Thursday, August 18, 2005

It's not pink!!!!! It's a lightish red!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everybody!!! I finally have some good news!!! Yesterday, my application was turned in to K-mart!!! w00t!!!! *runs around in circles* They said that they weren't hiring right now, but that they would most certainly keep my app on file and give me a call should they ever need me. So I now have a job in the potentials!!!!!! As soon as school goes back in, I'm gonna be going to down to one of the grocery stores for an app, too. My mom says most kids like to take that up as a summer job, and I should definitely be able to find an opening come school. So, yeah, things are finally brightening up a bit in my quest to be with Kathy!!!!!!!!!!

Didn't do too much else yesterday. After I got home, I started talking to Kathy, and we ended up talking till bedtime ^_^ (except for when she had to leave, then I talked to my lil' sis ^^) I did manage to start playing Kingdom Hearts Chain Of Memories, though. I'm only a little ways into it, but, it's frickin' great!!!

Another thing. Yesterday, being extremely upset at the failure of the English language to provide me with a word that could properly describe my feelings for Kathy, I invented a new word:

OMNILOVE
v: to love someone/something in all possible ways, conditions, and variances.
"I omnilove Kathy."

^____________^

Before I go, though, you guys are getting this the link I forgot to put in my last post, MY BRAND NEW FINAL FANTASY VII AMV!!!!!!:

Please take the time to download it, its not a huge file size. Punch and pie for all who do!!! ^_^

Alright, I've got a bunch of crap to do around the house right now, plus, I wanna get on YIM so I can talk to my love ^_^ See you all laters!!!- Triple J






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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Buenos dias, mis amigos!! Como estan? Yo? Muy bien, gracias!! Tengo muchos cosas que hacer hoy! Ok, I'm done with the Spanish!! ^_^

This is just gonna be a quick little post. I gotta run. Gonna be gone most of the day with my mom and her boyfriend. Although I'm gonna miss Kathy all day, it's worth it in the long run. K-mart's puter is back up and fuctioning. On the way home, I'm gonna FINALLY GET THAT DAMN APPLICATION IN!!! *does a victory dance to the chocobo music*

Well, as for yesterday; it can be split up into three: 1. cleaned my basement 2. went to my mom's bf's house for a little bbq 3. talked to my girlfriend and my lil' sis pretty much all night. ^_^ There, that was my day! ^^

Alright, my mom's pulling me by the back of my shirt, I gotta get going!! See y'all laters!! ^_^ - Triple J

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

This theme's for you Ash!! *giant huggles of doom*
I love you, Kathy!! ^_^

Here I walk down the avenue
looking at the pretty view
maybe there's a reason
I got my eyes on you
There you go like a moviestar
How I wonder who you are
Listen, babe, do you believe when I say?

You the kind of [wo]man walking out of my dreams
straight into my life(I wanna sing halleluja)
Ain't nothing in the whole wide world
I wouldn't do for you,
I wanna say yes to ya

So crazy am I, crazy 'bout you
How crazy are you?
So crazy am I, crazy 'bout you
how crazy are you, are you
Crazy 'bout me?

Been a while since I felt this strong
This time it just can't be wrong
Baby, you're the reason
I been waiting for so long
I reach out for you hands
Hey babe, there's no second chance
Trust me darling
Do you believe when I say?

I'd climb the rocky mountains
I'd swim the deepest sea(I wanna sing halleluja)
I said there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you
I wanna say yes to ya

- "How Crazy Are You?" By Meja


Well, I'm a week early on my theme change, but, I just couldn't say no to my new lil' sis!! I command you all: GET UP AND DANCE AND ENJOY THE CHOCOBO GOODNESS!!!

*grabs Kathy by one hand, Ash by the other, and starts dancing around like a maniac*

Yesterday turned out to be one of those "boy, life can be really annoying" days. I won't go into the details of the day, but I'll just say that I walked.....a lot.....a real lot. And on top of that, K-mart can die cuz their comp still wasn't fixed.

Today shall be filled with basement cleaning and a library visit. Nothing too big. Should anything turn up, I'll let ya guys know tomorrow. Oh, and one more thing before I go: tomorrow, be on the lookout for my new AMV. I wanted to have it up for this morning, but animemusicvideos.org was being a pain in the ass last night. So, I'll make attempt 2 later today.

