Saturday, July 23, 2005

   I ISH MAKIN' A POST!
Well, duh. I don't have much to say this time. Nothing important, anyways. I finally updated my FMA fic today, so that's good...umm...yeah. OH! I put music on here, so if you like FMA, feel free to listen to it. It's up by my aviator. ^^ Ummmm...ah, screw it. Just look at these smexy pics where Ed is so adorable and Roy is sexay, okies?


Poor Ed, need some help? XD


Ha ha, he's too short and Armstrong is too tall!


Al is smexy...poor Ed! XDDD


*sighs* My Roy...*drools*
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I don't care anymore
If I let you down
I believe that I
Need to be free...
I'm so used to my life
With you around
I don't know anymore
The real me...

And I thought that
I found myself today...
And I thought that
I had control...
All the change
In my life just fell away
For a moment...
I didn't need you...

All these tears
That I've cried...
You must be tired of
Taking care of me but
It's what you do best
And I'm a liar cause
Really it's what I need...

Someone like you...
Someone like me...
Maybe it's change...
That sets you free...
Free...

Smile Empty Soul - Finding Myself (from The Punisher album!)

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Friday, July 22, 2005

   *stomach hurts*
I ate tooooo much! Damn my bottomless pit. 'Cept I gotta watch it so I don't get fat. But Jeremy is SO lucky...he never gains an ounce. I swear to god, he's as skinny as Ed with a waist girls would envy. I think men's pants come in 30x32 is the smallest. He has to wear a belt. XD he's about 5'8"ish. A little taller than me, but I used to eb the same height as him for a while. *puts on boots* NOW I'M TALLER! Mwahahahaha...

Ya know, it's SO hot outside lately. It drives me crazy. It makes it hard to write, so I gotta write at night. But then me and Lyss are RPing and I'm online chatting so it's hard! Dammit. I really need to update my stories. I updated my FF8 one today and everyone's ready to kill Rinoa. This is good. I want to kill her, too. But not quite yet. At the bottom I'll post a pic I made of Rinoa's grave. It's Raine's grave from in-game, but I put her name on it...cuz she's a ditz. Neways. I'd say what pairing I'm REALLY into right now(for some strange reason) but you'd all freak, so...*shuts up*

This is a long post much like "Lenny" Lindsey, because i'm bored. Dammmmn yoooooooou Lyss! Get home already!!! *cries* I'm so bored! I'd IM your cell, but I don't want to both you if you're busy...*sigh* I will IM it if it gets to 11 and you dun come hoooome...*bored*

Well, I just got an email for a story alert. A Fruits Basket story i like was updated. Yuki chopped down a tree saying "it's all your fault you fucking tree!" because he kinda threw Kyo through a wall and he hit the tree and got hurt. lol Why use Shoji as walls if they break so easy? They look cool, though. Poor Shigure, his house is always getting broken. LOL

Um...unhappy thought is that Erik should eb coming back tomorrow wah. I wish he wouldn't. It's mean, and he's my brother, and I'm supposed to lovehim, but there comes a time when someone like him crosses the line and you just ahve to say "fuck you I am not putting with this shit." okay, so that's what I WANT to say, but more like i'll let my mom handle it. still intend to find out the truth, though. As I said to my mom earlier, nothing world be worse than him coming home with Gina and telling us all the things we've been suspecting are true. I would kill him.

On a side note, my mom's been working at Target for the past four years, because when it all happened with my dad she needed a job ASAP and that's what she got. She's been looking for a better paying job lately, and she's got an interview at the Hindsdale(sp? x_x) animal hospital. She's qualified for working in their lab and running the blood tests and stuff. She used to work at a people hospital long ago. Anyways, so wish her luck, okay? Cuz we really need her to get a better paying job...if anything happens to my grandfather...it'll all be over. Neways, so just wish her luck for me.

We'll probably ahve to go grocery shopping tomorrow. I want sodaaaaa...aka "pop" as some of you say. Ummm...they say if a person says "front room" instead of "living room" you know they're from Chicago. Yeah, I say front room. Always have. And I say soda, not pop...heh.

