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Thursday, January 5, 2006


*Sigh*
I've been really sad lately. Really sad. I've been missing Demetri more than usual and its causeing be to be a little rash with people, which is completely ok but they still are worried. I Just don't know What I'm going to do this valentines day. I mean he died febuary 13 last year, a day before valentines. The worst part is I never got to tell him how much I love him. I know how it sounds like a stupid soap opera and junk, but I loved him so much. It's nuts. He was one of those genius, relaxed, sweet, loving kind of guys. And I Know it would have been better if it would have been given a chance. I know this is trivial to say but why the hell him. Why couldn't it be some crack head or some homeless man? Why the man I loved. But It's stupid to mope or act like a thing as common as death could break our bond. I just can't bear the thought of getting married to someone other than him, and loving anyone else. You only get to be in love once, so when you get it, god don't let it go, ever.
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