I also completely forgot, yesterday was Zabuza's B-day!! So what if he's dead? Happy belated birthday Zabuza!!!

Today, we get 2 birthdays!!! The brothers from Final Fantasy VI: Sabin and Edgar!!!

Alrighty, I'll be headin' off now. Hope everyone's doing ok!! ^^ Till next time my dear friends! - Triple J






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Monday, August 15, 2005

"Fuckin' up my Christmas is a new way of saying: fuckin' up my shit. This is not so much a holiday oriented song, as it is an explanation of dismay at the sight of a beautiful woman." - MC Chris
Hey everybody!!! What a shitty day yesterday started out as! First, I got stuck going out with my mom as she finished "school clothes" shopping. What was meant supposed to be a good thing, turned into an anoyance. I FINALLY got her to stop at K-mart on the way home. It was finally my chance to fill out the app!!!! I walk in, only to be smited once more. "Oh, I'm sorry, sir, but the computer used to fill out the applications is down right now. Please come back in a few days time as we try to fix this inconvenience." Now do you guys believe me about not having any luck? I'm sure you can see where I'm going with this, lol, but the only bit of luck I've managed to run into was when I met Kathy ^_^ I love you!!! ^^

Later on, I talked to my mom's boyfriend's son about the computer issues I had. His only solution: reboot the whole fuggin' thing. It took me almost 2 hours to back up all of my files. *sighs* Oh, well. It was worth it, because my comp does seem to be in a lot better condition than it ever was.

The day brightened up ten fold, though, when I was finally able to make my return online and talk to my love and my lil' sis ^_^

And now, I'm going to rant really quick, but guess what? You guys aren't gonna understand ANY of it. And I don't mean beacause of the subject matter. Only seriously insane geeks like me will understand what is about to be said:

Gyouipe, E vilgehk ryda oui. E naymmo, naymmo tu. E femm HAJAN ihtancdyht fro dra vilg E vamm eh muja fedr oui. Oui'na cilr y pedlr! Oui yna HUD lybypma uv mujehk yhudran risyh paehk. E vaam cunno vun oui, palyica ouin meva ec kuhhy pa cred. E tuh'd secc oui eh dra cmekrdacd. Caneuicmo, dra caluht oui fana kuha vnus so meva, dra cgeac dinhat pmia. Yht E naymewat E tuh'd fyhhy pa vneahtc fedr oui yhosuna (hun ahaseac), zicd fyhd oui kuha yht uid uv so meva. Famm, E'ja kud hudrehk suna E haat du cyo.

Sorry about that guys. It's something I needed to out. ^_^ So, highly confused? Good, then I did my job. (sorry Ash!! ^_^ I luv you!! lol)

Alrighty, guys. Time for me to be hitting that dusty trail. See you all laters!!! - Triple J

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

G'day mates! ^_^ Still not a whole lot of excitement to bring to you guys. A quick recap of my day goes: 1. fought with my computer ALL morning (can't get clips to import into WMM) 2. finished rereading HBP 3. was whored out by my mom again to do her boyfriend's bidding (more lawn mowing for $30) 4. fought with computer some more (couldn't get Norton to properly scan computer) 5. chatted with the love of my life for a bit 6. did some other stuff 7. chatted with my lil' sis (my chibi sephy!!! ^^) for a little 8. Talked with my love till nearly 2 in the morning

And that's about it, mis amigos.

Today is the last day I let my mom control my life. Starting tomorrow, I refuse to take orders from her anymore. I shall be taking my life into my own hands. The first thing I'm gonna do? Get the fuck out of the house and down to K-mart to fill out an application. I think about Kathy all day long, I miss her so much when I'm not talking to her, and I'm looking to rectify that as fast as possible, I NEED TO GET TO CALI!!!!

I hope everyone else is doing well, of course, though, no one can be as happy as I am ^_^ I'll be sure to pop around everyone's sites later on to see what you guys have been up to. Until next time, loooove and-uh peace-uh!!! ^^ - Triple J

One more quick thing, in regards to my site. I wanted to get on a schedule of changing my theme every 2 weeks. I'm gonna be making an exception this week and next week, on account that I have 2 theme requests to fulfill. On Tuesday, you'll see my theme dedicated Ashley. Next week, I'll be shutting Jaxx up and giving him a Rei Ayanami theme, lol Just wanted to give ya guys a heads up ^_^

EDIT: I forgot something else, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAYE VALENTINE!!!!

