Sunday, July 31, 2005

Emotionally torn in half.....
Yeah. My mood is 50/50 right now. I'll explain:

Why I feel shitty: Last night Ryan and I hung out with Chad.....for the last time. Pretty much all we did was drive around town, talking/reminiscing/letting Chad get a last look at this dump we call home. Today, Ryan and I are heading to his house to help him pack his shit, and then it's adios. You guys might be a little confused, I don't think I mentioned what's up with Chad. Basically, he met this girl online. He really, really fell in love with her. And today, he's moving down to Louisianna to be with her. *shrugs* I wish him the best. This hurts me two-fold, though. Why? Because now that Chad's gone, I really can say that I have no friends left here in Massachusetts. Patrick will be gone August 23, in Iraq for a minimum of 545 days. And what about Ryan? Well, Ryan's life is pretty fucked up right now. Long story short: he's had to take up a double shift at his job so he can afford to move out of his house. He's gonna be working 8am to 8pm Monday-Friday, AND he's looking to get another part-time gig for the weekends. So, yeah. Ryan's pretty much out of the equation. And that's how they say is that. I've got nothing left to live in Massachusetts for. Kayoubi and Texas have been calling out to me for quite some time, and now, I'm going to be running to them with "arms wide open" (damn, Creed). Once I got over the hump of being sabotaged by my mother, I'm getting the fuck out of here.

Well, enough of the shitty side of my feelings. Here's the other half of me:

Why I'ma happy: I think I'm in love.....or, at the very least, I've developed another unhealthy obsession. With who, you ask?.....With the 2 hottest J-pop chicks I've seen in a really really long time, that's who! Seriously, people. I haven't been this infatuated since I first layed eyes on the goddess who is Ayumi Hamasaki. Their name is Suiteishojo. The "Bento Beat Box" section of Anime Network On Demand put up their video for the song "Agreement". I think I've watched that video 20 times.....they are so fucking cute!!! Um.....here! Lemme try and show you. I managed to work my way through several Japanese websites and got my hands on a couple pics. And believe, me, they're even hotter in that music video! XDDD







Alrighty, guys. I gotta leave ya. Ryan just showed up, which means I gots to be getting to Chad's. Hugs for you all! See ya laters! - Triple J

What? Think I'd forget? Heeeeeeeere's ASUKA!!! *dead silence* Oh you guys just go to hell! *sticks out tongue*


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