Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   HOLY FRICKIN' SHIZ!!!
*dies* My god, you'll never believe what just happened to me and had me in the upmost panic I've been in, in a loooong time. So SBC Yahoo Browser has a new update with all this fancy shit, right? So, who cares? My computer is a frickin' AMD Althlon 64 Processor with 2GHz and 512MB RAM!!!! It can take anything! *glomps the poor computer* So I hold Yahoo fully responsible for what happened. I download and install the updates. So it looks all cool and browses REALLY fast. BUT, when I went to type ANYTHING in ANY browser window...it didn't work. It took 5-8 seconds to type a letter or number, and 10-12 seconds to type a capital letter. HOLY. FRICKIN. CRAP. I tried to write SBC an email to ask for help...but if you try to type more than one letter(before the previous letter appears), it basically freezes up. now, imagine a 100 word email to them describing my problem(ha, I almost put brother instead of problem...yes, Erik IS a problem)averaging 5 letter per word, that's 500 letters plus 99 spaces(which also took 5-7 seconds to come up) which is 599 letters. Times that by, at the VERY least, 5 seconds. DO NOT do the math-I don't even want to frickin' know. But that's how long i'd be waiting for it to show up. And it would probably freeze before that happens. Anyways, so I'm freaking out by then. I tried everything I could. I tried to uninstall the update, but that also removed some OTHER icon from my desktop which I don't know what the frick that was, so i just moved shit around and put another icon on the desktop so no one knows. x_x After trying very hard to install old updates to make it go back to how it was, I finally uninstalled it ALL-EVERY BIT OF IT!-and installed an old update that I was frickin' LUCKy to find. It works perfectly. It looks different, so it's newer than what I had. And it's got the pretty speed, too. *sigh* GOD. so now it's 3:30 AM! I'm gonna be dead tomorrow-SHIT! Reenie is picking me up tomorrow afternoon to make me install that software on her computer and put on some pics....and I still ahve more to clean in my room...and I have to make dinner...and...and...and...*dies*

Question: are any of you getting these pop-ups that are ANNOYING as hell are seem to be impossible to block? They're not ordinary pop-ups. They don't come up in a window and they're animated. Even if you click on them, they won't take you to any website so you can bitch at the people who make them. And it never says where they come from. Some of them have NO FRICKING PURPOSE! Like "Tired of annoying pop-ups? Play the pop-up whacker game!" WTF-this IS an annoying pop-up dammit! Then if you click it, you can just play it, but it never opens in a window or anything...there's some for vacations, "which cruise to you prefer?" with a pic of a boat and a pic of Tom. Um...one's for diet solutions, one's for-get this-a pop-up blocker! Uh...*thinks* *shrugs* things like that. Does anyone else get this? Or have had it? How do I get rid of it? *pokes Zac* You know this shit, don't you? Help me get riiiiiid of it! Pwease?! *huggles you as a bribe*

Anyways....so I'm gonna be dead tomorrow...it's nearly 4 AM now...we didn't get much of that thunderstorm...makes me mad. Looks like we may get just a LITTLE more...but there's supposed to be a cold front following it-which means it will FRICKING COOL OFF AT LAST! And be 70's instead of 90's. I dunno if I can sleep now...even though I fixed it, I feel stressed as hell about it. People are gonna use it bright and early when they get up, I know...and the browser LOOKS different-there's no way to hide that. Plus signing in is different...I don't think they'll be mad-it's not my fault. Nothing should have gone wrong in the first place, dammit! But still...I should be up to warn them...well, i will be-I get up at 7:00...that'd be 3 hours of sleep....gah. Well, I'll be alright. Personally, I don't give a shit about that right now, I'm just happy I fixed the problem...*sighs with relief* Seriously, I was in a panic!