She's no longer the love of my life, *cuddles with Kathy* but the Asuka keeps on coming! ^^

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

Hey everybody!! Nothing new to report to you guys. Still being smited in my job search by my mom/ still the happiest guy in the world!! *huggles his Kathy* Mweeeeeee!!! ^_^

Well, I guess the only new thing I gots to talk about is my shitty computer. Yesterday I got a new version of Norton's Antivirus for it. Whilst trying to install it, my computer died and reset itself. When I tried to retry the installation, it wouldn't work. After an hour and a half of punching and kicking everything in sight, I finally remembered the idea of system restore. Thankfully that did fix it and was able to finish the installation. Now, the only problem is, since I've been without Norton since May. I've got like 38.7 megs up updates to get. *sighs* And of course I have dial-up.

Well, I'm gonna go and try and start some work on my new AMV whilst waiting for my love to come online. I'll see ya guys laters!!! - Triple J

Oh, yeah, I've finally gots 300+ hits! w00t!!! Huggles to all!! Double huggles to Ash!!!! (and a freshly baked pie ^_^) Quadruple hugs to Kathy!!! (and many kisses, too!!) XD

Ah, and now for the girl who has finally taken a backseat in my life ^^

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Friday, August 12, 2005

Magical Genie:
Hey guys!!! Just wanted say, I'm still feelin' like the happiest/luckiest guy on the planet. I really appreciate all the comments I got yesterday, it really means a lot to me.

And what better way to show my appreciation than to give you guys blueberry pie (just for you, Ash ^^) and another REALLY LONG SURVEY!!!!!

