Monday, November 7, 2005

Today, I come to you not as "Triple J", but rather, as Joshua Jeremy Jacob.

Yesterday, fate dealt me yet another cruel hand: Kathy and I, were forced to part.....

If you're expecting me to cry.....then I'm sorry to disappoint you. If there is one thing in life that I have learned, it's one thing: how to deal with pain. Thanks to all the tragedy in my life, I can safely say, I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to run away, I'm not going to cut myself, I'm not going to kill myself. I've lived thru way too much shit to cave in.

You wanna know some of the pain I've gone thru? Fine, I'll break it up for you:

Family: I've had pretty much no family nearly half my life. All 4 of my grandparents are long dead. My father died what I was 11. My father's side of the family is nothing but drunks and drug-adddicts, so we have no contact. We've got no contact with anyone on my mom's side either, due to some mindless bullshit.

Friends: I have had 2 people in my life that I've called my "best friend". First, there was Thor Rozell. I considered him a brother.....but things fell to shit between us over a girl. He put his unhealthy love before our friendship, and turned his back on me. My other best friend? Tuesday Smith, better known to the MyO community as ClosetPervert. What happened? She allowed herself to be swayed by the words of a third party, and stabbed me in the back. I've still got the knife would to prove it.

So here I am. And even after last night, I'm still standing. Fate likes to think its got the one up on me, throwing curve ball after curve ball at me. But l have news for "Mr. Fate". This is my life, and I'm in control, I'm strong. I'm not going to let this get me down.

And if any of you are wondering, Kathy and I ARE still friends. Don't get the wrong impression, there is NO ill will between us. We have our reasons for what happened.

I apologize to all of you for this post, but I had to let you all know what I'm going thru right now. Expect to see the old Triple J back tomorrow. I thank you all for hearing me out, for being here for me. It brings me so much joy to know that in this cold, fucked-up world of ours, I do have some friends. I love you all. - Josh
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

In today's clip, you'll find that little piggy from Peacemaker ^_^



Episode 90: It Would've Been A Good Idea

First off, I wanna apologize for not being able to get to everyone's sites yesterday. Perhaps after I wake up from my nap (more on that in a minute :P) I can try and get around

Anyway, how is everyone? Did you have a good Saturday? Well, mine was pretty much 50/50. The bad news of the day was: I didn't get to talk to Kathy T_T *runs away crying for 10 minutes, then slowly returns*

And, if you want to call it that, the "good news" of the day was.....my day was spent almost entirely with Ryan >_< Woke up a tad later than usual, showered and did some things around the house, then headed out with mom to go up to Rietta Ranch ( a flea market). I managed to pick up a seemingly cool RPG ^_^ It's called Unlimited Saga, and it is a Square Enix game ^^



Only problem, though, is that I read thru a couple fan reviews of the game on GameFaqs.com and most of them say the game is insanely difficult with a really high learning curve >_< Oh well, I'll still give it a shot ^_^

Yeah, so, sometime around 3 I get the knock on my door *rolls eyes* You know who was standing there. We crashed the mall for a few hours (drooled over some of the Naruto stuff at Hot Topic....I have $75, but that has a far more important use ^^) then grabbed some BK for dinner. I finally tried their "chicken fries". Well, they weren't too bad, just not very filling as a meal LOL Afterwards we headed back to his house to catch toonami. Ryan decided that it would be pretty cool if I just spent the night there, and since he was the one with the car, I was pretty much taken prisoner ^_~

Naruto was great (as usual) and now, Ryan and I are pretty much in love Haku....*cough cough* Unfortunately, there was no Bobobo on last night (T_T) but, it wasn't all bad. They premiered that new show of theirs and it wasn't too bad.

