Sunday, August 21, 2005

"Everybody's going to the party, have a real good time"
Hi everybody. Yeah, it's me. I'm here. And I believe its about time I try and put out an explanation for you guys (this especially goes out to everyone who saw my original post yesterday morning).

Everything I had said yesterday, was basically meaningless. I had gotten extremely frustrated and kinda just vomitted that post out, without a whole lot of thinking as to what exactly I was saying. And beacause of this, my true meaning was completely lost. A lot of you took what I said completely the wrong way. Understand this: I am NOT a self-centered bastard; do not think for one second that I would quit this site based soley on the fact that I "wasn't getting many comments or hits". I made the little comment about that as an added effect, supporting my original problem. Unfortunately though, no one actually saw through to what it was I was upset with, I suppose I wasn't very clear, and assumed I was complaining about the lack of popularity. But I'm not upset with any of you for believeing that. As I said, I hadn't thought things through, and after going back later on in the day and rereading it, I decided I had to take it down, before my idiocy upset anyone else.

Now that you understand what I DIDN'T mean by all that, I suppose you ought to understand what my true beef was. The underlying fact that made me consider quitting MyO is this: Day in, day out. Every single day. Without fail. I visit every single person who is on my friend's list's site, and I comment, I let them know that I care. I check back on MyO several times a day to make sure I get to EVERYONE who updated. When I add someone as a friend, I mean just that, I consider that person a friend. They become apart of my life. I WILL go to their site WHENEVER they update.....So what exactly is upsetting me? Well, I guess its the fact that nearly half the people my friends list don't ever return the favor. Again, I visit these people every time, EVERY TIME they update......and yet, I'm left in the cold. Ok, I understand, other people have lives, they can't always visit their friend's sites. That's very understandable, I'm not an asshole......But this is an exception, its not like that, because most of the time, I find that they go and comment on other people's sites.......but don't come this way........I'm sorry, I just get frustrated with how very few of the people I have considered my friends never stop by to see how I'm doing.

It was this that prompted to me to go and hastily make that post yesterday. Before I actually took the time to think and consider things and the situation, I had decided just to leave it all, to give up MyO.......But after listening to what Kathy had to say on the situation, I took the time to reread my post, to think things over, and to come up with a much better solution. Why in the FUCK should I abandon everyone who does care about me just because of a few people? That would be one of the DUMBEST fucking things I've ever done in my entire life. So now that I see clearly now, that is NOT going to be the option I go with. Rather, I think this makes a hell of a lot more sense: All who have upset me, shall simply be removed from my life, from my friends list. If they can't take 2 minutes to see how I'm doing, then I don't need to either. As of this morning, 10 people shall be leaving me. Take this into consideration, I've looked back over the last couple weeks to see just who has cared about me, if I haven't received a comment from you in more than a week (when I KNOW that you've been around on this site) then I have chosen to withdraw you from the list. There are a couple exceptions to this that I've made because I understand their situations and why they have not been around. around on this site) then I have chosen to withdraw you from the list. I've also decided to dump some excess names of people who just haven't been around MyO in a really long time. If you happen to be one of the people I've removed from my friends list, please, feel free to PM me and ask me to do otherwise. I do not want anyone upset with me.....

So now that I know exactly who my true friends are, let me say, from the bottom of my heart, I AM TRULY VERY SORRY. I did not mean to hurt any of you, and I'm sorry I had considered abandoning you. Again, that would have been completely pathetic and stupid of me to do. As kind of a way of saying sorry, I took the time to draw you guys a picture in Flash MX:



Again, I'm sorry if I upset any of you.

Alright, enough of the apologies and all the gloomy sadness!!! I promise you all, tomorrow all will be back to normal!!! And you'll get to hear more tales of my pathetic life! w00t!!! ^_^ Till then, HUGGLES AND COOKIES FOR ALL!!!! (and a nice big kiss, for Kathy, too ^_____^) - Triple J

Just a side note, this countdown, is for the release of the Japanese Special Edition Collection.....if you want a countdown for just the release of the movie, subtract a day ^_^ ^_^ ^_^



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