Monday, September 19, 2005

DEATH TO THE LYRICS!!!!!

Today's MIDI: "Original Prankster" by The Offspring



First off, let me say.....I'm sorry.....The last few days of my life have been......"eventful" so to say.....I haven't been able to get to anyone's sites.....and I didn't even get to make a post yesterday.....I'm sorry everyone, truly very sorry....

I'm at half-capacity right now.....I'm doing my best for you guys.....you see part 2 of Happy Noodle Boy....you'll get a new change in my feature of the day......but, today, post-wise....I've got some things to get out to you guys.......I promise....all will be back to normal, all will be right, I shall be my "old self" soon.....hopefully tomorrow

For anyone out there that actually cares about me, this post is for you.....if you don't care....then, please, do me a favor, make life easier on me, and just leave, ok? I'm gonna do my best to try and fill you guys in on all that I've been through since Friday night. I"ll spare as many of the detail as I can to try and keep it short.......

We'll start with Friday night......to put it as plainly as possible......my mother.....pretty much (for lack of a better description) "went crazy".....And I mean, she literally lost it.......Shit around my house was thrown around, the screen door was destroyed, and much emotional damage was incurred.......My mom made threats about abandoning all of us and killing herself.....Well, Friday night she ended up staying at Mike's house.....

Come Saturday morning, it seemed that Mike was able to calm her down....at least a bit. She did finally come home.....but only to barricade herself in her room, refusing to anwswer to anyone. Then, sometime around 11, she came smashing out of her room, grabbed her pocketbook and keys, and left. Well, we didn't think anything of it at first....then, about an hour later....Mike called, asking where she was....I thought that she might have gone back over his house.....that didn't seem to be the case.....He said he called her cell phone....and couldn't get an answer...He ended up coming to pick us up....and all we could do was sit there waiting by the phone, hoping she'd call....We must have called her 100 times over the course of the day, no lie. One of us tried reaching her every 10 minutes or so.....Never once did we get a response....

Finally....around 10, she showed up.....crying.....crying about having abandoned us and all......Mike took her in the other room and calmed her down and got her to talk....Basically.......she's just been BEYOND stressed out this month.....She can't afford to make her car payment this month, gas is costing her an arm and a leg, she's worried about finding herself a job, she's worried about me finding a job, and she's worried cuz she can't do anything for my birthday this week.....and Friday night....all it took to make her snap was one small arguement.....When she left yesterday, it was to get away from it all, to take a step back, to get away from the environment, to think things out and try and calm down.....and as she said, most importantly, to keep us safe.....it turns out that she spent the whole day over her friend Maureen's house......

Well, after a sleepless night of talking and working things out, today my mom was seeming much like her old self. What it's unfortunately come down to, though, is: I've gotta help her out financially again this month......I've had money saved up from when I cleaned Mike's basement and when I helped out at the Historical Society, $60. I gave it to her as a start......and I also told her that she doesn't have to think twice about getting me something for my b-day.....it can't be helped. She's still about $50 short of making her car payment, though.....however, being the semi-kind-hearted person that she is, Maureen has offered us up a solution......If Mike and I paint her living room, she said she'll cover the rest of my mom's payment.....And that pretty much brings me to where I am right now, at Mike's. I spent the night here so we could get a fast start this morning. (Actually, I'm not even typing this right now ROFL I typed it all up last night and just copy/pasted really quick this morning ^_~)

As for yesterday's events, we left really early in the morning......we literally spent the whole day in New Hampshire......ok, scratch that, ended up in Vermont......LOL The day STARTED with a purpose, we went up to Nashua to the Super-Walmart, then ended up going to Target and Best Buy (all stores we don't have in cruddy Fitchburg LOL). We grabbed some lunch around 1 ( I couldn't bring myself to eat....) and then Mike got the idea: "hey, let's just ride around for awhile and enjoy some time together after being apart yesterday".........saying that it went "bad" .....is putting it mildly LOL Being the genius that he is ^_~ Mike went and got us lost......and we ended up in Vermont......Didn't get back to Fitchburg until after 5 ROFL

And that pretty puts a summary to all I've been through......except for one part.....if you haven't guessed......I haven't been to talk to Kat for a couple day.......and I am completely dead inside from it......I'm lost.......

And with that said, this section is for Kathy ^_^: I'M SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright guys, I've gotta get going, so, please, take care everyone....I love you all....and thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for sticking with me....again.....all should be back to normal tomorrow....*HUGGLES FOR ALL* - Triple J

Well....after only a few days in, I've decided to scrap my sound clip of the day (not entirely ^_~ It'll be back every once in a while)........And have decided upon something else for a daily feature.....starting today, and shall be lasting for more than 600 days ^____________^ I bring to you, in all of its majesty:

8 BIT THEATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Episode 1: We're going where?

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