I want to draw..I told Lyss I'd finish that sexay Ed pic...but I ahven't yet...dammit. Then again, I wanna write, too. SHIT! I have to work harder on that piano piece for this talent show that's going to happen...I only have 1/3 of it memorized...damn. I can play Beaming Sunlight from FMA really well now. i love that song. But it's not complicated enough for the talent show. And I still don't know what to sing, and Michelle hasn't called me for whatever duet she wanted me to help her on. We're not the best of friends anymore, but she asked for em to help, so I figured i would. I wonder what everyone else will do...Liz could sing, but I think that's all she does...Andriana could maybe sing, but eh...what else could she do? Cheerleading? *gags*

Ya know the bugs out here are REALLY pissing me off. seriously. The little green jump ones seem to be under the deak and keep jumping on my legs. I'm tired of these little brown ones that fly but they're so slow that i crush like 50 a night. Sometimes these crawly ones come out and they are fast...so I hate those. Then...my archenemies...the SPIDERS. I hate them so much. I'm sick of trying to kill them all. They ahve a bounty going on my head now. Like 20 juicy flies if anyone can bite me and cause my death. Saki, George, George II and George III ahve failed. Now Yojin is on the case. And he's worse than the others. You know what else I ahte? I have this fan blowing on me and these little flies don't know how weak they are, so they try to fly past and they end up hitting me in the face or almost getting in my ear cuz they get blown away. Stupid things.

Okay, I REALLY need to shut up. In 45 minutes I'm gonna message your phone, Lyss! You're leaving me to be bored!!! Meanie! So...I'll preoccupy myself with writing or something till you get home....yeah...buh bye everyone! If you actually read all this you get cookies!
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How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed...
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away...
I must be dreaming...

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems...
Not what I think...
I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind...
Not real life...
I must be dreaming...

Hope you know
I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you...
But spoken fears can come true

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems...
Not what you think...
No, I must be dreaming...
It's only in my mind...
Not real life...
No, I must be dreaming...

Not what it seems...
Not what you think...
I must be dreaming...
Just in my mind...
Not real life...
I must be dreaming...

I Must Be Dreaming - Evanescence


I made this pic. Nice, eh?

I love the look on his face lol

Whoever drew this knows how to make a sexay pic o' Duo. *drools* Hey, guys, be happy. At least I'm not putting yaoi right now....BUT NOW THAT I THINK OF IT YOU ALL NEED TO BE TORTURED!!! MWAHAHA! COVER YOUR EYES MY MALE FRIENDS!!!



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Thursday, July 21, 2005

   Meh...
Okay, guess I'm ready to type this post. *sigh* If you don't wanna hear it, go down to the next paragraph, okay? So...my oldest brother is an asshole. We all know this. But today...was the last straw. Erik told us that Circut City(where he works installing car stero systems) wanted him to work at a different building for a few days cuz some guy is on vacation or whatever. It sounded fishy. He said he'd be staying with this guy "rob" for four days to do that. BUT, Jeremy, who also works at Circut City(he's a product spealist with the DVDs, games, CDs and everything related.) was asked by one of the guys "So how's your brother with the babysitting?" so he asked for him to explain. Well, the guy tells Jeremy that Erik said my mom is in the hospital and that he has to baby sit an 8 year old. There are none in this house and my mom is fine. He told them he'd be gone a week, too. Soooo...my mom calls Gina(aka his bitch)'s aunt and the aunt says Gina is in Indiana at a friend's house. Erik was supposedly to take her there and bring her back, but that's "all". So we all know he went with her it's obvious and the aunt says she's ready to kick Gina out since she's a liar too. My mom's ready to kick Erik out. So the aunt calls gina and yells at her, then hangs up on her. lol Erik calls here and he's all lying saying he isn't down there and shit...ha ha. My mom doesn't believe him and neither do I. *sigh* oh well...

Now, I still haven't caught that damn spider. Scares me. And for Jeremy's birthday, my present was in the fridge. I made him blueberry cheese cake. I was going to draw him The Chibi Matrix Wars, but Neo was giving me a hard time. So...yeah. Maybe another day. Oh, and I officially married roy today, just so you all know. *laughs ass off* Yeah, yeah, I know...
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Everytime we lie awake...
After every hit we take...
All the feelings that I get...
But I haven't missed you yet...
Every roommate kept awake...
By every silent scream we make...
All the feleings that I get...
But I still don't miss you yet...
Only when I stop to think about it-

I hate everything about you...
Why do i love you?
You hate everything about me...
Why do you love me?