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 116215 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	Joshua Jeremy Jacob (Triple J, baby! ^^)
Are you named after anyone?	Nope. Otherwise I'd be Gary Raymond Jacob. My dad wanted me to be junior, but mom won ^_^
What's your screename?	I've given up on AIM, sorry
Would you name a child of yours after you?	Nope. I've always wanted to name my kid after a Final Fantasy character ^_^
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?	Brooke. I know that for a fact. My mom loved the name Brooke and was destined to name her daughter that
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?	Nobody, really. I don't have a problem with my name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?	um, no
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?	Oh yeah I can see it now: JOSH *crickets-a-chirpin'*
Basics
Your gender:	Last time I checked, I was a guy ^_^
Straight/Gay/Bi:	Very much straight
Single?	Holy shit, to think that I'd ever say this ^^ but no!!
If not, do you want to be?	Fuck no!
Birthdate:	September 22, 1985
Your age:	19
Age you act:	I act like I'm maybe 14, but I always manage to keep my composure and act serious when the the time calls for it
Age you wish you were:	23-24, after that I don't wanna age ^^
Your height:	5'4"
Eye color:	Blueish
Happy with it?	sure, why not?
Hair color:	A really dark blond
Happy with it?	colorwise? sure. the way it looks? hell no! ^^
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:	Lefty!!!!
Your living arrangement:	actually, fairly organized, lol
Your family:	Needs to go away
Have any pets?	2 hamsters and a Boston Terrier named Sammy!
Whats your job?	I was a packer/shipper a couple months ago, but currently haven't found a replacement job
Piercings?	nope
Tattoos?	not yet ^^
Obsessions?	anime and video games? lol
Addictions?	Diet Dr. Pepper!!
Do you speak another language?	I took 4 years of Spanish
Have a favorite quote?	I have MANY favorite quotes. One that comes to mind: "She turned me into a newt!" "A newt?" "I got better!"
Do you have a webpage?	www.myotaku.com/shikamaruknowsall
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?	not really
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?	extremely
Do you have any secrets?	nope. what you see is what you get
Do you hate yourself?	a little
Do you like your handwriting?	hell no! its horrible!!!
Do you have any bad habits?	I crack my knucles and bite my finger nails ^^
What is the compliment you get from most people?	Most recently its been: Have you lost weight?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?	The Real Life Shinji Ikari ^_^
What's your biggest fear?	being alone
Can you sing?	i like to think i can, but i know i can't
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?	nope, that doesn't get ya anywhere
Are you a loner?	used to be
What are your #1 priorities in life?	my friends and my family (in that order)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?	FUCK NO! I'm a living breathing Shinji Ikari and I hate that little bitch ^_^
Are you a daredevil?	God no
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?	I'm extremely shy
Are you passive or agressive?	very much passive
Do you have a journal?	no
What is your greatest strength and weakness?	Strength: I'm fairly intelligent Weakness: I'm a fucking pussy! ^^
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?	I wish I wasn't shy and had more confidence with people
Do you think you are emotionally strong?	Yeah
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?	definitely, but I won't go into details
Do you think life has been good so far?	meh, I'm 50/50. Things could have been better, but they also could have been a lot worse
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?	That the world is full of heartless bastards
What do you like the most about your body?	nothing at all ^^
And least?	pretty much everything ^_^
Do you think you are good looking?	Personally, no, I don't. But people do tell me I'm not as bad looking as I make myself out to be
Are you confident?	not very
What is the fictional character you are most like?	I've answered this twice already: SHINJI IKARI
Are you perceived wrongly?	no, i don't think so
Do You...
Smoke?	hell no
Do drugs?	hell no
Read the newspaper?	every once in awhile
Pray?	i gave that up a long time ago
Go to church?	nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?	no
Sleep with stuffed animals?	Yeah and I'm not afraid to admit it. I have a Rei Ayanami cushion, Bijou (hamtaro) plushie, and a stuffed monkey named MonkeyBaby ^_^
Take walks in the rain?	nope, I hae wetness
Talk to people even though you hate them?	yup, been forced to on many occasions
Drive?	not yet, I need money to get my car on the road first
Like to drive fast?	i never will, i'm not comfortable with high speeds
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?	i never did, but more recently I've been told I "have a hot voice"
Hurt yourself?	many years ago I did
Been out of the country?	I'd love to go to Europe or Japan
Eaten something that made other people sick?	potato chips dipped in mustard! my bro seriously did puke ^^
Been in love?	I am most definitely right now
Done drugs?	FUCK NO
Gone skinny dipping?	nope
Had a medical emergency?	I got stung by a bee as a child, turned out I was alergic, so had to be rushed to the hospital
Had surgery?	nope
Ran away from home?	no
Played strip poker?	not yet ^_^
Gotten beaten up?	yup
Beaten someone up?	does my bro count?
Been picked on?	too many times
Been on stage?	in elementary school
Slept outdoors?	nope
Thought about suicide?	yeah, at one time
Pulled an all nighter?	all the time ^_^
If yes, what is your record?	somewhere around 50 hours. it was not a pretty sight, i seriously felt like death
Gone one day without food?	Are you kidding? When I graduated I didn't eat for a sold week
Talked on the phone all night?	yup
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?	nope
Slept all day?	no, my body has a natural alarm clock
Killed someone?	no, i don't have it in me to do so ^_^
Made out with a stranger?	uh....no
Had sex with a stranger?	um, see above
Thought you're going crazy?	yup
Kissed the same sex?	nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?	nope
Been betrayed?	muahahahahaha, way too often
