Monday, May 23, 2005

   *yawn..*
Man, been doing homework AND writing chapters. I am immortal. mwahahaha...
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   Eh...
Not much happening here except maybe being lazy and avoiding chores and crap. I must be a machine; I put out two chapters a day for FFN. geez...sometimes more, too. Life is borning, yet not....I don't know. I need mroe to do, I guess.
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   *sigh* People...
Well, I got my first flame today that was something like this:
Hikaru
2005-05-20
ch 8, anonymous HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU HAVE DONE THAT!?! YOU FUCKING *BLEEP*! HOW COULD YOU LET DUO GET RAPED! *FUMES* USUALLY THE PERSON I REVIEW FOR USUALLY JUST SAYS THAT DUO ALMOST GETS RAPED CAUSE THE OTHERS CAME IN TIME, BUT DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO MAKE HIM GET RAPED?!?!?!?! EVEN JUST MAKING IT SO THAT HE ALMOST GOT RAPED IS OKAY! GODDAMN YOU! okay, sorry bout that cause I usually lose my temper whenever something like ths happens, I'm still pissed...and no offense, but I'm not gonna be keeping up with this fic no more...with or without reviews...I just cant stand it when Duo gets raped...*pause* unelss it's by Heero...*confused* but I don't get the logic in that...but oh wells...its how I feel...theonly way I'll be reading this ever again is if I'm REALLY desperate for a 1x2 fic to read...sorry...

To which I will post with my next chapter: You all have given me great reviews so far and I thank you very much. However, to a certain Hikaru, I feel I must address something. I understand not everyone is going to like this story. That’s obvious. Some people will read the first sentence and deem it garbage. I know that. I’m no famous writer, and this is my first time writing publicly. If you cannot stand bad things happening to Duo or any other character, I’d say you should stay away from Angst stories. It’s clearly labeled under such, and is also rated M. And I didn’t even show them actually doing anything to Duo. Some people do. Duo and Heero are my favorite characters from gundam wing, but I also realize that they are not real. As real as they can seem, and believe me, I know how real they can be, they are not people. There is no reason to freak out and swear at me because of what happened to him. If you don’t like the story, fine. But if you’re going to flame someone, use something that they can actually be blamed for. Like bad spelling or too much OOC or something like that. Telling me my story is bad just because you dislike something bad happening…well, like I said. Primary category is ANGST. I shouldn’t have to say “Don’t Like, Don’t Read.” because, isn’t it obvious? If I don’t like death fics, I’m going to stay away from them. I understand you dislike Duo getting raped, but then you shouldn’t even be looking at Angst, because 1. That means bad things happen to main characters and 2. It’s usually going to be something along the lines of cutting, suicide, rape, death. So…you’re saying it was okay that I let Duo cut himself and try to commit suicide, but it wasn’t okay that he got raped? And you told me it would be okay if Heero was the bad guy that raped him? How does that add up? Isn’t that a bit…hypocritical or something? And as sad as it may be, things like rape do actually happen to people, especially POWs if you’ve seen the news lately. I’m sorry, but it’s a sad fact of life and I can relate to these things. I love Duo just as much as you or anyone else. That’s why Heero is there for him, to make him better.

I apologize to anyone else who bothered themselves to read that, but I just feel it needed to be said. I mean, I don’t know about you guys, but some random person swearing at me just because things in my story don’t go the way they want…kinda puts a dent in my day. Sorry I took up so much space with it, it was just bothering me.

So..yeah. I'm slightly upset because really, what flames are...tehy're just people who dislike what you did, but know there's actually nothing wrong with it. I'm not saying my story is so good, but I'm saying people should be doing constructive criticism, not flaming. Unfortunately for flamers, that kinda crap just doesn't work with me. It bothers me, but only because it's stupid. Sorry.
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   geez..
Phew...I got chappy 4.2 and 5 up for An Incurable Pain today. And chapter 7 for You Never Really Cared. So that's good. They were nice and long, I believe. Aside from that, I'm a little mad at this site because it doesn't seem to feel like approving my Full Metal Alchemist walls. Why not? There's nothing wrong with them! they're just as good as my other three. ¬_¬ stupid crap...
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   well..
It was a pretty good day all in all. I got a bunch of great reviews on my stories from some really nice people(LOVE AND HUGS!) FFN's posting thing can piss me off sometimes...I can't put ?! i mean come on! and I can't do ^_^. geez...oh well. But anyways...I think i'll have to combine chapter 4(part two) with chapter five so the numbers don't get screwy because I'm a neat freak like that. I mean, I make messes, but when I'm actually not too lazy to clean them, I'm organized. It's my mom's fault. Like...washing the dishes. I stay away from it at all costs, but when I have to, it's always bigest plates to smallest, then bowls according to type and size...forks go with knives and spoons are by themselves...I'm weird. Oh well!
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   Woo!
I finally got to post stuff on fanfiction.net today. If it isn't obvious, i'm very happy about it. I really like my gundam wing story I have going. www.fanfiction.net/~shinigamiakumu if you're interested. I also have a full metal alchemist one going, and I'm not so sure how I feel about it. first i posted it and messed it up because i had no idea what I was doing... ;P Then I fixed it, so...yay! I posted this place as my homepage for there, so who knows.
I hope to post a lot more stuff here. More wallpapers, make more quizzes, do some fan art. Geez, so much to do. And then school, singing/piano lessons and everything else? eek. x_x better than being bored like I used to be. lol
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Monday, May 16, 2005

   It's...early...*yawn*
Well, I joined this site yesterday *yaaaay* to give me more to do since I'm being homeschooled now. Which is okay, I didn't like Moron West anyways.
Hopefully soon, I'll be able to make more stuff for this site. Art and music are my life, so I hope to make lots and lots more. This site is wonderful, thanks for giving me a place too put my stuff! (I was going to make a website, but...)
Music is such a beautiful thing...it has so much power over a person's mood. And no, I'm not just some freak like my mom who is totally into classical and not much else. I love ALMOST all kinds. Especially anime music in japanese. Japanese is a beautiful language....=D sorry to rap/hip hop/r&b/etc fans...I just can't appreciate music like that. Not when I can compare it side by side to music like you find in my favorite animes. I'm not trying to be rude or shoot it down...it's just not my "style".
I also joined fanfiction.net with the same username, so...it takes three days before they allow you to post, so, tuesday, go look for the first chapter of my Full Metal Alchemist fanfiction! I'm really trying hard not to have too much OOC, so be sure to review and let me know when you read it! I also plan to write a Fushigi Yugi, D.N.Angel, possibly Trigun...not sure what else.
I really hope to put some fanart on here soon. I haven't been drawing much lately, but I will. A lot of times a look at a picture and draw it, rather than make up my own...I find it kind of easier like that. I'm not so good at making up my own stuff yet, because I get these complex ideas in my head which I just don't quite have the skill to draw. So I end up making sketches that I come back to once a year or something. ha ha oh well. Laters!
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