Thursday, August 11, 2005

   I AM ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE!!!!
Ooooh It's so good...
Ooooh I'm in love...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love
Ooooh Fallin' free...
Ooooh You and me...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love
Ooooh I'll get you...(I'll get you)
Ooooh what you do...
Ooooh I feel love...
I feel love
I feel love
I feel love...

I Feel Love - The Blue Man Group feat. Venus Hum

Hello everybody! And a good morning it is!! I am totally on cloud 9 right now, people. I don't think its possible for anyone in the world to be as happy as I am right now. Yesterday turned out to be one of the best days of my entire life. I finally got my computer back online, I had an INSANE amount of stress upon my life lifted, and the most important thing that came out of yesterday: I am 120.99% in love with Kathy!

I'm probably gonna go off on a little bit of a rant right now, so if ya don't wanna read it, feel free to scroll ahead to see if I manage to talk about anything else ^^

I've talked to Kathy back and forth through PMs for the past couple weeks. I immediately started to fall for her. There wasn't anything to dislike about her: HUGE Naruto fan, writes AWESOME fanfictions, makes TREMENDOUS AMVs, reads Harry Potter lol, and was just the sweetest, kindest person I've ever met. Through the days, it got to the point that I would get so insanely hyper to get a PM from her! Nothing could make me happier! And over the past couple days, I've talked with her sister, Ashley, about my feelings for her. Ashley has been the BIGGEST help. She let me know that Kathy harbored similar feelings for me. My heart melted!! And it all kind of culminated into officiality yesterday, when I finally downloaded YIM and talked to her directly. We talked for HOURS! She helped me cope with a couple things, and I got to know her a little better. And I couldn't have been any happier. I've NEVER had feelings quite like this for ANYONE else. I've harbored love for many people in my life, but that love has never been returned. But now, I've found someone, a girl who loves and cares for me, a girl who I love so deeply in return, and a girl who can be my love/best friend for all eternity. I'm sorry to have gone off on all of you, but, dammit, I FEEL LIKE A GOD! NEVER EVER AT ANY POINT IN MY LIFE HAVE I EVER FELT THIS GREAT BEFORE! KATHY, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE!!!!!

And in all reality, I owe this all to my other bestest friend, Ashley. If it wasn't for her, I may never have met Kathy. Ashley dragged her sis to an anime club meeting one day. Had she not, Kathy might not have even fallen in love with anime. She may not have ever come to MyOtaku. And I may never have met her. But because of Ashley, I did meet her, and am in turn, am now the happiest guy on the planet! So millions and millions of huggles, kisses, and thanks go out to you, Ash. Thank you.

Alright guys, I think I'm done with my rant. To any who actually took the time to read it, I thank you for hearing me out, from the bottom of my heart. *hands out cookies and milk to all who listened* I've been bursting to get that all out. ^_^

I guess I don't really have anything else to go on about. Today I got a lot of crap to do around the house (most likely mow the lawn, again) and thats about it. If I can muster up the strength, I'll walk to K-mart later to fill out an application, but I dunno, I'm really tired right now, didn't get much sleep last night due to my excitement ^^

Thanx again for sticking with me, you guys, and I'll see you all tomorrow! - Triple J

Asuka pic of the day: created by my sweetheart KATHY!!!


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