Had a dream that came true?	definitely not
Broken the law?	no
Met a famous person?	Monica Rial, Greg Ayres, and Chris Patton
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?	nope
On purpose?	never
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?	no, that's just fucking low
Stolen anything?	I stole a pokemon card once ^_^
Been on radio/tv?	On locall access tv, a show called Sketch Karma!!!
Been in a mosh-pit?	Slipknot concert; it wasn't pretty
Had a nervous breakdown?	kinda
Bungee jumped?	nope, never will
Had a dream that kept coming back?	yeah, that one where I keep dying ^_^
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?	sure, who the hell knows for sure?
Miracles?	I do now, I just had one come true ^_^
Astrology?	meh, its stupid
Magic?	*pulls out wand* Wingardium Leviosa!!! Dammit! I'll get it to work one of these days!!
God?	I used to
Satan?	not really
Santa?	duh, as a kid
Ghosts?	yeah
Luck?	yup
Love at first sight?	yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?	not really
Witches?	no
Easter bunny?	again, when i was a kid
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?	yes, cuz I know I will ^_^
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?	nope
Do you wish on stars?	no, never tried
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?	not exactly the tradional view
Do you think God has a gender?	I'm still trying to figure out if he/she exists
Do you believe in organized religion?	no, i'm not a religious person
Where do you think we go when we die?	our bodies rot in the ground, but our spirits go on forever unseen
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?	yes
Who is your best friend?	Kathy and Ashley!!!
Who's the one person that knows most about you?	probably Ryan, I've known him longer than anyone else
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?	Just give up on her, she's not worth it. I wish I woulda listened to it, though
Your favourite inside joke?	Fear god's smiting wrath!!
Thing you're picked on most about?	my height
Who's your longest known friend?	Ryan Calello, known him since 3rd grade
Newest?	Zappa
Shyest?	no one, really
Funniest?	Kathy and Ashley, they never fail to bring a smile to my face
Sweetest?	Kathy!!!!! Ashley's sweet, too. Just a little more insane
Closest?	Kathy and Ashley
Weirdest?	Ryan
Smartest?	Kathy. She like, understands math, its crazy ^_^
Ditziest?	hmm, i dunno
Friends you miss being close to the most?	Bradley and Chad
Last person you talked to online?	Kathy
Who do you talk to most online?	Kathy and Ashley
Who are you on the phone with most?	now, its technically Ryan
Who do you trust most?	Kathy, I love her with all of my heart
Who listens to your problems?	all my friends!
Who do you fight most with?	my bro and sis
Who's the nicest?	Kathy and Ashley
Who's the most outgoing?	Ryan, that guy scares me sometimes
Who's the best singer?	Well, now that I've finally heard her sing ^_^ Kathy wins the award!!!!
Who's on your shit-list?	A few people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?	Unfotunately, yeah
Who's your second family?	my closest friends
Do you always feel understood?	most of the time, yeah
Who's the loudest friend?	Patrick, that SOB doesn't talk, he shouts!
Do you trust others easily?	Yeah, I do. I try to see the good in all people.....which can definitely be a mistake
Who's house were you last at?	My mom's boyfriend's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:	Kathy!!! MWEEEEEEEE!!!!
Do your friends know you?	Yeah. I hold nothing back
Friend that lives farthest away:	Unfortunately, Kathy. Other side of the country. But not for long! I'm coming for you honey!!!!!
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?	no
What do you find romantic?	hell, i dunno, stuff?
Turn-on?	a great personality and sense of humor
Turn-off?	smoking/drinking
First kiss?	in real life, it hasn't happened yet. Maybe when I get to Cali, though. ^_^
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?	uncomfortable
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going	yeah, it'd make life easier
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out	hell yeah, i'm way too shy! ^^
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv	yeah. you people are all too cold. looks aren't everything
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?	no, not really
What is best about the opposite sex?	never really thought about it
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?	*see above*
What's the last present someone gave you?	my mom bought me a jelly donut yesterday, lol
Are you in love?	Very much so
Do you consider your significant other hot?	Of course, she's adorable!!!!
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?	my dad
You wanted to kill?	not mentioning names ^^
That you laughed at?	my bro
That laughed at you?	my bro
That turned you on?	Kathy ^_^ MWEEEEEE!!!
You went shopping with?	my mom
That broke your heart?	Kayoubi. No avoiding that one ^^
To disappoint you?	Patrick
To ask you out?	no one
To make you cry?	Kathy. They were tears of joy
To brighten up your day?	KATHY!!! And Ashley!!!!
That you thought about?	Kathy
You saw a movie with?	my bro and sis
You talked to on the phone?	Patrick
You talked to through IM/ICQ?	Kathy through YIM
You saw?	my bro chasing my sister around
You lost?	Kayoubi. Again, no avoiding it
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?	nope
Will it be with your significant other?	I wish I was with her
Or some random person?	never
What are you wearing right now?	grey shorts and a white t-shirt
Body part you're touching right now:	my arm, its sore ^_^
What are you worried about right now?	When I'll be able to get to Cali to see the love of my life ^_^
What book are you reading?	I'm rereading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
What's on your mousepad?	nothing, its just plain blue
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:	Happy, bored, sore, tired, and tired!
Are you bored?	YES!
Are you tired?	YES!!!
Are you talking to anyone online?	not at the moment, waiting for Kathy ^_^
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?	nope
Are you lonely or content?	right now, I'm content
Are you listening to music?	Yup. System Of A Down
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You guys better have read all that!!!