After toonami, instead of watching [Adult Swim], Ryan and I decided to fire up the 'ol X Box.....and that degenerated into the rest of our night. After a few rounds in Halo, we decided to take upon the challenge of: COMPLETING THE GAME ON LEGENDARY DIFFICULTY IN ONE SITTING........yyyyyyup. I'd love to tell you guys how long it took us to beat it, but, the second we finished, we both crashed....quite literally. Ryan was on the couch, and I was on the floor :P We were awoken by the sound of the vacuum this morning around 7:30 LOL Ryan dropped me off and here I am....and it's taken me like a half-hour to type this damn thing up >_<

Well, I'm going to take a nap now ^_^ So, I'll see you guys later on! I luv you all! *huggles* - Triple J

Episode 91: Poor Red Mage

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Saturday, November 5, 2005

Today's clip is for any Bleach fans out there ^_^ It features the ever-so-lovable, Kon ^^



Episode 88: Can't We All Just Get Along?

Hey guys!! Sorry for my later-than-usual post >< How is everyone? I hope a lot better than I've been

Yesterday was a long, ugly fucking day >_< I had a really restless night of sleep over Mike's....I just couldn't sleep, worrying about having left Kat.....Anyway, woke up bright and early (6 ><) to get rolling with stripping the current tiles from the kitchen floor. We worked straight thru until about 8:30 when mom picked us up, dropped me off at home, and brought Mike to his doctor's appointment. I had hoped to catch Kat before her first class, but, was unsuccessful. Just after 11 my mom called and said that they were on their way back to the house to come pick me up. We stopped for some lunch at McD's, then it was back to work. We finished up with the tiling around 12:30. End of day, right? Nope >_<

At 1, Mike was set to start a painting job for this woman from his church.....well, he asked me if I'd be willing to stick with him a bit longer and help him get started and whatnot, since he had to strip wallpaper off of one of the walls before he could paint it. When all was finally said and done, I finally got home sometime around 3:30. As much as it sucked being away from my sweetheart for all that time, it did finally start to pay off; Mike gave me $75 yesterday, and told me he'd give me a little more next week for all the other shit I've helped him with over the past few weeks ^_^

So, yeah,I chatted with my love for as long possible before she had to get heading out to her last class/heading home from CSUN. Whilst waiting for her return I played Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past for a bit, then got some more work done on Ash's Bloody Tears stepfile. I chatted with Ash for a bit until my angel finally arrived home, safe and sound from an icky bus ride ^_^ We chatted for awhile, but the day started taking its toll on me, and I ended up going to bed really early. Kat was SUPPOSED to do the same, but nooooooooo, I find an OM from her this morning saying she was up till after 12:30 >_<

Alrighty,I'm outta here. See you all tomorrow, you lazy "I'm not taking the time to read all this crap" bastards ^_~ I joke, I joke, I kid, I kid ROFL You know I love you guys so much ^__^ *huggles and blueberry muffins for any who actually care about me and read the post* - Triple J

Episode 89: Random Close Encounters Of The Deadly Kind

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Friday, November 4, 2005

Today's clip is probably my favorite part from AMV Hell. Let's just say it involves Al and Ed Elric........



Episode 86: The Last Weird One For A While

*Note: I wrote this post at about 10 p.m. yesterday. My dear, sweet Kathy took the time to post it for me ^_^

Hey guys! ^_^ How is everyone today? Hopefully doing better than I am >_<

Yesterday I woke up bright and early: 8! ROFL Had a couple hours to kill before Gamestop opened, so I got to work on a StepMania stepfile for Bloody Tears for Ash ^_^ I managed to get about 1:10 of the 4 minute something song done ^_~ Headed down to the mall, grabbed the application from Gamestop and filled it out in the corner LOL Only problem, though, is the guy working told me I was the third person to come in to get an app >_< Well, spent most of the rest of the day just running around to various stores with my mom. Went to Mike's for dinner. Came home and chatted with my sweetheart, Kathy for as long as I could......Had to leave a little after 10:30 to sleep over Mike's T_T I'm helping him retile his kitchen today, and since he has a doctor's appointment at 9 this morning, he needed me to be ready to work at 6, and my mom was unwilling to just give me a ride this morning >_<

*sighs* Well, that does it for me for now. I'll see you all tomorrow *huggles* - Triple J

Episode 87: A Day Late And A Buck Short

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Today's clip gives you a glimpse at what Gendo Ikari is like ^_~



Episode 84: Maybe He's Greedy For A Good Cause?

