myOtaku.com: Shelby P Wolfwood

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Under a Bridge
Member Since
• 2003-11-28
Occupation
• Street Fighter/Rocker chick!
Real Name
• Suki

Personal

Achievements
• kicked many a****
Anime Fan Since
• Jesus? wait, JESUS ISN'T ANYTHING BUT A CRIMINAL!
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop! All THE FACKIN' WAY!
Goals
• To kill avril lavine...
Hobbies
• Kicking your A**
Talents
• Playing guitar for a real rock band! NO PUNK SHIT! Punk sucks!

myOtaku.com: Shelby P Wolfwood

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Drama!
Lately I've been feeling odd. like I'm lonely. I mean, I think thats what the feeling is. I think everyone has abandoned me...

Have I completely lost it? I was actually writing letters to someone who never existed yesterday. And today I cried for no apparent reason. I felt no feelings but my tears wouldn't stop. Like there is another person in my that feels emotions on its own, emotions that I can't feel.

I hid in a corner for nearly an hour last night... There was something watching me. I could feel it. A big monster or something, it was waiting for me to let my guard so I had to put myself somewhere I know it couldn't get me from behind. That as its plan and I know it.

You know, I've never been a very sentimental person... I mean when i was little i like my mom to give me kisses and stuff because it made me happy, but now I want my mom dead. for no reason really. Same with my dad. As a matter of fact, I think the only person in the world I love is myself.

But I want to change that.

I want someone to wrap their arms around me when we sleep and never let go. I want that...

I never used to want that. I mean I'm too young, I'm not even old enough in my opinion to sleep with another person.

Maybe its better to be alone. That way if you want to die, no one can stop you you know? Not That I'm going to kill myself, by all means I'm too selfish for that.

I a selfish arrogant bitch, that deserves death, but wont do it herself, because shes a coward.

I really feel empty... I don't think I have a heart...
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