^_^ See you guys tomorrow!!! - Triple J


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Thursday, August 11, 2005

   I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE!!!!
Ooooh It's so good...
Ooooh I'm in love...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love
Ooooh Fallin' free...
Ooooh You and me...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love
Ooooh I'll get you...(I'll get you)
Ooooh what you do...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love...

I Feel Love - The Blue Man Group feat. Venus Hum

Hello everybody! And a good morning it is!! I am totally on cloud 9 right now, people. I don't think its possible for anyone in the world to be as happy as I am right now. Yesterday turned out to be one of the best days of my entire life. I finally got my computer back online, I had an INSANE amount of stress upon my life lifted, and the most important thing that came out of yesterday: I am 120.99% in love with Kathy!

I'm probably gonna go off on a little bit of a rant right now, so if ya don't wanna read it, feel free to scroll ahead to see if I manage to talk about anything else ^^

I've talked to Kathy back and forth through PMs for the past couple weeks. I immediately started to fall for her. There wasn't anything to dislike about her: HUGE Naruto fan, writes AWESOME fanfictions, makes TREMENDOUS AMVs, reads Harry Potter lol, and was just the sweetest, kindest person I've ever met. Through the days, it got to the point that I would get so insanely hyper to get a PM from her! Nothing could make me happier! And over the past couple days, I've talked with her sister, Ashley, about my feelings for her. Ashley has been the BIGGEST help. She let me know that Kathy harbored similar feelings for me. My heart melted!! And it all kind of culminated into officiality yesterday, when I finally downloaded YIM and talked to her directly. We talked for HOURS! She helped me cope with a couple things, and I got to know her a little better. And I couldn't have been any happier. I've NEVER had feelings quite like this for ANYONE else. I've harbored love for many people in my life, but that love has never been returned. But now, I've found someone, a girl who loves and cares for me, a girl who I love so deeply in return, and a girl who can be my love/best friend for all eternity. I'm sorry to have gone off on all of you, but, dammit, I FEEL LIKE A GOD! NEVER EVER AT ANY POINT IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER FELT THIS GREAT BEFORE! KATHY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE!!!!!

And in all reality, I owe this all to my other bestest friend, Ashley. If it wasn't for her, I may never have met Kathy. Ashley dragged her sis to an anime club meeting one day. Had she not, Kathy might not have even fallen in love with anime. She may not have ever come to MyOtaku. And I may never have met her. But because of Ashley, I did meet her, and am in turn, am now the happiest guy on the planet! So millions and millions of huggles, kisses, and thanks go out to you, Ash. Thank you.

Alright guys, I think I'm done with my rant. To any who actually took the time to read it, I thank you for hearing me out, from the bottom of my heart. *hands out cookies and milk to all who listened* I've been bursting to get that all out. ^_^

I guess I don't really have anything else to go on about. Today I got a lot of crap to do around the house (most likely mow the lawn, again) and thats about it. If I can muster up the strength, I'll walk to K-mart later to fill out an application, but I dunno, I'm really tired right now, didn't get much sleep last night due to my excitement ^^

Thanx again for sticking with me, you guys, and I'll see you all tomorrow! - Triple J

Asuka pic of the day: created by my sweetheart KATHY!!!

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

*is dancing around with Kathy singing
My modem is connected!! And I am at my full dial-up capapcity!! Mweeeeee!!! Sorry, I just got really really hyper, lol. And, it managed to knock out the shitty feeling I had this morning. *is enjoying the fact that he's NOT typing this in notepad* w00t!!!