Um, so...i went to my college class from 7-9 PM...it was fun, even though we're singing christmas songs so early(we're doing at least 12 pieces for the concert...coming from Advanced Vocal at highschool where we do 4 pieces for a concert...that's a fricking LOT)...but when we got home, Erik was here. See, on Tuesdays he and Gina are both off work, so he's gone all night. But he was home. So that ruined everything right there. He was on his cell phone and on the computer at the same time. Oh, you should see it! Chatting to Gina and talking to her at the same time! My mom says to let him be stupid but I reminded her that if he's talking on the phone, it takes him longer to get his ACTUAL business done. Which he started at 8:30 PM. We got home after 9 PM. He took until almost 11, and then Jeremy took over and was on till 11:30. GEEZ. And that left me 30 minutes to do my stuff and go to bed. How mean! But that's when the accident happened, so...now here I am. *yawn* I'm tired..hmm...I wonder if they'll listen to me and NOT touch the PC if I put a note on there....nah-Jeremy isn't working tomorrow. He's been frickin' LAZY lately so he sits on the computer ALL DAMN DAY! It pisses me off. Why are me and my mom the only ones doing anything? I have to do dishes tomorrow, too. And kyle could at LEAST pick up his toys...he's not 2 years old anymore(though he acts like it. But actually, he's very smart and sneaky...) so i think he could do SOMETHING! I started doing chores when I turned 8. I couldn't do EVERYTHING...but by the time I was 10, I DID do pretty much everything. Well, that was back when my dad was here and helped. *cries* i miss him doing the dishes! I miss watching football with him on Sundays...I miss...*sigh* no, I can't go there. I'm stressed and depressed enough, ne? geez...I'm sorry, i'm babbling. So...only three pics tonight, cause I'm lazy...oyasumi min'na. *waves and passes out*
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"Say, Aimee, do you know what class meets fourth period in Mr. Anderson's room?"
"Yeah, it's trig. Bruce was on his way to class when he ran into you."
*blinks* "How did you know about that?"
"Skip told me about it. He came into the room right behind Bruce. He said Bruce was really afraid he'd hurt you. You know, it sounded sort of sweet and romantic."
*rolls eyes* "Oh, it was wonderful. Almost as romantic as being run over by a truck."
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   Gomen nasai...
sorry about that last post...for those who don't know about my dad, you can find it in my August 9th post. Anyways, I was in a sad mood when i wrote it cause of Erik. In fact, we almost got into a fist fight. But he has a huge size advantage, and I'm not stupid, so...but I almost broke the bathroom mirror, I was so pissed. So I told my mom this morning that if Erik isn't out of here or civil soon that things are going to get really ugly. I don't mean to make threats, but I can't deal with him anymore. I just can't. I need him out of here. I'm tired of it. Tonight he left for Gina's house at midnight. Oh, gee, that's not suspicious! Not at all! Nope! *rolls eyes*

Uneventful day again. Tomorrow I'm gonna clean my room. x_x and dinner iiiiiis.....Chinese Pork and Shrimp. So like...Chinese Pork and Ed? *gets things thrown at her* And then I have my weekly college class tomorrow from 7-9 PM...no free time. *cries* At least the singing is enjoyable. ^^

Ugh, it's so hot in this house. *dies* Well, take care everyone. Oyasumi!
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Zell: This is my first real mission!
Seifer: Don't piss in your pants.
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*Zell is bored and shadow boxes*
Seifer: What's the matter, Zell? Swattin' flies?
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Seifer: This is great-I have a chicken-wuss and a guy who just reached puberty in my squad.
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*after Zell, Selphie, and Squall all have the same dream about being Laguna, Squall says to himself: I dreamt I was a moron...
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Quistis: I don't want someone to talk to, just someone to listen.
Squall: Then go talk to a wall.
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Kiros: Yeah, but you cut a pretty painful figure up there. I;d say about a -3 on the manliness scale.
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*Irvine is first into the game and you select Rinoa and Selphie for his party.*
Squall: Have fun.
*Selphie and Rinoa freak about how he must ahve meant it in a mean way*
Selphie:Well, fine then! We WILL have a good time! *she grabs his arm* Irvy Kinnepooo! I'll make you happy!
Squall: Women...I don't understand them.
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Squall: Right and wrong are not what separate us and our enemies. It's our different standpoints, our perspectives that separate us. Both sides blame one another. There's no good or bad side. Just 2 sides holding different views.
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Monday, September 12, 2005

