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Monday, February 26, 2007

The new background is all cirtisy of KaizDarkAngel

Ghost of a Girl

Can you see the ghost,
The ghost of a little girl stood next to me?
She's so happy,
Merry and filled with glee.
You wouldn't believe me if I told you this,
But that little girl,
So merry and bright,
Used to be me.


City of Angels

City of angels,
Angels that look over us,
Give us comfort.
They can be corrupted,
Just like us.

One angel was temped too far
This angel,
She fell from grace for the one she loved.

Others followed her lead,
They fell just like her.
Some survived,
Others didn't and died.

The city of Angels is no more
Since that one angel fell for her one true love.


Lost Soulds

Lost souls,
Wander the Earth, no longer with a cause.
They no longer know why they are here
Lost souls are different from the rest,
Unique in everyway.

Lost souls are forsaken to walk the Earth,
In pain,
In misery,
And in dispair.

No one can help a lost soul,
They can only help themselves.
Though no one can help,
Us lost souls without a cause,
Always meed guidance,
Someone to show us the way,
Back into the light of reality.
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Dark at Heart (another poem about one of my friend)

Happy, joyful and caring
Humorous, sarcastic and funny
She's one of the best friends you could ever have
She's understanding and has many talents
But that's all on the outside
What you don't see
Is the dark hesrt that lies within


Escape to Freedom

As I lie here
In a pool of my blood
Slowly slipping away
Into the world called death
I think to myself,
I'm finally escaping
I'm finally being set free
Free from this harsh
Twisted world

When you walk into the room
I'm nearly dead
You press the speed-dail button
which connects you to 999

Shortly after
The paramedics arrive
Abit too late
Just abit too late to save my life once again....

You see
It was just last week they had saved my life
Just last week O had promised them
I would never do this again
What they didn't see
Was my hand behind my back
With my fingers cross....


Do You?

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared?
You don't know where to go,
You don't know what to do,
When the darkness grabs at your heart.

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared?
Affraid of whats around you,
Afraid of the monsters
Afraid to ask for help.

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared
Afraid of being held,
Afraid of loving someone you care for,
Afraid of hurting,
Afraid of hurting them,
Afraid of the monster.

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared?
Afraid of being used,
Afraid of your feelings,
You bottled up,
Afraid of the monster.

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared?
Afraid the bottles will burst,
Afraid your feelings overflowing,
Afraid of the monster.

Do you know how it feels
To be alone and scared?
When your fears come
The air grows thick
Yet it soothes the pain of the passing day.
Why?
Why is it that when darkness falls,
All the pain,
Fear,
And regret are wiped away,
In the crisp air that comes along with the night?

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That last poem show a side to me which I rarely show. It shows how I truely am, and some of my true emotions. I did write another poem that is like that but it holds too much connecting to my heart and it is one I do not wish to share, I was very edgy showing this one....
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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Back to Posting Poems out of My 1st Poetry book (now have 3)

Bloody Black Roses

Blood
Lonely
Obliviom
Outcasted
Death
Yearning

Belong
Longing
Abandoned
Consciousness
Killed

Rivers
Oceans
Solitude
Empty
Suicide


In the Darkness

In the darkness of my room
Nothing sounds nor stirs

The beat of my heart is the only sound I can hear
Hammering away in my ears, Keeping me alive
Empty and long forgotten, I let the darkness enlope around me

Darkness is endless and I greet it warmly
Arm to my chest, blood running from my wrist
Rivers of crimson stains the white cloth
Knees bent as I lay back on my bed
No one will notice if I don't wake when morning comes
Escaping once again, this time I willbreak free
Solitous to the worl I have been
Suicide had been my main goal in life, I just achieved it


Forgotten

Forgiveness denied
Over is my life
Rivers of tears
Glide down my face
Oblivious to the fact, that my
Torture is never ending
Terror is my only friend
Everything has been taken away
Nothing left to live for


Firey Beauty (one of my first poems, about one of my friends)

We call her Beauty
Because that's what she is

We call her Firey
Because her temper's fuse is quick to light

This Beauty is quick to anger
So Watch Out!

This Firey Beauty is no ordinary girl
She's a great friend
And her name is Katie

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I'm So Sorry!!!! T_T

I am so sorry you guys, I promise to start posting again, I' have just been so busy with being off school sick and catching up on all the classwork, coursework and homework that I have missed. So I promise that I will start posting more often again
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Monday, February 12, 2007

wow i'm getting really bad at posting aren't i? oh well i'm sorry you guys, i've been busy working on my artwork, if you wanna check it out here is the site

http://fallenxdarkxangel.deviantart.com/

hope you like and that you are all ok

~Dusk~
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Sunday, February 4, 2007

sorry that i haven't updated in a while but i have been really busy with school work and coursework and since i am off sick at the momentso when i go back i will be over run with even more work ~cries~

take care everyone

~Dusk~
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Friday, January 26, 2007

Nobodies Home

When I get home
I'm all alone
No one here
I'm on my own

Run into the kitchen
And grab a knief
Run into the bathroom
Lock the door
And sink to the floor

Roll up my sleeve
Then begin to cut
Over and over
Just so I can release my pain
Just so I can feel like me again


An End to it All

Counting down the days of my life
Hoping the end will come soon
The thoughts of suicide running across my mind all night
And all day for that matter too
All I want is for it all to end
All the pain and suffering
And to be replaced with everyone living as friends
But I know this would never happen
Not everyone will set aside thier ways and differences
So I just lay here in my room
Waiting for the end to come soon


In and Out........Stop me if you can!

Slashing away
Unable to stop
In it goes
And out it comes
In it goes
And out it comes

It's getting deeper and deeper
It will probably scar
Not that I really cae=re

I hate my life!
Why can't it end?

That's all I want
To die
To be at peace with no one there to hurt me

So why won't thhey let me?
The people I mean
Why won't they let me end my misery
And just let me die


Depression (I was 13 when I wrote this, that was 2-3 years ago)

Everyone thinks I'm happy
But I'm not
Why doesn't any one know how I feel?
Oh yes
I know
Its because I shut everyone out
And hide it

But its been 10 years now
And I'm only 13 years old
Well I suppose that proves it
It proves how little notice they take of me

Or it might be that I'm just good at hiding it
No it can't be that, could it?
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

I'm back!! but my wrist is still sprained so i will try my best at typing, I missed you guys so much that I can't stay away any longer ><

Painful Dreams at Night

Why do I always end up feeling pain?
Why can't I ever truely be happy?
Like when I was a kid?
Why does my life always end up in misery?

I always wake up crying
Only to cry myself back to sleep again
Back into the same old nightmare
The same recurring night,are, which never ends
Then one day I realised
Realised that this nightmare will never end
Because this nightmare is my life


Home Alone

I'm all alone now
In my room
School's out for the weekend
My mother won't be back til late
It's just you and me now
Me and my trustly old blade
We're going to end my life t ogether
And we're going to do it right now


I want to die

Hurt
Pain
Wanting life to end

Tormented
Tortured
In the firey depths of hell

Darkness swamps
The light fades to nothing
Death has consumed me
I embrace it warmly
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

my thumb sprain has nearly healed!! but my wrist still hurts like hell ><

just though that i would give you a small update ^^

and yes Magnu, I am left handed, though i am also right handed >< . the only things i use my right hand for is to write and to use siccors, other then that i'm left handed
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

sorry everyone but I won't be posting any poems for a while. I have sprained my left wrist and my right tumb so I can barely type >< Sorry everyone
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