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Sunday, June 19, 2005


Ya know...
Every time I cry...I want to assure myself that it's okay to do. That it isn't a bad thing. But every time...I know that it only shows how weak I am. I didn't used to be this weak...even in 7th grade when that horrible thing happened to my family...I didn't cry in school. So...I'm strong...on the outside. I hate myself enough as it is for all the things I've done...so you can imagine how much is sucks just to find more horrible things about yourself. Some say...that you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else. But that's not true at all. Because...I know. I know that I love my family, even when I say I hate them...and that love all my friends as if they were my family. It's pretty sad...how I generally hate people so much...yet help them however I can. Someone falls, i ask if they're okay...even though I don't care-does that mean I care? How confusing. Oh well...sometimes it's better...not to know.
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