SEXAY YUKI!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   Holy shit...
Okay, this huge ass spider has appeared now. Some speculate it is the badass reincarnation of Saki out to get me since I crushed his stupid ass and left him on display for a day. He's big, he's fast, and he's black. I dub him Yojin and anyone who can kill him gets $5.
Aside from that, my brother Jeremy's birthday is today? What do I do?! Wah...
Aside from that, it's five AM...I'll go to bed, soon....yeah. I'LL GET THAT BASTARD YOJIN YET!!!
For I am...The Punisher. Mwahahahaha....*ahem* sorry.



I LOVE anime red heads. They're awesome.
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I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away...
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain...

Cause I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
when you're gone away...

You've gone away...
You don't feel me here anymore...

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high
And steal my pain away...
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain...

Cause I'm broken
When I'm open
And I don't feel like
I am strong enough...
Cause I'm broken
when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
When you're gone away

Cause I'm broken
When I'm open
And I don't feel like
I am strong enough...
Cause I'm broken
when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right
When you're gone...

You've gone away...
You don't feel me here...
Anymore...

Broken - Seether(featureing Amy Lee) from The Punisher

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

   Well, damn...
We ordered out for the first time in years last night. Chinese food. It was GOOD. I tried to eat with hashi(chop sticks)...I gave up after not too long and used a fork. I haven't gotten any new manga in a while since we don't really have money. Makes me sad. Maybe if I'm nice I can get Jeremy to buy me one. Or maybe I can borrow a few dollars and promise to pay him back...I've always paid him back before. I used to go with my dad to help him trim bushes and cut down trees. I'd always get a lot of money for it. Once we did this job for a guy who owned a shitload of land, was building a HUGE house(with an in-ground pool) and so we did that and I got almost $100 all to myself. Jeremy was there too and helping, so he got the same as me. We both did the clean up. My dad was doing the hard work. So of course he got lots. He's friends with the guy. Somebody in Burr Ridge. For those who don't know, that neighborhood is RICH! *sigh* not having my dad's income has put a huge dent in this family. If it wasn't for my grandfather, we'd be living in carboard boxes. He's not exactly rich, either, but...he does what he can. Not last night, but the night before, I couldn't sleep for anything. It was too hot. So I stayed up all night. Then I took a nap sometime during the day(which I could only do with a cold, wet cloth over my face and my little brother spraying me with cool water every now and then) but of course when i woke up I felt so icky! I don't like naps. Last night was cool enough to sleep, thank god. Who knows what tonight will be like....Neways, back to writing my stories! HOLY SHIT JEREMY'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!! *runs in circles*

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Monday, July 18, 2005

   That's better...
Now that I've gotten some sleep I can make a decent post. And better detail what happened.

Well, she was supposed to pick up me and my little brother at 12, but she was late and came at 12:45. We got there and got started right away at 1. My little brother got to play around with some other little kids. I got trapped in the kitchen. *cries* We made good food, but it was so much work and even though the building is A/Ced, it was so hot in there. I helped make a lot of the rice and I was chopping lots of things and preparing the meetballs and stuff. I hate chopping onion. Good thing I know how to cook or I would have been so useless. These two guys were there too. I forget their names(once I met a guy over there with the last name Barton. I was so psyched, but then he wasn't sexay like Trowa, so it made me sad.) but one was really tall and reminded me of...that one guy Ryan from school. The other didn't look familiar. Which doesn't matter cuz I didn't much liek them anyways. At one point, I dipped my hand in the water and my finger got stabbed up. There were knives in there and I didn't know. *sigh* Then I was serving to everyone and I ate last(as did the others serving). And then I had a hard time getting my little brother to eat...while they did little hawaiian songs and dances on stage or whatever. And when she announced the whole thing and who had helped her in the kitchen, she makes BIG mention of the two guys and this one fat lady, but doesn't say anything about me. It pissed me off. Seriously. Then later she's all like "thanks for all the help, I relaly appriciate it." and shit,...whatever.Then was the CLEANUP! Which took FOREVER. Her van was stuffed to the brim with shit. I helped bring it it, then had to bring it all back out. Then she drives me back to ehr house, I almost get knocked over by her gigantic dog, THEN I had to carry it all into her house. I finally got home at 12. Sucks to be me, eh?

I watched the Punisher again today. I love that movie. I'd do exactly what he did if anyone ever killed my family. And I'm obsessed with that skull. lol Neways...um...not much else goin' on. Just tired...again. So I'll be getting some rest eventually. It's so hot out! I think I'll die!
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I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But it the end
It doesn't even matter

Linkin Park - In The End(I took the crap rap out)

You have to see the ep to understand

Al is sexay in the FMA movie, though this isn't a pic from it. The new clip from it is sexay, too. I'm so excited about it.

