Monday, November 22, 2004

I worry myself sometimes
Just made a rather severely violent wallpaper. ._.

I'd post it, but it's made with fanart, which is an internet no-no. It's so pretty tho. T_T

Oh well, so long as it doesn't leave my desktop, it's all good.

Site I got the fanart from : http://kid.versus.jp/kid

Beware the yaoi and KidxShinichi pairing. Beware clicking the black boxes, too, those are violent ones. XD Try to guess which one I used! XD (hint: gun)
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

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Congratulation! You are most like Kaito Kid! You
love playing with bad and illegal things, don't
you? It's like a drug for you, but hey, why
not? You always play fair in you little games
and someone has to be the badguy, right? You
are not evil but you know what you want and you
will get it in every way you can. You are a
clever and polite person but sometimes you are
a bit too cool, and people may think that you
are arrogant. You are one of the best thiefs
ever, go you!


Which Detective Conan Character are you most like? ( with pics ^.^)
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HAHA. I AM THE L337. Kid-samaaaaaaaaa <333 He will stay here forever. <3
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God AU KxS ficlet
Brief Candle Snippet (aka Walk Away)
By: Shimegami
Warnings: Angst, CharDeath, GodAU
Disclaimer: Not mine. Don't sue.
AN: Snippet. Not totally fleshed out. Just planning.

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Shinichi was being awfully quiet.

Ran reflected on this as they walked side by side down the sidewalk, returning from school.

He hadn't talked about class, or soccer, or even babbled about his detective mysteries.

He hadn't said anything. He just walked, looking straight ahead.

The silence unnerved Ran, but everytime she tried to speak, she would feel so uneasy breaking the silence that her mouth simply closed and no sound issued forth. It was awkward.

They arrived at the intersection they needed to cross to continue on their way home. They stood, waiting for the light to change.

It was now that Shinichi spoke.

"Ran....I'm not going to be seeing you for a while."

The sudden sound gave her a start. She turned at looked at him, but he continued staring straight ahead.

"Shinichi..." She whispered, feelig uneasy. "Are your parents taking you somewhere? To America for another vacation?" She tried to put a smile on her face. It didn't quite work.

The light turned red.

"No....I'm not leaving. But I won't be seeing you...not even in a while. I won't see you ever again."

With those words, he stepped out and began crossing the street.

She stood, shocked, for a few seconds, before she ran out after him, and grabbed his hand. They halted in the middle of the street.

"What do you mean, Shinichi? Why won't you be able to see me if you'll still be here? I'm not that easy to get rid of! If you're not leaving, why do you say such things??" She felt strangely panicked for some reason. He wouldn't meet her eyes.

"Because..." His voice was softer than air, a bare whisper she had to strain to hear.

He looked up and stared away from her delibrately.

"Because the one that's leaving isn't me, it's you."

She dropped his hand in shock. He ran ahead, across the street.

Her body wouldn't move, her shock was too great. He arrived at the other side and turned around, looking directly at her.

There were tears in his eyes.

"Goodbye Ran." He whispered it, but somehow she heard.

She heard it over the screech of failed brakes, over the shouts of passerby, over the wild honking of a horn. In fact she barely heard all those things.

She couldn't feel anything. Not when he turned away and continued walking. Not when she was sure her heart had just shattered. Not even when the semi, it's brakes failed and useless, struck her squarely and killed her.

She managed a last brief thought.

He knew...

Then all was white.

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Shinichi sat on the ground, head hung and leaning heavily against the dirty brick wall behind him. He had stopped in some alley, somewhere, just to sit and not feel.

He stared blankly at his hands. He had known, of course. For about a week.

There were quite a few nasty things about being a God of Death.

One being knowing when those close to you are going to die.

He couldn't have stopped it. She was destined to die today. No matter what he had done, death would have found her. At least this way it had been instant and painless.

A scrape of a shoe brought his attention out of his memories. He knew who it was, the only person it could be.

He raised his head.

Kuroba Kaitou, the God of Chaos to his Death, gave him a faint smile.

A smile for Kaitou's own benefit. Shinichi knew who else had died today.

"She's gone, isn't she?" He whispers, and the blank smile Kuroba gives is all he needs to see to have his answer.

So Aoko was gone as well. Then there was no more putting it off.