Hey guys! Nothing much today ^_~

Yesterday I spent nearly my entire day at Mike's >_< Woke up, showered, did a few things around the house, ate breakfast, then sat down on the puter and got ready to wait for my sweetheart to come on. Around 11, Mike calls and asks if I would be willing to rake for him. Of course I said yes, in the long run it'll pay off.......I hope. So yeah, 3 hours later I finished, then collapsed in the living room and fell asleep ROFL Woke up just as dinner was being served ^_^ Got home around 7:30, then was finally able to chat with my love ^^

Oh yeah! One more thing!! Mom told me Gamestop called looking for me!!!! It seems like they may have a job opening ^^ Mom's bringing me down as soon as they open today at 10 to see if they have an application I can fill out ^_^ Keep your finger crossed for me, this would be a great job for me to earn some money to get to Cali to see Kat ^^

Alrighty, that's all for me today ^_^ See you all tomorrow! *huggles* - Triple J

Episode 85: "I turned my Bag of Holding inside-out, wrapped it around me, and walked through the dungeon walls..."

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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

Today's clip show's us a side of Vegeta you've never seen before ^_~



Episode 82: White Mage Like You've Never Seen Her...

Hey everyone! *huggles* Hope you're all doing well ^^ I'm not too bad ^_^

Let's see.....My day started off with a wake up call from Ryan >_< Yeah.....he spent Halloween night at a party at BC......you guys wanna hear how that turned out for him? Okie dokie, but be warned.....it's not pretty ^_~ When I answered the phone this morning, this is exactly what I heard: "Josh.....I just woke up.....in a closet.....with a keg.....and some guy I don't know.....and now I've got this sticky shit in my hair, and I don't recall using hair gel...." Yup. That's Ryan for ya >_< Oh, and before you get 100% creeped out, understand this: Ryan is bi.....or, as he likes to call it, he's "an anal enthusiast" *sighs*

Ok, now that Ryan's out of the way, back to my day ^_^ Mom took me down to the career center and I was able to sit down with one of their case workers. We looked thru some of the available jobs in the area, and determined one thing: I desperately need to find some money to put into getting my license >_< More than half the jobs are out of town, and some of the decent ones IN town require me to be able to drive.....too bad, I coulda been a pizza delivery boy ^_~ Well, the search continues.....*sighs*

Well, when I got home I chatted with my sweetheart for a couple hours ^_^ Went to Mike's for dinner. We watched Star Wars Episode 3, then came home. And the rest of the night was spent with Kathy of course ^^

And now, it's time for me to go. Fret not my friends, I shall return to you all tomorrow ^_^ Until then, take care ^^ - Triple J

Episode 83: A Shout Out To All You Web-Heads Out There

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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Over the course of the next few WEEKS (that's right, weeks ^_~) I'm gonna be putting up different clips from AMV Hell ^_^ They're all not very long, so I urge you to WATCH THEM!!!!

Today's clip features Shinji Ikari from Neon Genesis Evangelion ^____^



Episode 80 - Three Scenes, One Comic, It's Madness!

Hey guys! Short post today ^_^ Why? Cuz.......not really much to talk about ROFL

Spent a good chunk of the morning cleaning the church with my mom, cuz mom and Mike were still at war >_< Afterwards we got some lunch at BK, then stopped by the house for a little. Went out to do some grocery shopping (fresk stock of ramen!!!!!) then picked my sis up from school. Came home and chatted with Kat briefly after having issues with getting YIM to connect. Went to Mike's for dinner (some random concoction of sketti sauce, meat, and corn over mashed potatoes LOL) then spent the rest of the night chatting away with my sweetheart ^__^ Didn't have to take my sis out trick-or-treating to get some free candy, either ^_~

And, yeah, that's it for today ^_^ Take care everyone!!!! *huggles* - Triple J

Episode 81: It's Another One Of Those Weird Episodes

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Monday, October 31, 2005

This here is OFICIALLY my first AMV ^_^ Final Fantasy X - Evolution ^^



Episode 78: Meanwhile, On The Other Side Of The Plot...

