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Female Location In the darkest depths of my room, in the void between Life and Death Member Since 2006-11-23 Real Name Dusk
myOtaku.com: ShatteredAngel
Friday, January 26, 2007
Nobodies Home
When I get home
I'm all alone
No one here
I'm on my own
Run into the kitchen
And grab a knief
Run into the bathroom
Lock the door
And sink to the floor
Roll up my sleeve
Then begin to cut
Over and over
Just so I can release my pain
Just so I can feel like me again
An End to it All
Counting down the days of my life
Hoping the end will come soon
The thoughts of suicide running across my mind all night
And all day for that matter too
All I want is for it all to end
All the pain and suffering
And to be replaced with everyone living as friends
But I know this would never happen
Not everyone will set aside thier ways and differences
So I just lay here in my room
Waiting for the end to come soon
In and Out........Stop me if you can!
Slashing away
Unable to stop
In it goes
And out it comes
In it goes
And out it comes
It's getting deeper and deeper
It will probably scar
Not that I really cae=re
I hate my life!
Why can't it end?
That's all I want
To die
To be at peace with no one there to hurt me
So why won't thhey let me?
The people I mean
Why won't they let me end my misery
And just let me die
Depression (I was 13 when I wrote this, that was 2-3 years ago)
Everyone thinks I'm happy
But I'm not
Why doesn't any one know how I feel?
Oh yes
I know
Its because I shut everyone out
And hide it
But its been 10 years now
And I'm only 13 years old
Well I suppose that proves it
It proves how little notice they take of me
Or it might be that I'm just good at hiding it
No it can't be that, could it?