Remember...
9/11/01 was a day no one can forget. I was in my 7th grade english class when the announcement came over the speakers...but I didn't truely understand until I got home and saw it on the news. 2001...that's the year from hell. Four years ago, two planes took down the twin towers...and so many people died. four years ago, eight days before that, my father was taken from me...and I died. As America will never be the same...I will never be the same. But I suppose that wasn't enough. God, whom I used to believe in, abandoned me...I know this, because every last shard of my innocence was stolen from me. I'm pretty sure I've been raped in every way possible.

I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh...

I...can't remember what my dad's laugh sounds like. I can't remember...what he smells like. I don't even know how much taller he is anymore.

I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away...

He used to pick me up and spin me around...it was so much fun. I can't remember what that feels like anymore. One day he asked if I wanted to go swimming...and I said yes. So he picked me up and threw me in the pool-shoes and all.

I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well...

Pictures...are all I have. And they'll never be the same...they'll never be good enough. I haven't gotten to see him in months...that could turn into years. When will I see you again...?

I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain...

Pain...this hurts. Make it stop hurting...

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again...

Crying makes it hard to breathe...it's supposed to help...so why don't I feel any better?

I wanna hold you high
And steal my pain away...

When you were happy, I was too. He would always buy these "cow tails" for us to eat on his way home from work. They were chocolate with creme centers. I miss those, too. I haven't had one in four years...

There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight...

All these things I've learned...could I have not learned them differently? Why this? What did I do...? Who did I harm...?

I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain...

Laughing and crying are much the same in nature, but completely opposite in emotional response. Should I laugh when I want to cry?

Cause I'm broken
When I'm open...

Open...I used to be so open. Now I shut myself off...yet my emotions are still out in the open. I can't hide them. I can put up a brick wall, but the right words, sounds, pictures...can make it crumble instantly.

And I don't feel like
I am strong enough...

I'm so weak. Dad used to wake us up on Sunday mornings by blasting his music and making pancakes. Now no one ever gets up on Sunday...no one ever eats breakfast. No one wants to listen to the music...and I haven't had pancakes in four years.

Cause I'm broken
When I'm lonesome...

I am lonely...it's not like I have friends around here to go anywhere with. And even if I did...even if I did...I don't know what love is...

And I don't feel right
When you're gone away...

A world of change forced upon us...and we'll never be the same. We're all so...independant now. On the outside, it seems like a good thing...but inside...just the thought is heartbreaking.

You've gone away
You don't feel me here...anymore...

Come back...come back...

Forgive me.
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   Hmmm...
*whines* It's too hot in this house! 8 comments on MyO? That's a new record for me! I feel...popular. XD Um...oh, yes. Since I don't do it enough, I want to thank you all for your comments-cause you guys are so nice! ^^

