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Saturday, August 19, 2006


in real life vacume cleaners kill spiders...
i know you'll think i'm crazy, but my favorite book series just ended, and i'm absolutely miserable. you see, during middle school i was teased....ALOT, i would come home with food in my hair ,and my beautiful books. i couldn't stand it. it hurt. once a girl, my best friend at the time, threw me against a locker by my throat, and all the kids started saying things like "choke the freak!", and "keep it up lynn, come on, kill her!" all because i had previously invited her to go to church that wekekend and asked her if she asked her parents yet. she flipped out. so a few days later i found the cirque du freak series at the library. i was hooked. it gave me something to look forward to. i was homeschooled for 8th grade and started 9th grade in public school. i'm going into 10th now and i love it. i have my new best friend and believe it or not the girl, lynn, who choked me is my friend again. i've got lots of friends now...... but the other day i recieved the 12th and final book in the cirque du freak series. i read it and i cried, not just because it was the end, but because i lost the one thing i had loved for so long. i know it's stupid, and you all probably think i'm a freak i understand, and i shouldn't be obsessed with something like that, but i wasn't. it was like lossing and old friend, like they died in my arms and there was nothing i could do to stop it. it's almost making me cry again typing this. as darren shan said...

"I'm going...I'm...going...I'm...gone." He has flown to paradise, and i wish him all the best. may the luck of the vampires be with him always.

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