Tuesday, January 2, 2007

AJaganshi Oooh, you're letting people ask questions about you? Will you answer *every* question that they ask, or are there some things you'll still refuse to answer? AJ-- Yes I am allowing people so ask me questions, and they can be askes at anytimeif you have one persific. I also promise to answer the ones that I get. There me few things that I refuse to go in to great detail about, but I would have my own personal reasons for those, but besides that, yes I will anser every question which I mam asked. Magnus Lensherr Ha no fair i had to talk about myself with no err directions! Tell us about your life history! Like the best events and the worst and maybe aout your family and hmelife and then your dfreams and abbitions ~ Laughs ~ Not questions more like guidance ~ Grins ~ I look forward to seeing what you put though ~ Dances ~ I love finding out about peopel ^_^ Thats unfair Magnus, you should know by now that I don't generally like talking about myself, which is why I asked for people to ask me questions ~laughs~ but as seen as you did give me a few points to write about then I will. Best events: Well there haven't really been alot of best points for me, I guess my boyfriends is only one of the few that could count as the best, and how much I love him. Another would have to be my 2 little half sisters ~smiles~ when I see them they stick to me like glue and we all end up in tears when they have to go home. Worst events: Too any to count, but the ones that have impacted my life the most are what I shall talk about. When I was 3 years old (I remember everything of this evernt myself) I was left in the house on my own, I had a nightmare so I got out of bed and came crying down the stairs, looking for my dad, I knew my mum was still at work, I don't know how I just did. The Tv was on so I went over to my dad's armchair where he always sat to watch Tv, but he wasn't there. I climbed in to the chair and cried harder, as the news came on and said about someone being murder (that is what made me cry harder, as that was the exact nightmare I had had, it turned out to be a premintion). That night my mum come home before my dad, picked me up and she left him, there and then, only going back the next day to get our things. This next event I'll just tell you the basics as it hurts to talk about it, if want better detail on the story, read the short story I submitted An Unforgettable Moment. Me and my closest and dearest friend Claire where 7 years old at the time, She was exactlly 3 hours and 18 minutes older then me, both born in the same hospital on the same day. We were very close friends, told each other everything, no matter what it was, we told each other. Her mother had walked out and left her with her dad when she was 4 years old, that was when he started abusing her, physically as well as mentally. When she reach 7 that changes to sexual abuse, but this time a friend of his joined in, One night she had enough and ran over to my house, I was staying at my dad's at the time, he let her in before going to the shop for some food at the corner shop (so it wasn't that far away) she went straiht up to my room and sat on my window sill, the window open behind her, she told me everything that had happened. I tried to talk her away from the window ledge.....but when I moved alittle bit closer towards her she jumped and fell 25ft to her death....and it was all my fault, if I hadn't have mved closed, she would still be alive....since that event I have found it hard to trust.... Afew little details are that I have been bullied at both my primary school, and also now at my hih school, right up until my last year. Family and hmelife: Well my father got married last year to a woman that hates me. My two little sisters are called Georgia and Ellis, and they live with their mum in Shropshire. Georgai is 7 and Ellis is 3, and I love then deatly and with all my heart. Dreams and abbitions: I don't really have an ambition, not unless staying alive is one?.... and my dreams, well if they aren't haunted by the night of Claires death, or the night when I was 3 years old then it always show someone dying, usually murder, and in most cases they are on the new with in the next two weeks at max. A small note about myself, is that I have been depressed since I was 5 years old (when the bullying started) and it has gotten worse and gone unnoticed over time, its gotten so bad that I have been suicidal for the last 3 years, hence why I guess my abition is to stay alive.... I hope this is enough everyone, and if you ever have any other questions, either PM them to me or leave them in the comment box and I will answer those instead of submitting my poems.

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