Me, me, me...what did I do today?(well, yesterday.) Okay, I got up kinda late...for some reason I was exhausted. Reenie called(for my new friends, that's my mom's friend)and she was buying some computer stuff she wanted help with. My mom was supposed to drop me off, but she was too slow and was late getting out the door for work. So I said "Hey, Kyle...feel like taking a walk?" At first he said no(that lazy bum lol), but then I promised I'd take him to the park, too, so he said okay. So I walk...*thinks* 8 blocks to the park, I believe. It was about 3 PM. I let him play for a while, then we walked three blocks back to Reenie's house. She wasn't there. But her door was open. However...we never should have checked, if you ask me...but I wanted to call her cell to see where she was. She has a REALLY big dog. One that can pull the weight of a car. The dog is in training scools and all, but...*sigh* she makes me not like dogs too much. I used to ahve one, but at least my dog wasn't like this. The dog nearly ate us-I'm serious. So I make kyle get away and I go in and push the dog back. I grab some treats from the cabinet and grabbed the lesh. Luckily, it was already attached to her...or I never would have gotten one on. The dog drags me outside and pulls me down the stairs...I almost fell flat on my face, because the dog didn't listen to the wait command. She's suppose to wait for em to go down the stairs first. Reenie taught her that because the dog did that and made her fall down the stairs once(she has bad legs). and then Kyle was scared, so he tried to get away, and the dog went after him, dragging me like I weigh nothing. She tried to jump on kyle, too. I was so scared she was going to hurt him. My throat has hurt all day I was yelling so much. I got kyle to calmly walk back to the house and go make sure the cats don't come out, though, thankfully. I still had to yell and feed it a treat so it wouldn't go after him, though-at least twice. My wrist has a red mark-it must be from the damn dog. Neways, then it dragged me into the backyard and into it's pen where I thankfully locked it up. Then I couldn't find Reenie's phone anywhere. We waits and waited and she didn't show, so we walk home. like..6 blocks or whatever. Kyle whined about his feet hurting a couple blocks from home...so I carried him on my back. He's getting heavy. When I told him he says "we should tell mom to stop buying snacks." so i say "You need to decipline yourself not to eat them." lol So we get home and I check all the messages on the answering machine. It was 5:30 when we got home. Most of the messages were Reenie. So Jeremy came home about then, and I told him about it, then I called Reenie. She was late. *rolls eyes* she says we could ahve stayed in her house to wait-that's why she left it open. Well, gee...thanks. Then I made dinner...which took a long time. But it was yummy.

I had a weird dream last night that inspired a dream for a manga...so we'll see how that goes. Now I have even more to juggle. I'm going to draw the character profiles and write out what I what to happen first-so I know how much bubble room I need and such. I'll put the writings on here, and pictures, when i do them. Neways...

I'm a little depressed, because although I tried not to think about it, September 3rd marked the fourth year my dad's been gone. For those who don't know, erm...it's in a pervious post-I explained what happened. I read his letters today...how he says how proud he is of us and how he misses us so much it hurts...it really makes me sad. But well..let's not dwell on the sad things. Leting things go is my way of cutting-except it doesn't hurt me. I used to cut...but i ahven't for some time. Cause when you cut, everytime you see what you've done, you'll remember why you did it. Letting it go...is like forgetting. It doesn't help I'm constantly reminded, but I try to put it out of my mind...and when I push it away, it can't hurt me. ^^ I lose it now and then like everyone does...but for the most part I try to be strong and keep it together. Too many people depend on me to fall into anymore depressed slumps.

Well, I suppose that's it for now. Ja!
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The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was to say that, but at the moment, it's the sentence that best describes my tragic flaw-my inability to change. The more I get to know other people, the more I get to realize that..it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying the same for as long as possible. It feels better somehow; and if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, did something unexpected, who knows what other pain is waiting out there? So you maintain the status quo, and it doesn't seem that bad. You're not a drug addict; you're not killing anyone..except maybe yourself a little. When we finally do change, it's small-the kind of thing unnoticable to most people unless you look close, which, thank god, they never do. But you notice it. It's a world of difference, and you hope that it is the person you'll get to be forever..that you'll never have to change again.
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BIG TIME YAOI WARNING!!!! RUN AWAY, MY MALE FRIENDS!!!!
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Zac: whee! add a footnote about how awesome I am. er... nm.
Aku-chan: lol...I just might.
Zac: =D
So....as promised, Zac ish teh awesome. *poke* lol
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

   Na no na no da....
Well, I'm about ready to pass out. School and then got home and did homework, then laundry, then dishes, then made dinner(took over an hour), then more dishes, then MORE laundry. *cries* So tired now...*yawns* I don't know what else to say, really. I wish you all happy reading on the gravi fics.

