Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Reminicing...
I remember a day, perhaps years ago...I was feeling bad. I looked really goth and most people seemed scared of me...but one girl who wasn't too much older than me said. "I cut people's hair. I think if you cut it to like, maybe to your armpits or something, you'd look really good. Really, think about it. Because, I mean, you're seriously beautiful, and if you did your hair like that you'd probably like it. Think about it, okay?" It was so strange...she totally said it out of no where. I've thought about cutting my hair ever since, but I haven't yet. But it really brightened my day...just to be told by a total stranger that I'm beautiful. I've never liked myself much, and when someone tells you something like that, you just feel really good. I won't forget her and her kind words.
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Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need
Someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me
And keep me strong?
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   ...
"Seduce my mind and you can have my body, Find my soul and I'm yours forever.

The greatest feeling in the world is loving someone. The worst feeling is knowing that the one you love will never love you in the same way.

Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, that if you dont risk anything, you risk even more.

Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things."

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   P.S.
I updated my little photo page from the link above here. So, go check it out.
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   Hmm...mini rant? (hey, it has to go somewhere)
well, sango18 brought up a good point...unlike anime, life is boring unless you're doing something illegal. Like...SMASHING MY BROTHERS CAR! Seriously, if I wasn't afraid that he'd knock me out for it I would have slapped him when he came home last night at 2 AM. I'd like to smash my fist into his face and break his nose. Problem? I'm tough, but not tough enough. I can kick the ass of any idiot from school, but my brothers are really built. Jeremy(not the idiot), is built, but he's small. He's only about 5'8" or so and he has a waist most girls would envy. So when we mock fight, I still stand a chance. Erik(the idiot) is huge. He's about 6' and not really fat or anything, but he's just one of those big guys. I don't really mock fight him too much. One time I pushed him when I was mad and he pushed me back...but so hard that I freakin' went flying into my room. I knocked into the door, flipped over the bed, and smashed into the wall, then falling to the ground. I was cut and bruised all over. He was shocked at first, but later he thought it was funny. "Wow, you should have seen it! You flipped over your bed like a toy!" Meanie.
ANYWAYS. The current problem is that he told my mom this: friday I'm going with luke to charles house and we're going to watch movies and stuff. Saturday is luke's graduation and then a barbeque. sunday we're going to go rock hunting with charles.---or so he said. Not too long ago he met this girl Gina and my whole family dislikes her. Why? Well, many reasons, one of the main ones being that Erik told us: "She said she's afraid of becoming boyfriend/girlfriend because she thinks I'll kill her if we ever break up." That's psycho. Erik's an ass, but he wouldn't KILL someone. And I'm sure he's as nice as can be to her. Suck up. Anyways, so we didn't like her cuz of that, but anyways...erik calls sunday and says that luke doesn't feel good so he'll be home tomorrow(monday). What, does he have to hold Luke's hand? So, we called Luke's house...and luke answered the phone. Luke's graduation isn't until next sunday. He hasn't seen erik since thursday. So, then we knew. Erik lied and went somewhere with Gina. Because he knows we don't like her. Well, we sure as hell don't like her now. my mom says she's not allowed in this house, and Erik(he's 22, btw) isn't allowed to use anything that belongs to my mom. Basically, he can sleep here and that's it. He owes my mom shitloads of money because he's always out of a job, but she's not giving him anymore if this is how he spends it. He spent $80 on Gina the other day(he left the bag out and my mom went to get rid of the bag and found the paper). Well, it's a long story and I don't care to mention the rest, but I'm so sick of him. I can't wait for him to move out. It's one thing if he were to tell us he thinks we're stupid to our face, but it's another thing entirely to try to trick us with lies and try to make us look stupid. i won't believe anything that comes otu of his mouth anymore...because it's all bullshit to me.
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Monday, June 6, 2005

   So far so good.
Well, my mom's working night shift for the next three days so I'll be makin' dinner and taking care of things for the most part. Because brothers are worthless, at least, mine are. Wouldn't it be perfect to have brothers like in anime? Like Ichigo from Bleach or Ed from Full Metal Alchemist? Those guys are just the best! They'd do anything for their families(if you ignore Ed's stupid father)and it sucks that real brothers aren't like that. Although Ichigo might not always admit it >_> he loves his family more than anything and they trust him completely. in the real world...you can't trust anybody anymore. Sucks. -__-
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   hmm...
Well, apparently you can't change the picture by clikcing that so I gotta freakin' delete it and put it back in! ugh. oh wellz. now, off to bed for me!
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Sunday, June 5, 2005

P.S.
Nevermind, i noticed an "Edit artwork" button, so I'll be able to fix that! Yay!
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   Huh...
Well, i colored the FMA pic and added this: "When I become Fuhrer..." All Military personnel will have a height requirement. Sorry, Ed.
NOTE: I already KNOW that I made a typo on the actual piccy. I already fixed it for myself, but I don't know how I would go about fixing it on here, I figure I can't. Oh well. By the time I noticed I had a typo, I had submitted it. wah. Oh weeeelll...
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Friday, June 3, 2005

   YAY!
MY BROTHER IS GONE FOR THE WEEKEND! YAY! On a happy side note, I just drew a funny FMA pic, so I'll be posting that here soon.
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   100 REVIEWS BABY!
Of course, that's all together, so...maybe 50 on each story. But still!!! I love you guys. really. XD http://www.fanfiction.net/~shinigamiakumu if you like Gundam Wing or Full Metal Alchemist!! =D *dances around*
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