Cute grin!

I wasn't going to put this one, but hell. I figured I would. I love it, it's from the new movie. SO EXCITED DAMMIT!! *calms down* Al is sexay it in, Ed is sexay in it, poor Roy, but he's still sexay in it and yesh. *dies*
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

   *dies*
omg...so...tired...back hurts...feet hurt...head hurts. Basically got there at 1 PM and got home 12 AM. 11 fucking hours. minus maybe 1/2 hour for when I ate. I was cooking, cleaning, and moving things non-stop for 11 hours. Ridiculous. nobody special was there so whoop-de-fucking-do, eh? I'm too tired to put up pics right nwo so nite nite.
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

   Um...yeah.
yeah...can't sleep...I'll be gone most of tomorrow. My mom's friend is having a party and I have to help set up. But that also means I have to help clean up. She's picking me up at noon...so I'll probably be gone for a good ten hours. I'm sure I'll just help, then sit in a corner till it ends and then help again and go home. That's usually how I do things. I doubt anyone of interest will be there. Maybe some cute guys will, but I don't think so. God, I hope Roxanne won't be there. If she is, I'll probably just give her a look taht says "How could you do that to me?" and then not look her way for the rest. If she approaches me, fine. but I'm not making any move. IF she's even there. I need to stop worrying about it. I hope that one Lady Cathy Villa isn't there or I won't be able to stop myself from giving her the evil eye-and I have THE evil eye. *cough* The party just happens to ahve a hawaiian theme to it, and my mom's friend called and told me she has a color scheme for em and wants em to wear black and red. I like those colors, but...*sigh* Do I GOTTA wear the damn grass skirt and the flowers? Maybe i'll look "cute" but no one will probably care, i'm sure. My mom wants me to take my camera. *sigh* I don't see why, but I guess I will. I put a new role of film in it today. It's a nice one with a zoom. It's expensive, I got it for my 8th grad grad, so I have to be careful with it. If the party gets to be too much, I might escape into a different room and play piano by myself...eep, I hope they're not doing karaoke...I'm always too shy to go up...naaaaa...now I'll never get to sleep! I'm too owrried about it! I'll be sure to post later on how it goes. And of course my mom's friend used to be a nurse so she's gonna freak about my bruise from my blood tests(those damn ladies can never do it right)...oh well. She said to wear a black or red tank top...so...I choose black of course. I may wear a long sleeve red shirt under it and roll up the sleeves...yeah, that sounds good. I don't much like my mom's friend. She talks too much. Or maybe I just don't talk enough. Maybe both. But when I tried to kill myself in 7th grade and it didn't work my mom told her husband and he comes over here and interrogates me(I'm still mad about it to this day) and he was like "What were you trying to accomplish?" I just wanted to scream "I WANTED TO DIE YOU STUPID FUCK!" but instead I said "I don't have to take this from you." And I got out of there. And my mom told him njot to tell anyone, but he told his wife of course(my mom's friend) and who knows who she slipped up with while she talks so much. I hope Liz isn't going to be at that Party either. I've been avoiding her a bit. Okay, honestly, these are all church people. I don't believe in all that shit but my mom does and stuff. So the party is being held at the church. My little brother is coming with me since we'll be the only ones home and I can't leave him here. It may hurt me though...seeing so many happy people. I'm happy, I suppose...but not like they are. So I've been avoiding Liz because she makes me go with her to church activities on Tuesdays. It can be fun and all, but...I don't care for religion. My mom knows I don't care, too. But she's going to be playing piano for the church's choir and they want me in the choir. *sigh* So she's railroaded me into that. I wouldn't mind if that one woman Merisol was there...she's very nice. She's very young and not married(and no boyfriend) but she has a little boy(who's such a cutie. He calls me Aunty). I feel bad for her, but I hope