Oh, that reminds me...Jeremy met a girl who is lesbian and now they're friends. She seems cool. But...he still bothers me about watching Gravitation. He says helping a homosexual person out with their relationship problems would be one thing, but watching an anime about it is another. I think he's just trying to justify that now he has to eat everything he's spat at me. So he's trying to make it like I'm still in the wrong.

I had a strange dream a couple nights ago...there was snow out and me, Jeremy and some random people got in a car. I drove. Then this cop makes us pull over and she points her gun at us and tells us to put our hands up. We do, but Jeremy pulls a Jackie Chan and flips the gun around and shoots her. Then we get two little kids to help us bury her body in the snow. Then they drive off, but I'm scared so I run away-but I told them that I wouldn't tell anyone(so they wouldn't shoot me). It was kinda scary.

Um...anyways, I'm tired. So I'm gonna go to bed now.
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This is from a funny movie Six Days Seven Nights with harrison ford and what's her name...
*he tells her that when they crashed, it crumpled the landing gear, so they can't take off*
"Well, can't you just fix it?"
"Oh, sure, we'll like, glue it back on."
"Aren't you one of those guys?"
"What guys?"
"Those guy-guys. You know, those guys with skills?"
"Skills?"
"Yes! You know, where you send them out into the wilderness with a pocket knife and a Q-tip and they build you a shopping mall. You can't do that?"
"No...no, I can't do that. But I can do this-*makes a pop sound with his finger in his mouth*-does that help?"
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*she's freaking out and jumps into his plane*
"Hey! Hey! What the hell are you doing?! Get the hell away from my plane!"
*she pulls out a small yellow package* "It's a boat!"
*he gives her a bored look* "...it's a life raft."
"We can use this to get us out of here!"
"Where are you going to go? You don't even know where you are. The last thing you want to do is go floating around the ocean in an 8 foot blow up boat."
"DON'T TELL ME WHAT I WANT!"
*They fight over it and she pulls the cord on accident, and it opens up inside the plane. Her face is smushed against the glass and she's mumbling for help*
*he looks in* "Are you gonna stop acting like a lunatic?"
*muffled* "Fuck you!"
"What did you say?"
*she manages to get her hand up to the glass and flips him off*
*he nods sadly* "that's what I thought you said." *he walks away*
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Friday, September 9, 2005

   Um...
Well, I don't have much to say this time. When my mom came home, she was yelling about everything. So, I guess I gotta get out of my slump(pronounced slumpu in Japanese. XD) and get on some work. My mom's grocery shopping tomorrow, thankfully. I need soda. *cries* I guess when you think about it, the amount of work I do around here is really unfair. I vacuum, do dishes, make dinner, pickup, clean up the kitchen, laundry, and then I have my schoolwork in which I'm expected to get really good grades-which is why this is only my Junior year, but my last year, of high school(thank god)(and let's not even add in that I'm supposed to be practicing piano and singing everyday...I try...I really do. x_x). But I guess I can't complain. My mom works and makes money, and has her school work, and picks up stuff sometimes. That's about it. And she does dishes if I leave them for more than a week. x_x I guess it's times like these when I feel I'm not doing the best I could be. Or maybe my best just isn't good enough-but when is it ever? For anyone? Because...nothing is ever enough.

You ALL seem to want the link. lol So, here it is: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1779283/1/ and I'll tell you guys what I told whitecat. If you're going to read it, do it when you have a chunk of time to read the WHOLE thing. It's just one of those awesome ones you can't do at two sittings. Again, it may seem psycho at first, but push forward, and it'll make a hell of a lot more sense-I promise. If you guys like that one, you'll also want to check out this one, by the same person: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1885069/1/ This one is in Yuki point of view, so the vocabulary used is um...bigger? and the story is pretty weird, but it's good. So...yesh. She thinks up brillent things...I mean...here you think one this is happening, and it makes you either SO MAD or so sad, and then you find out...you were wrong all along. x_x omg. Anyways.