Hey everyone! How are you guys? Hope you all had a good weekend ^^ *huggles*

Nothing much to really report on today ^_~ Went around to a few yard sales with mom in the morning. When we got back, I watched an AMV (more on that in a bit) then played StepMania a bit until Kat came online, and chatted with her and Ash for a bit. After Kat had to head out for CSUN, I played Zelda: A Link To The Past for a bit, then watched Anchorman with my bro. Headed out to Mike's as per the usual, but got back a tad late >_< Mom and Mike had gotten into a fight and mom got really pissed and took off, leaving us stranded at Mike's. After waiting almost an hour for her to come back, Mike finally brought us home. Once settled in at home, I logged into YIM and spent the rest of the night chatting with Kat ^^ She's really a huge comfort when I'm feeling upset ^___^

Now, earlier I mentioned an AMV.......Well, I have to say, this is absolutely the BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! If you have a high-speed internet connection and some free disk space, I HIGHLY suggest you take the time to download this!! I swear, it's worth it!!!!!!!! Here: AMV HELL!!!!! Need some intruige? Ok. Did you know that Alphonse is a gay robot? ^_________^

Alrighty, I'm outta here for now! See you all laters!!! Luv ya'll! ^_^ - Triple J

Episode 79: Garland Needs Some Help

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Video: "Hijack" (Live on Attack Of The Show) - MC Chris



Episode 76: Fighter And Red Mage Are Back

Hey guys! How is everyone? Thanx for the comments yesterday, I'm feeling a bit better now ^_^ *huggles to all*

Yesterday was an ok day. Chatted with Kat for a bit in the morning until she had to leave. After that played StepMania for awhile, got stepfiles for the first 2 Bleach openings and endings ^_^ Ryan ended up stopping by to show me his halloween costume. You guys interested in seeing it? I managed to take a quick pic of him with my webcam ^_^ So, here ya go: Ryan, aka "Wet Willy" ROFL



After Ryan left, went to Mike's for the usual dinner. Got home a little earlier than normal cuz mom and Mike decided to go see Saw II. Watched episode 16 of Bleach (Renji must DIE!!!!.....at least for now, so I hear ^_~) Chatted with Kat and Ash for a little (in between them playing StepMania, that is ><) Took a break to watch Naruto (I believe they did a fairly decent job with Haku's voice ^^) then resumed our chat. Stopped again to watch Bobobo(that show gets better and better each week ^_^) and then chatted again until I couldn't keep my eyes open ^____^

Alright everyone, I won't keep ya any longer ^_^ Hope you all have a great day! I love you guys so much!!! Thanx for being such great friends ^_^ - Triple J

Episode 77: And Now Thief Is Back

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

Video: "Nymphetamine" - Cradle Of Filth



Episode 74: Guest Appearances By...

Hey guys, sorry this post is a bit later than what's been my normal. Last night I was feeling really sick so I had gone to bed early.

Anyway, yesterday certainly wasn't anything to brag about. I chatted with my sweetheart off and on in between her classes. Around noontime my mom drove me down to Leominster and I made an appointment for Monday at the Career Center (not sure how much longer I can bear to be away from Kathy ^_^ I have to do everything in my power to find a damn job) Um....thru the course of the day I managed to get thru 3 more episodes of Bleach, those were great and, um.....let's just say I've got a new vacation spot I'd like to visit.....*coughcough*Orihime's"Valley Of The Gods"*coughcough* ^__~

Um....anything else? Well, whilst I was waiting for Kat to get home I played StepMania for quite awhile. The best website for simfiles is finally back online, so, I've gotten a ton of new songs to play ^_^ Once I got sick of SM, I logged into YIM and chatted with my sis (FINALLY ASH!!! I luv you ^^) until my love got in, though that only lasted a few minutes T_T And, uh....yeah, guess the rest of my night was spent playing some more StepMania until I started feeling really sick >< I went to bed really early and ended up waking up in a cold sweat twice.

Don't really have anything exciting planned for today, I just hope I'll be able to chat with my sweetheart at some point ^_^

Alright, well, I think I'm done for today, so....yeah....see you all tomorrow ^^ Thanks for coming by everyone, it means a lot to me. Adios - Triple J

Episode 75: Behind Closed Doors

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