myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-11-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• A speck of fly shit on a map.
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Life
Real Name
• Akishi Miyamoto

Personal

Achievements
• I've done numerous concerts and solos...
Anime Fan Since
• I was 10, I think.
Favorite Anime
• noooo! I love too many!
Goals
• Become a singer, artist, or writer
Hobbies
• singing, piano, drawing, anime, computers, writing
Talents
• well...my talents are my hobbies, so...

myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

Friday, June 17, 2005

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God dammit! I just wrote a WHOLE fucking post and the browser decided to have an error and close! DAMN! IT! ALL! *sigh* So let me try to do this again.

So, I still need to eat dinner and I'm starving and it's 3 AM. But I don't care. And after that I'll read till 5 or 6 and then either try to sleep or play video games. I know, I'm psycho. But It's summer, so who cares? (and we'll ignore that I did it during school too) I guess I have a sleeping problem, but I wouldn't say I have insomnia or anything. Insomnia is where you can't fall asleep and when you do, you wake up all the time. Once I fall alseep I'm out(though still a light sleeper) but I just have a hard time falling asleep is all. (forgive how shitty my typing is, I just HATE typing this twice. But you guys are so nice to me...I LOVE YOU ALL!!! XD)

So um...life is really depressing. I should do something about it, but that isn't easy. On the one hand, I wanna go back to being the little ignorant kid who knows nothing but on the other hand, I'm glad to know what I know now because then I'm protected against it. I dunno. it just sucks.
I really love this pic.
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Well, you were right, Lyss. This song is good:
Seems like just yesterday-
You were a part of me...
I used to stand so tall,
I used to be so strong.
Your arms around me tight,
Everything, it felt so right...
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong.
Now I can't breathe...
No, I can't sleep...
I'm bearly hangin' on.

I told you everything...
Opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright...
For once in my life.
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be:
So together, but so broken up inside...
Cause I can't beathe...
No, I can't sleep...
I'm barely hangin' on.

Here I am, once again-
I'm torn into pieces...
Can't deny it, can't pretend-
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside...
But you won't get to see the tears I cry.
Behind these hazel eyes...

Swallow me then spit me out-
For hating you, I blame myself...
Seeing you it kills me now.
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

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