So...that's about it. I'll take of now, na no da! Ja ne! (for those who don't know, it's pronounced ja na-I just had to say that. x_x and desu is usually pronounced des, but it has a bunch of complications-okay! I'm shutting up! GOMEN!)
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"Men aren't worth crying over, and when you find one who is, he won't make you cry."
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

   So...yeah.
*yawns* Yeah, so today is boring like everyday. Except there was a fight this morning...it was fun to watch. I'm really itching to play piano right now, so I want to get home, dammit.

I read the most beautiful Gravitation fanfic last night...seriously. It made me cry...several times. It's not THAT easy to make me cry. ¬_¬ And it was funny, too...but the writer was just wonderful. Apparently she does stuff for newspapers and stuff already, so she's practiced. I want to read more of her work when I get home. It was simply wonderful. If any of you want the link, let me know. It seemed really psycho at first and everything is just weird and makes your head spin, but then when you finally start to understand...it's really heartbreaking. Neways, enough about that.

I don't know what else to say. I'm tired. I had another big fight with Erik yesterday. He's such a jerk. And I think Gina is pregnant(perhaps for a second time. Erik was looking at abortion websites the first time we had suspicion) cause Erik was rubbing her stomach and she looked a little fat to me. And he was practically making out with her for the world to see. Um, hell, it's called PUBLIC DECENCY! Stupid prick. Anyways, not much I can do about that, either. Oh well. I won't bore you all with anymore crappy details on that. Ja ne.
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I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away...
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   The Faire!
Well, I have to say, that was a hell of a lot of fun.

I drank at least 10 glasses of sassafrass(sp?) cause that stuff is just awesome. My mom had these mushrooms in garlic sauce that she LOVES, and I ate the bread stick and dipped it in the sauce. But I hate mushrooms-how weird is that. She made me eat one, and well...the texture of mushrooms is just...ewww. And then we had BBQ ribs later. These cute blonde brothers were the ones who served us the ribs. >_> *cough* Oh, and we were walking along, and these musketeers were there and apparently said something to us, but I didn't hear it. And then one says "Mi'ladies! Why are you running away?" So I took a glance at them, then looked straight ahead again(sorry, I'm shy). And then another goes "She looked this way! But now she's ignoring us..." and another goes "It must be the arrows of love!" my mom was completely unaware of the whole thing. XDDDDD omg that was so funny. Keep in mind that ALL these people spoke with the english accent...so it was simply awesome.

The lady with the falcon was cool. She made is swoop right over our heads and such, But the guy that had a different kind was better cause he would make it fly right at and through us. It brushed right past my mom, too. She loved it.