He gathered his legs under him, blank numbness rather than unsteady wobbling. It ws amazing how much he didn't feel.

Kaitou's eyes closed, and the other god's permenant aura of mischief and chaos dimmed. He almost seemed like a normal teenager. He wished they were.

"Guess it's time, huh?" The thief whispered.

Shinichi nodded. "Time to go."

His hand sought the other's, seemingly with a mind of it's own. Shinichi really didn't mind. He could feel the other god's warmth through the small contact. It felt nice. It felt even nicer to feel *something*.

They walked away.

---------Tsuzuku-------------

AN: *Definately* needs fleshing out, maybe even a change in writing style. But needed to get it out of head, badly.
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

=_=
Nyuuuurgh. Tennis no Ohjisama is rearing it's ugly head and demand I fic for it.

I refuse to fic! At least until my Tezuka plushie comes in and I will be inspired to a drabble.

*watches Detective Conan DVD* You know, Shinichi's voice actor is really high-pitched and nasal. I can see the reasoning (easier for same actor to do Conan as well) but still, totally different from my mental voice from the manga. XD Might inspire ideas. Too bad I've never heard Kid, or more ideas would be forthcoming.

Now that I think about it, the Shinichi voice actor kinda sounds cute. It makes me want to huggle Shin-chan.
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KxS Fic Plans
Okay, time for business. Several KxS fic ideas been bumping me in the head, but I have no idea what to start on. So! List! XD

"Hal's Progress" (Android cyber-type AU, Kaito and Shinichi are proto-type inventions where body grows like normal, but are some sort of machine. Scientific part of head bashing creative side over this. "Kid" and "Conan", respectively, are coputer AIs inside of them. Perhaps just their brains are the computers? Still, want a scene with exposed wires and stuff.)

"Brief Candle" (AU. Kaitou and Shinichi immortal gods of Chaos and Death, respectively. No mythology worked out for this, storyline totally blank, but for some reason have very detailed Ran death scene in head. Will probably end up as a snippet here very soon. Would make good manga *contemplates*)

"Black Jack" (Another AU. Kaitou Kid is actual magic being, sorta like magical girls. Magic Kaitou very appropriate meaning for this. Shinichi ends up being the opposite version [ex. black where Kaitou is white, reversed everything, etc.] and ends up Kaitou's rival. Jewels are evil magic holders or something. Typical magic thief plot, similar to KKJ, yaoi version.)

Those are all the ideas for now. Debating writing the "Brief Candle" snippet. Rather tear-jerking scene, if I can pull it off.
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   Beginnings
Well, started this thing. Might as well rant in it.

Trying to turn my website into a Kid x Shinichi shrine. Not going well due to the fact THAT EVEN THOUGH THE HTML IS THE DAMN SAME AS THE LAST TIME, IT WON'T WRAP AND TILE UPWARDS AND INSTEAD JUST STRETCHES THE DAMN TABLES.

Hate Homesite sometimes, *really*.

Debating making another layout and just going with my old "stick it in the corner" strategy. It always works then. But then I have to photoshop for another two hours, bah.

I want my doujinshi to come in. T_T Kid x Shinichi ones. Waaaaaaaant. I *will* be the english fandom for this pairing.

Speaking of which, I'm not sure why the english DC fandom has barely any yaoi. I mean, it's counterpart, Magic Kaitou is plenty yaoi-full. (But then again, it has Hakuba, and Hakuba can't be taken as anything else than a pervy Kid fancier who wants to handcuff him to the bed and "arrest him".)

It's like the english fandom has no creativity. Yeah, ShinichixRan is acceptable and cute and canon and all, but damn, it's fandom! You'd think they'd have more crack pairings. Shinichi is with either Ran or Ai, and perhaps the grand total of like 5 HeijixShinichi fics.

I want KidxShinichi. T_T Doesn't help that the japanese fanbase seems to have a massive fandom for that pairing (and oodles of good fanart, yuuum). Makes me curse that I can only read like 5 kanji and the hiragana/katakana alphabets. Sooo much fic I'm missing out on. T_T

*goes off to doodle more KxS fanart* Need my own scanner, really. Hate bugging roommate/best friend to use hers, cause she's usually playing FFXI when the urge to scan hits me. Suxxorz.

Hmmm....need to write fic. Need ideas, hmmm.
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