Here! I was now finally able to get to taking this survey I've seen on many people's sites:

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 118244 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Josh
Birthplace ::	Fitchburg, MA
Age ::	19 (20 next month)
Age you act ::	I'm usually mature, but oftentimes I act like I'm maybe 10 or 11 ^_^
Current location ::	In front of the computer in my living room
Eye color ::	Blueish
Hair color ::	Really dark blond, but not quite brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	Lefty all the way, baby!
Zodiac sign? ::	Virgo
Height? ::	5'4".....I be a midget
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	I'm a perfectly normal white human wormbaby
Your hair ::	FUCKING SUX!
Your fears ::	There are a few of them, and they can really get in the way
Your perfect room ::	Top of the line gaming computer, hi-def plasma tv, PS3, Xbox 360, Nintendo Revolution, surround sound speakers....
What you practically do in a day ::	Wake up, check out my site, take a shower, walk my dog, and the rest of the day is spent fighting with my bro/sis/mom/mom's bf
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	Probably any curse word ^_^
Phrases you overuse ::	WTF? , w00t, and Leeeeeroyyyy Jennnnkinns!!!
Your first thought when you wake up ::	Why the hell can't my dreams become a reality?
Your greatest accomplishment ::	Not killing myself ^_^ Nah, I guess I'd have to say memorizing almost every single line of text in Final Fantasy VII
Something you want to do ::	Spend the rest of my life with the one I love
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	Either; I'm more of a Barg's Root Beer guy ^_^
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	BK!! I gag on McD's
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	Does it really matter? Truth be told, I'd fuck 'em both. Who wouldn't? ^_^ Oh, wait.....musically? *runs away and blasts System Of A Down*
Chocolate or vanilla ::	I like 'em both!
Adidas or Nike ::	VANS!!!
Black or white ::	black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	Who the hell would want coins? Gimme mah bills!
Burgers or hot dogs ::	BURGERS!!
Egypt or France ::	Egypt!! The French scare me ^_^
Rock or rap ::	*twicthes severely* ROCK! HARD ROCK! METAL! ANYTHING BUT RAP!!!!!
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	no fuggin' way
Cuss ::	Yep
Sing well ::	Its a 50/50 thing, I've heard that I should have been in the chorus, and I've also heard that if I gargled with razor blades, I'd sound better. *shrugs*
Sing in the shower ::	Yep, whether my family likes it or not ^_^
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	Oh yeah
Believe in yourself ::	its a rarity
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	Sure. They gimme sumthin' to do
Play an instrument ::	nope, but I wanna play the drums!!
Want to go to college? ::	I'd love to go back, yeah
Want to get married? ::	Definitely
Want to have children? ::	not really, but, hey, ya never know
Think you're a health freak? ::	NOPE!
Get along with your parents ::	*see above*
Get along with your siblings? ::	*see above again*
Think you're popular ::	*for the third time, see above*
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	I went to New Hampshire with Kayoubi's dad on Saturday, so, yeah
Drank alchohal ::	Nope. NEVAH!!!!
Smoke ::	NEVER WILL I IN MY FUGGIN' LIFE!!!
Get high ::	*see above*
Done any drugs ::	*rolls eyes* This is very redundant *see above*
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	No. My mom's smart enough not to buy Oreos ^_^
Been on stage ::	nope
Gone skinny dipping ::	uh, no
Been dumped ::	I've never been in a relationship *cries*
Dyed your hair ::	I tried that once, years ago, but it didn't work out, lol
Stolen anything ::	Nope. Maybe you're thinking of Kayobi?
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	Um.....Kayoubi!
Loudest ::	.....Kayoubi?
Most shy ::	ME!!!!
Blondest ::	Right now, as we speak: Ryan. The dumass TRYED to dye it
Smartest ::	Damn, gotta go with Kayoubi again
Kindest ::	Anybody BUT Kayoubi!!!! Nah, I think I definitely gotta go with Kathy ^_^
Best personality ::	Kathy
Most talented ::	damn.....tough one....I'll have to say a dead tie between Kayoubi and Kathy. Both are great!
Best singer ::	Well, the only people I've heard sing are Ryan and Kayoubi. Kayoubi takes the cake hands down
Most ghetto ::	Well, I don't really hang out with him much, but this definitely goes to Ryan's friend Frankie D, lol
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	Kayoubi
Pain in the ass ::	Kayoubi!!!!!!!!!
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	Patrick Gentry! That bastard NEVER SHUTS UP!!!
Funniest ::	All my friends make me laugh
Best person for advice ::	Because of the cold hearted, emotionless attitude: Kayoubi, cuz all advice is unbiased
Dependable ::	Anybody but Kayoubi
