myOtaku.com: Shelby P Wolfwood

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Under a Bridge
Member Since
• 2003-11-28
Occupation
• Street Fighter/Rocker chick!
Real Name
• Suki

Personal

Achievements
• kicked many a****
Anime Fan Since
• Jesus? wait, JESUS ISN'T ANYTHING BUT A CRIMINAL!
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop! All THE FACKIN' WAY!
Goals
• To kill avril lavine...
Hobbies
• Kicking your A**
Talents
• Playing guitar for a real rock band! NO PUNK SHIT! Punk sucks!

myOtaku.com: Shelby P Wolfwood

Friday, April 6, 2007

I'm leaving
I jhaven't been able to sleep lately, I keep seeing things. It's starting to get to me. I don't want to sleep or leave my room, espeically if it dark out. And I have to have a light on. It's Crazy and disturbing. I think I've seen too many scary movies or something. Or maybe mey mind is just messing with me. Well I know thats true. But it like I'll be walking down the hall at night, and I know theres something behind me, I can feel it, prectically hear it bretahing, feel it breathing. But I dare not turn around. It'll kill me. But I turn around anyways, and theres nothing, just a shadow that slipped around the corner, out of mind, waiting for me to turn around again so it can dig its claws into me or something. It's like hiding and waiting wherever I go. I don't really know why I'm putting this on the otaku, I should be seeing a doctor, but I'm afraid to leave the house... but the problem is I have to go visit someone this weekend adn take the trian, that'll work wonders on ym paranoia. 5:15 in the morning on the train, in the dark. I'm frightened.

I'm becomeing more detached from the world too. sometimes I can zone out for hours, without thinking about anything. There will be no thoughts in my mind but suddenly I'll come too and 3 hours have gone by. Like I'm sleeping, but I know I'm not. Don't ask how but I do. It's distressing to me. I have no idea what to do. and sometime There will be people all around me, and suddenly they will disappear, then re-apper, like in a pulsing manner. and I'm running, I don't know why because when people are scared they run I guess? And they're still dissapearing now and then, but they're stareing at me. I don't know... Well.
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