The most exciting thing was the joust, of course! The rest was shopping. Our knight was awesome. Let me explain-each of the four corners has a knight. There was the red and blue knight, the black and yellow knight, the red and black knight(he was the big bad guy) and the black and white knight. That was ours. He was the good guy. He looked very much like the guy from A Knight's Tale movie. He had the blonde hair and everything. He was SO COOL! It began with the squires holding out the rings and they have to ride by on their horses and get the rings on their lance without breaking the kid's hand. x_x Our guy got all 7!!! so did the big bad guy. The other two each missed one. Then the queen insisted that she hold out rings for the knights to get on their lances. She had special rings and when the knights got them, it spread glitter all over. ^^ Then they took short sticks and put on their helmets and got their shields and they rode past each other trying to knock each other off. The knights all had names, but I forgot. Ours was Sir Wilfred something of someplace. XD Neways, then it went to the jousting with lances(it's so awesome when the lances break) and the other two guys went down so it was just our knight and the big bad guy(he looked bad, too. his hair was all slicked back). And the other guys are throwing their helmets and stuff trying to knock them off their horses lol. Then our knight knocks the bad guy down which means he wins, but then the bad guy takes a lance and knocks our guy off when he's not looking!!!! CHEATER!!! And everyone who was cheering for black and white was so loud-it's cause he's so awesome. so when the cheater knocked him down we're all "BOOOO!!!!!" So everyone starts pulling out their swords and are fighting and kicking each other and the queen yells at them "HOW DARE YOU DO SUCH THINGS IN MY PRESENCE?!" So they all freeze and shut up. So she approves a fight to the death for later. Our knight fliped his sword in the air and caught it as he rode out! We went back to see it of course! And, of course, we stayed in the corner for black and white. Our knight was quite the show off. heehee. They start out with the rings again, then they went to the jousting part, then they were all on the ground with their swords and fighting. MAAAAAN, some of those guys were dirty fighters! one of them threw sand in our knights eyes and almost stabbed him!!! They were kind of paired up. Our guy had an ally with the red and blue knight. and the bag guy was with the black and yellow knight. Our knight's ally goes down first. Then the bad guy kills his own ally!! So that leaves the fight between our guy and the bad guy. The bad guy swings his sword at him and he ducks, then he jups up and kicks him-OMG IT WAS SOOOO COOL! And in all that heavy armor, too!!! Wow. And he had this kind of coat thing on him, too. Almost like a trench coat where the black is split into three parts. So when he jumped up and kicked him, his coat was so cool to watch. XD But then he knocked away our man's sword and stabbed him!!! NOOOOO!!!! So we're all freaking out as our man is crawling trying to get to his sword and gets kicked!!! When our man finally is able to stand, the bad guy makes it like he'll be fair and give his sword back...and then hits him with it!!!! *freaks* Our man had blood dripping down his whole face, it was so cool! But he killed the bad guy in the end! *breaths a sigh of relief* He got back on his horse and flipped his sword two more times before he left. Show off! *laughs* but it was so cool and so much fun! At one point(I forget when), he had rode over to us on his horse and yelled "It's not over yet!" and we all cheered and screamed like crazy!

Heehee....anyways, we didn't watch the mud show this time. We had a lot of fun, though. So, all in all, I'm really glad I took my mom and she had such a good time. My throat hurts(wonder why? XD) and I'm a bit sore, but yeah. It was worth it. When we get the pics developed, I'll show you guys. Ja!
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"Ooooh, so this is why you're called the Full Metal Alchemist-because you wear this suit or armor."
"Um...it's not me..."
"What? You mean it's the short one over there?"
*Ed picks them up and swings them around* "WHO ARE YOU CALLING A GRAIN OF RICE SO SMALL THAT DOESN'T SHOW UP IN YOUR EYES?!"
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   Sleep, anyone?
Well, today I went with my mom to have lunch with a friend of her's. We went to Lone Star and the food was really good. I'm stuffed. And my mom's friend paid for it all. x_x Then we went back to Target and bought some film to take with us tomorrow.

It should be a lot of fun-except getting up early. Good time I'm tired-maybe I'll fall asleep quickly. I have to get up at 7:30 and we're leaving at 8:30. It takes an hour and a half to get there. it opens at 10. We're staying until the second it closes which is 7 PM and then coming home. we'll be tired as hell, I know. There will be so much to see-I'll write you all a detailed report on it. lol Ummm...well, I guess that's all. I hope you're all doing very well. Write me big long comments or emails or whatever filled with nothingness for me to read when I get back, okies? Ummm...yeah. So, I will see you all...monday, I suppose.
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Oh, god, for some reason I've had this damn song in my head all day....
From the moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you..
While combing my hair now
And wond'ring what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you...

Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart, and I'll love you
Forever, and ever, we never will part, oh I love you
Together, forever, that's how it should be
Living without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me...

I run for the bus dear, while riding I think of us dear,
I say a lil prayer for you
At work I just take time, and all through my coffee break time
I say a lil prayer for you...

My darling believe me
For me there is no one but you
Say you love me too...
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I drew these two. The first one is thw Warren Chibi Circus that I mentioned before and the second one I did after seeing a cover for an Aliens comic.