she'll find a nice man soon, She seems to do just fine on her own, though. Which is good. I don't like that my mom's friend's son is going to be there. He's a year older than my little brother(so he's 11) but he's just like her. He talks WAY too much and he's annoying and he smells. Literally. *sigh* Why did I agree to this? Oh, right. Free food. One more dinner that i don't have to cook. I'd rather order Chinese, but yeah...no money. If I had money, I'd buy up so much anime I wouldn't be able to store it all in my room. And my walls(which I want to paint blue or green...no way in hell am I saying what color they are. they're still the same color from when I was five.) would be covered with posters...and my backpack would be anime...EVERYTHING ANIME! Honestly, when I had my last boyfriend, I had his pic in a frame, ya know? But now, I have pics of anime guys in that frame. XD Hey, at least I don't feel guilty for liking them so much now. Which reminds me. Can you guys tell me if from Fruits Basket it's Souma or Sohma for the family's last name? I don't have my manga of ir right now and I've seen it both ways, so...little help? Um....okay, it looks like I've typed a lot, so i'll stop for now. And you're right, Lindsey, that one pic of Ichigo does look like Kyo. It's cuz they're both carrot tops. So cute! <3 Um...I updated two of my fics today. People relaly liked them, so that's good. A lot of the people who usually review for the GW one must be on vacation or something, cuz they ahven't reviewed much yet. So I don't feel bad for waiting to update that one. This one review I got for my FF8 one really cracks me up:
"From: Matron Raenee ( http://www.fanfiction.net/u/715900/ )
Because I'm me, I found this chapter mildly heartbreaking. I
mean...poor Seifer. Seifer may be a big blonde tard, but he doesn't deserve to
have Squally act like that...
Okay, you've now met one of the more emotional girls in the world.
Neways...Lovely chapter, I can't wait until the next!"
Ha ha, it makes me laugh so much. Mostly because she called Seifer a "big blonde tard". XDDD For those who don't know, Seifer went to a party and got shit faced. It was Rinoa's plan so she could try and seduce him. I even made up the drinking game in it myself. You role the dice and the number has corresponding instructions on the paper.
Snake eyes(aka 2)-one glass of a drink of your choice.
3-pass your bottle to the left
4-kiss the person on the left(and she set it up boy-boy-girl-girl sitting order so we get same sex kisses!)
5-pass your bottle to the right
6-kiss the person on the right
7-switch you bottle with one person of your choice
8-kiss a person of your choice
9-nigociate and see if you can get someone to let you have a glass from their bottle
10-pass turn
11-drink three glasses
12-drink half a bottle(ooooooo)
Any doubles-you choose
So I made that game up. Anyways, Squall comes there and drags Seifer out because they're supposed to study for a test. Plus he hates Rinoa(what she did to him i'm not telling). And Seifer in all his drunkeness had rolled an 8 so he's like "I'll kiss Squal!"(since him and Rinoa were the only ones left and to hell if he was kissing her. even though squall wasn't playing) so Squall shoves him down and tells him how nasty he is. XDDD Then he takes Seifer back to his(Seifer's) dorm and Seifer says "Do you want to stay the night?" Squall yells "No!" and runs away most likely thinking "You pervert!" XDDD okay, I'm SO ranbling. I can tell I am. What the hell, huh? I Was waiting to get on here while my brother was checking his email so I slumped in a kiten chair and started singing "99 anime shows on the wall, 99 anime shows. You take one down, pass it around, 98 anime shows on the wall." they all looked at me like I was nuts but I got down to 50! I think I'm just tired. Nite nite! P.S. To TwistedNightmare...please be okay...I know the feeling...when everything goes wrong and everyone's out to get you and you just want to curl up and die...but please be alright. I've stopped myself from dying so many times...it isn't worth it, okay? Just please don't do something drastic...
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This is Ichigo's Voice Actor...not so bad. I like Seki and um...the guy who does Shigure better. XD

