "I'm so sorry." he whispered in my ear.
I clutched to him tightly, and mumbled into his chest that it wasn't his fault. He laughed nervously and, cleared his throat.
"door's open." He called, and Elliot, stepped inside.
"how precious." Elliot laughed, when he saw us.
"I have an idea." Jesse said, sliding me onto the floor. "we could strike a deal."
"sounds good." Elliot said....................."But I don't strike deals with the weak." He said and dashed towards me. I threw up my hands defensively, but it didn't do any good He was on me before I could even scream. His breath was hot on my neck, and my arms were pinned to the floor.
He had pushed Jesse into the wall, and he was unconscious. I was helpless beneath Elliot, as much as I struggled, I couldn't get free. His sick laughter rang in my ear.
"Let me go." I begged.
"And miss out on all this fun? Nope." He grinned. He licked my neck, and I recognized that he was going to drag this out as long as he could, just to watch me squirm, the sick bastard.
This was the world of vampires, and demons, and I was just a weak human girl, unable to defend myself. My only hope was lying in the corner, oblivious to everything. I was done, it was over, and Elliot was enjoying every minute of it...
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Friday, September 22, 2006
Waz up. We had donuts in newspaper for my birthday today. Late but ok. ^^ I didn't eat any. They smelled good though. Things were awesome. I went to my old english teacher's room and I wrote a formal write up for the book club I'm starting, if we get it approved by the new principal. Wish me luck with the book club ^^
Later,
SF
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
awkward...
Well, I got a new hoodie for my birthday. It's got all of the marvel superheros on it. YAY!!! ^^ It was funny, because there are like none left anywhere in the country. (true) So everyone wants it, but only I have it. HA HA!!!
Some of the guys at school decided to point out their fav heros and stuff. It was fine until they started poking me......you can guess the areas....So then thing got awkward. Some of my friends I trust, others.....not so much, so it got weird...
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hiya
I don't have much to say so.......
SHANFAN WAS HERE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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