These three are just...XD Roy's so hot...even in a dress...with long hair...okay, maybe not. Ja!
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   ...OMG
My little brother comes up to me and he starts talking about X-men 2. He says "Hey, 'lena, remember this part? 'Why are you being such a dick?' 'Yeah, why're you being such a dick?'" And OMG I just stared at him and then I say "KYLE!!!!!" and he just blinks. "What?" "YOU DON'T SAY THAT!!!!!" "Oh...it's a bad word?" "Um, YEAH!!!!!" "Oops. I didn't know." "Yeah, I'll bet." "YOU BETTER NOT TELL JEREMY OR I WON'T GET TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES!!!!" "Yeah, yeah." XD Dude, I just got up not too long ago...it's too early for this shit. XD

My mom called me on the phone asking about the "Inu Yashi card game." "You mean Inu Yasha, mom." "Really? I thought there was an I at the end of it...anyway, is it good?" "...how should I know?" "Well, look it up on the computer and let me know." I looked it up. I haven't seen a whole lot of Inu Yasha, but I know enough about the storyline and characters to hold a conversation with someone. Anyways, but to me it just looks like another Yu-Gi-Oh card game in the making. *headache* Oh, no...my little brother is watching Star Wars....*dies* Sadly, you know what my breakfast is? Chips and soda. Gah. I NEED SOME REAL FOOD!!!! Oh, and my mom wants me to make a list of the things we should bring with us to Renaissance Faire tomorrow. I think:
Bandaids
snack for the 1 and 1/2 hour drive
CDs
and i don't know what else...anything I'm missing? maybe I'm too stupid yet this morning. x_x and dear god, Kyle just told me he's intent on setting up with with his 15 year old friend...I THINK NOT! I'm gonna be freakin 17 in nearly two months! I don't want anything to do with that little kid!!! I mean, not to sound like I hate people younger than me, they're fine, but I just don't want to date someone who isn't my age or older. Maybe half a year younger is okay, but come on. The kid probably JUST turned 15.

Anyways, not much else to say, so...ja ne.
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*Yuki's younger brother Tatsuhya(sp?) opens the door and Shuichi stares at him* "Yuki, what did you do to your hair?"
"Oh, you must be Shuichi. My brother told me I'd be able to recognize you right away!" *he ruffles Shuichi's hair*
"You're...Yuki's younger brother?!"
*he leads him inside* "Sorry for watching these without your permission.(he means the Nittle Grasper videos) This is a limited edition! How did you get this?! I waited in line for hours and even used my brothers connection and I couldn't get it!!!"
"Sakuma-san gave it to me."
"R-R-Ryuichi did?!?!!??!" *he huggles the TV* "My hooooney, Ryuichi!!!"
*Shuichi watches, eyes shining* "Isn't Sakuma-san amazing?!"
"YES!" *they have a bonding fan moment*
"Na, which Nittle Grasper song do you like best? I like the 8th song on the third album "Be There"."
"I like the encore where Ryuichi gets naked!" (and OMG he's a priest...)
"Ooo, you're so naughty!"
"Hey...you know, you look a lot like Ryuichi."
"Yeah? I imitated his hairstyle and use the same shampoo."
"No, not just that. I mean your face and body shape, too."
"Oh, you think so?"
*he suddenly hugs Shuichi from behind* "That means Ryuichi must feel like this, too."
"Uh..."
"I look like my brother, don't I?"
"Well, yes..."
"Then I'll call you Ryuichi, and please call me Yuki. Don't worry, it'll be alright..." *he starts trying to basically rape him while Shuichi yells for help and all of a sudden Yuki shows up and they both freeze.*
"What, aren't you going to continue?"
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Sorry, that was a REALLY long set of quotes...naaa.




These two are from the quote thingy.






These are from that game again. I like some of the pics and all, but i HATE the storyline. It's too sad. Anyways, Ed does actually have to dress like a girl for one part while they try to catch a killer.




ISN'T HE JUST SOOOO CUTE?! *SQUEEEE!* *dies*
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