yuki in the girl's uniform...he's hot, but sadly, he looks good like that. Or maybe that's good??

"But more importantly I haven't punished anyone in a while..." *eyes shift to the right quickly* "Want to watch?"

Ow...XD

It's RYUICHI OMG!!! *huggles him*

I love this pic and whatever wonderful person drew it. I think a person at um...(this sounds so wrong) joygasm.com...or something...I'll check on that.

"Repeat after me! This world-"
"T-This world..."
"THIS WORLD IS MADE OF-"
"T-This world is made of..."
"LOVE AND PEACE!"

He has all he sweets and is happy! But then gets inerrupted and can't eat them. XD
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Friday, July 15, 2005

   Uh...
Well, i'm writing the letter. Just talking about boring crap. And telling my dad not to listen to my step sister. Yes, I do have one. Buuuuut, she's a bitch and she can go to hell. When it all first happened(I know most of you probably don't know what I mean. sorry...) she was all crying and telling my dad she was going to fix it all somehow. So how does she fix it? She disappears with her husband and kids for over three years. Just recently she popped up and decides she wants to try and take control of the situation. AND SHE BLAMES US AND SAYS WE HAVEN'T BEEN DOING ENOUGH!!!! Bitch. We've been doing more than she has! We've put a shitload of money and stuff into this. We've been practically POOR. While she's been living the life. She DANCES for a "living" and I'm not talking ballet. Disgusting. So she gets $300 a night or something. She's psychotic if you ask me. And she says "well, you guys bought two cars!" well, shit, yes, we did! For her information, we HAD to. We have no other cars because my oldest brother hadn't been driving for long and smashed my dad's toyota and the old blue van stopped working cuz it was like 18 years old or something. The trans died, and unless you get a whole new engine, you're screwed. I would know, my brothers are auto mechanics. And we don't have the money. So we got the cars and my mom put them on the mortgage or something. *sigh*

Anyways. So I told him not to listen to her. uh...sorry for my depressing post yesterday. You guys are so nice to me, and you're all very right. You guys always are. ^^ I wrote that chapter to my FMA story and told off that rude reviwer:
To Saya Aensland : You are an extremely rude person, you know that? Of course you do, or you wouldn’t have written the review like that. My error was not “glaring” as you say, or more people would have pointed it out. I didn’t throw it in your face, either. It was an accident-ever hear of those? And the thought that an error can hurt you is just…ridiculous. YES, you’re right, Alex Louis Armstrong is the Strong Arm Alchemist. NO, I didn’t do anything wrong. I watch it in Japanese, so EXCUSE ME if it doesn’t sink in as well, and aside from that, ever since his incident with Scar in the tunnel, I’ve thought of him as that. To say to me “ He's not pretty, so I understand you don't pay attention to him” is very insulting. Are you implying I don’t pay attention to any character unless they’re pretty? And to say “but as an FMA fan, you should at least know his title.” Is to say that I shouldn’t be allowed to be an FMA fan unless I know every single thing. Most of the stories are written by people who haven’t even seen the whole series(because it's not done in English)-do you try to pick on them, too? You make me laugh.

Ha ha...um...neways...I dunno what else to say! I'm probably gonna eat some icy crema and go to bed. lol but, before I do, I'll whine. Not enough REALLY good stories are on FFN! I get so bored. Just looking can piss me off. I have all of like...maybe THREE Fruits Basket ones I like...a few FMA...like maybe five? Maybe a little more Gundam Wing....*sigh* Where ahve all the good fics gone? I don't usually read much in one-shots. They're too short! I mean, I write my own, but that takes work!(not that is isn't fun, but still)I can't just enjoy myself and relax and read some? Because they don't exist? Waaaaaah! I want more good fics or the good authors to update faster! (that means you, too, Lyss). Ah, well. I took some screencaps of Bleach today!!! The other ones are protected, so I can't. *sigh*
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My fav Shinigami from the opening. isn't he sexay? He has Ed's jap voice, too.

Poor big guy Chad-o won't hit them so he got beat up...ICHIGO TO THE RESCUE!

Self explainitory. XD I love this pic!


So these guys captured and tried to kill Chad-o.(my fav episode so far maybe) Ichigo to the rescue again! He knocks down the lead and takes his cell phone. (half my translation is in japanese, because i just love how it sounds) "Oh, sumimasen.(excuse me) I'd like to request an ambulance."
Bad guy says "WHAT?! You're worried about Chad-o before even fighting? Don't take us lightly!"
"Number of ambulances?" *ichigo looks over there* "ichi...ni...san...shi...go..."(one...two...three...four...five" (he's counting the bay guys. XD)

"Five of 'em." Then they fight! You ahve to see this scene to really laugh about it, but I just love it. Ichigo is so freaking awesome!

So they fight...and he promises to always help Chad-o out if he'll help Ichigo in return.

They beat the shit out of him, even though he won...poor Ichigo! Okay, I'll shut up now. that's enough show and tell.
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   Heh, well...
I want to write a letter to my dad...but I don't know what to say. I guess sometimes, words will never be enough...what do you tell someone you won't be seeing for a year? Someone you couldn't even look in the eye the last time you got to see them? I really don't know...but I'll have to say...something.

Right now...I feel like I don't understand anything. Like I have a million questions, all with no answers. Sometimes...I guess I feel like I probably give myself way too much credit on knowing what's wrong-just cuz I've been there. But I know it's different for each peron. I just...wish I could do more.


This could be a nice pic, but I want to replace the picture in the background...it doesn't seem to fit the mood. His clothes are cool, though.


I really love this pic...it's so awesome.
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