Trustworthy ::	Definitely not Kayoubi!! I'm surprised I haven't been stabbed in the back yet ^_^
Druggie ::	NOBODY! I hates them peoples
Most likely to end up in jail ::	Ryan
Person you've known the longest ::	Ryan, we go back to third grade
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	^_^ A three-way between me, Asuka, and.....someone else *coughcough*
Last nightmare ::	The usual, I was brutally beaten to death by Kayoubi. You think my dreams are tyring to tell me something?
Car ride ::	Ryan kidnapped me last night and we drove around for awhile
Last time you cried ::	This morning when I read Kayoubi's latest post
Last movie seen ::	Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Last movie rented ::	Clerks
Last book read ::	Harry Potter & The Half-blood Prince
Last word said ::	die ^_^
Last curse word said ::	fuck
Last time you laugh ::	Early this morning after reading a PM from Kathy
Last phone call ::	Kayoubi, last night
Last CD played ::	System Of A Down: Mesmerize
Last song you listened to ::	MC Chris: Cookie Breath
Last annoyance ::	My bro asking me to look at the picture he colored on his comp
Last IM ::	A couple days ago, yelling at Kayoubi for still being online, lol
Last weird encounter ::	Going out for lucnh with Kayoubi's dad on Saturday
Last person you hugged ::	In reality: it's been awhile, but, Kayoubi. On the internet: Kathy
Last person you yelled at ::	My bro
Last time you wore a skirt ::	Hey! That was only that one time when I was like 5!!!
Last time you've been evil ::	Yesterday, when I looked at someone's death as a potential benefit
Sarcastic? ::	hmmmm, I dunno
Last time you fought with your parents ::	Fought with my mom this morning; she refuses to take me to K-mart to fill out an application and I don't wanna have to walk 2-3 miles
Last time you wished upon a star ::	a couple months ago, needless to say, it didn't work
Played Truth or Dare ::	actually, I've never
Spent quality time alone ::	well, considering my bro and sis NEVER shut up, it's been a looong time ^_^
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	nope. waiting for Kayoubi to get on so I find out what's up
Do you feel lonely ::	All the time. I gots awesome friends online, but no one here beside me
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	nope, but was seriosuly asked to partake in it before
How about egging someone's house ::	*see above*
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	Can I just shoot you?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	*focuses mind power to make their heads explode*
Yo Momma ::	"Your mom goes to college" - Kip, Napoleon Dynamite ^_^
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	uh, lol, not in the term you mean ^____^
What do you think of George Bush? ::	Have you ever seen the episode of Family Guy where it's Peter's job to entertain the president? That's pretty much how I view him ^_^
Any secret fetishes? ::	not really, lol
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	meh, its not my forte
How many languages do you speak? ::	technically one and a half. I took 4 years of Spanish, so I do know a fair amount. I also know a few random Japanese words, thanks to anime and Kayoubi
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	Nope! My modem's been dead, so, it's been awhile since I really typed. I'm all rested up!
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	No.....nobody's online right now and I'm lonely *sniff sniff* Don't go!!! *latches onto your leg*
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Alright, that's it for now, everybody!! I gotta go run around some more and blow off the hyperness!! Adios!! - Triple J *runs aways screaming his battle cry: "Leeeeroyyyyy Jennnnkinnnsss!!!"*
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Okay. THIS is the last post I make copy and pasting!
Hey guys. You're not gonna get very much outta me this today. I am beyond emotionally torn right now. I have very very good reasons to be happy, but at the same time I just read something that has torn up my insides and I feel like puking. On Kayoubi's site, it was posted that we really need to talk. Which definitely can't be a good thing(that's the story of my life), and I'm really really nervous. Kayoubi has never said we needed to talk. I'm scared.

Before I stumble off, I'll update on the modem: Yes, yesterday I did receive my new modem. Problem? Neither I, nor my mom's boyfriend know how to connect the damn thing. However, that gets rectified within the next hour or so, my mom's bf's son is coming over before he goes to work to get it set up.

*huggles you all* Sorry I'm kinda out of it guys. With luck I'll be more cheery next time, but right now, I'm just kinda feeling stressed out. See ya guys laters - Triple J

Even Asuka's out of it today

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