Tuesday, March 27, 2007

soul is now at peace
Reira's home and we're spending the day together watchin Nana, ta see how far we've come. Nobu went to Ren's house, damn Ren! i don't really like him, he's a pain in the ass.

my week's been lame, just work, but mama (Ginpei) gave me the day off! YAY! but morrow i gotta go to Nagoya with dad (Kawano) ugh, Reira finally gets home and i can't even sped time with her. i can't even go out in public with her! uh... seems as though our relationship is goin down the drain. well I wanna get back ta Reira! bye! (I"m still online though!) (^_^)
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Friday, March 16, 2007

   a broken soul...
as you can guess this is gonna be depressin...

Reira and i got in a fight this mornin about how she wants us to raise our child in New York, but i opposed that. and so she told me until we cool off she's goin to her mom's.

To add to my depression i get a call from the hospital, Ryoko's really ill, and there's not much they can do for her or the baby. she'll be goin home tomorrow but on bedrest. now i feel like God's sittin up in heaven laughin at me. i'm goin to visit Ryoko so later.
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

The angry nap
please don't ask about the subject! Reira's mad cause i woke her up, and like five minutes ago she reminded me about something very wrong that happened to me, i don't wanna think about it. ahhh so wrong! in so many ways!!! so bored, hey! i thoughta sumthin, if we gots an interview morrow and a photoshoot how come Nobu ain't gonna be there!? Ginpei's treatin him better, that's how mom is, i might have to tell dad (Kawano) about his behavor. I'm gettin a snack and i'll be hangin on the internet for whiles. so ifs ya's needs me i'll be on.
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

   very pissed
I might be goin to juvie, and people are makin me very angry. Ryoko wouldn't stop spanking me last week, it was horrible!! and Reira was crying cause she didn't wanna go to the doctors'. Ugh, her moodswings are pissin me off! Nobu got married yesterday, it was so strange, they even put me in a stupid tux. it didn't fit right. and Nobu got drunk, so Ren and i hit him in the head with a bottle, its fun!! well, tomorrow i got to go to another stupid photoshoot, and then an interview... Ginpei is loadin me with work, i thought he cared about us! *note: we joke around with him and call him mom* i gotta go, so bye!
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

   Heh heh i can update TWO sites!!!!
i know i crazy, no one say anything or Shin get angry. my phone is charging. last night i hit Nobu in the head with a bottle, cause he was drunk and sayin weird stuff. and said something about a horse. it really scared me. i ain't got anything to do. which bugs me. this morning Reira was in the shower and started screaming, a spider was crawling on the shower wall. she made me kill it, and then slapped me for coming in. well, she was screaming and i had no clue what for so i had to make sure she was okay. then she felt bad for slapping me. she isn't crazy, she has been havin massive moodswings for the past two months. *sigh* she worries me more than anyone knows. Sayonara!!
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

   HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
special day, so whatcha ya guys got planned? I'm spending my day with Reira, and the band. i hope today brings ya guys happiness and forget all your sorrows!
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

   Scared crapless
i hate my life... i can't say why I'm scared. for one i'm homeless again. i don't know waht to do. Why can't I be loved!? that seriuosly came outta nowhere. i ain't really understandin much. this is scaring the crap outta me. my computer is actin up. like movin around and waht not. ow... my lef popped. boy oh boy my is so wonderful. i'm gonna get off cause i really hurt Reira's feelings with whats goin on. so I gotta talk with her.
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

   Today I'm Sixteen! Noo!
today i'm sixteen, well at 9:45PM i will be anyways. Reira and Ryoko are throwing me a birthday party, even though i have no clue what that is. ahha they're yellin at me to get off. so later.
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Friday, January 19, 2007

   owwww
well i just cae home from havin surgery. it sucked. why me!? Nobu isn't even home! man when will him and Asami get back!? my tummy really hurts. wah! Ryoko and Reira are takin good care of me, i think. well anyways this video is for Ryoko, it's Yuna Ito's Precious:


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Friday, January 12, 2007

   Konnichiwa, O Genki Desu Ka?
i went to check on Ryoko earlier, she's pretty sad. she's over here with me and Reira. they're watching tv, and keep asking me if i'll watch music videos with them. it's drivin me crazy. i've already been crazy once, okay i still crazy. well i don't have much to say, so here watch My Chemical Romance:


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