Saturday, July 16, 2005

   Um...yeah.
yeah...can't sleep...I'll be gone most of tomorrow. My mom's friend is having a party and I have to help set up. But that also means I have to help clean up. She's picking me up at noon...so I'll probably be gone for a good ten hours. I'm sure I'll just help, then sit in a corner till it ends and then help again and go home. That's usually how I do things. I doubt anyone of interest will be there. Maybe some cute guys will, but I don't think so. God, I hope Roxanne won't be there. If she is, I'll probably just give her a look taht says "How could you do that to me?" and then not look her way for the rest. If she approaches me, fine. but I'm not making any move. IF she's even there. I need to stop worrying about it. I hope that one Lady Cathy Villa isn't there or I won't be able to stop myself from giving her the evil eye-and I have THE evil eye. *cough* The party just happens to ahve a hawaiian theme to it, and my mom's friend called and told me she has a color scheme for em and wants em to wear black and red. I like those colors, but...*sigh* Do I GOTTA wear the damn grass skirt and the flowers? Maybe i'll look "cute" but no one will probably care, i'm sure. My mom wants me to take my camera. *sigh* I don't see why, but I guess I will. I put a new role of film in it today. It's a nice one with a zoom. It's expensive, I got it for my 8th grad grad, so I have to be careful with it. If the party gets to be too much, I might escape into a different room and play piano by myself...eep, I hope they're not doing karaoke...I'm always too shy to go up...naaaaa...now I'll never get to sleep! I'm too owrried about it! I'll be sure to post later on how it goes. And of course my mom's friend used to be a nurse so she's gonna freak about my bruise from my blood tests(those damn ladies can never do it right)...oh well. She said to wear a black or red tank top...so...I choose black of course. I may wear a long sleeve red shirt under it and roll up the sleeves...yeah, that sounds good. I don't much like my mom's friend. She talks too much. Or maybe I just don't talk enough. Maybe both. But when I tried to kill myself in 7th grade and it didn't work my mom told her husband and he comes over here and interrogates me(I'm still mad about it to this day) and he was like "What were you trying to accomplish?" I just wanted to scream "I WANTED TO DIE YOU STUPID FUCK!" but instead I said "I don't have to take this from you." And I got out of there. And my mom told him njot to tell anyone, but he told his wife of course(my mom's friend) and who knows who she slipped up with while she talks so much. I hope Liz isn't going to be at that Party either. I've been avoiding her a bit. Okay, honestly, these are all church people. I don't believe in all that shit but my mom does and stuff. So the party is being held at the church. My little brother is coming with me since we'll be the only ones home and I can't leave him here. It may hurt me though...seeing so many happy people. I'm happy, I suppose...but not like they are. So I've been avoiding Liz because she makes me go with her to church activities on Tuesdays. It can be fun and all, but...I don't care for religion. My mom knows I don't care, too. But she's going to be playing piano for the church's choir and they want me in the choir. *sigh* So she's railroaded me into that. I wouldn't mind if that one woman Merisol was there...she's very nice. She's very young and not married(and no boyfriend) but she has a little boy(who's such a cutie. He calls me Aunty). I feel bad for her, but I hope she'll find a nice man soon, She seems to do just fine on her own, though. Which is good. I don't like that my mom's friend's son is going to be there. He's a year older than my little brother(so he's 11) but he's just like her. He talks WAY too much and he's annoying and he smells. Literally. *sigh* Why did I agree to this? Oh, right. Free food. One more dinner that i don't have to cook. I'd rather order Chinese, but yeah...no money. If I had money, I'd buy up so much anime I wouldn't be able to store it all in my room. And my walls(which I want to paint blue or green...no way in hell am I saying what color they are. they're still the same color from when I was five.) would be covered with posters...and my backpack would be anime...EVERYTHING ANIME! Honestly, when I had my last boyfriend, I had his pic in a frame, ya know? But now, I have pics of anime guys in that frame. XD Hey, at least I don't feel guilty for liking them so much now. Which reminds me. Can you guys tell me if from Fruits Basket it's Souma or Sohma for the family's last name? I don't have my manga of ir right now and I've seen it both ways, so...little help? Um....okay, it looks like I've typed a lot, so i'll stop for now. And you're right, Lindsey, that one pic of Ichigo does look like Kyo. It's cuz they're both carrot tops. So cute! <3 Um...I updated two of my fics today. People relaly liked them, so that's good. A lot of the people who usually review for the GW one must be on vacation or something, cuz they ahven't reviewed much yet. So I don't feel bad for waiting to update that one. This one review I got for my FF8 one really cracks me up:
"From: Matron Raenee ( http://www.fanfiction.net/u/715900/ )
Because I'm me, I found this chapter mildly heartbreaking. I
mean...poor Seifer. Seifer may be a big blonde tard, but he doesn't deserve to
have Squally act like that...
Okay, you've now met one of the more emotional girls in the world.
Neways...Lovely chapter, I can't wait until the next!"
Ha ha, it makes me laugh so much. Mostly because she called Seifer a "big blonde tard". XDDD For those who don't know, Seifer went to a party and got shit faced. It was Rinoa's plan so she could try and seduce him. I even made up the drinking game in it myself. You role the dice and the number has corresponding instructions on the paper.
Snake eyes(aka 2)-one glass of a drink of your choice.
3-pass your bottle to the left
4-kiss the person on the left(and she set it up boy-boy-girl-girl sitting order so we get same sex kisses!)
5-pass your bottle to the right
6-kiss the person on the right
7-switch you bottle with one person of your choice
8-kiss a person of your choice
9-nigociate and see if you can get someone to let you have a glass from their bottle
10-pass turn
11-drink three glasses
12-drink half a bottle(ooooooo)
Any doubles-you choose
So I made that game up. Anyways, Squall comes there and drags Seifer out because they're supposed to study for a test. Plus he hates Rinoa(what she did to him i'm not telling). And Seifer in all his drunkeness had rolled an 8 so he's like "I'll kiss Squal!"(since him and Rinoa were the only ones left and to hell if he was kissing her. even though squall wasn't playing) so Squall shoves him down and tells him how nasty he is. XDDD Then he takes Seifer back to his(Seifer's) dorm and Seifer says "Do you want to stay the night?" Squall yells "No!" and runs away most likely thinking "You pervert!" XDDD okay, I'm SO ranbling. I can tell I am. What the hell, huh? I Was waiting to get on here while my brother was checking his email so I slumped in a kiten chair and started singing "99 anime shows on the wall, 99 anime shows. You take one down, pass it around, 98 anime shows on the wall." they all looked at me like I was nuts but I got down to 50! I think I'm just tired. Nite nite! P.S. To TwistedNightmare...please be okay...I know the feeling...when everything goes wrong and everyone's out to get you and you just want to curl up and die...but please be alright. I've stopped myself from dying so many times...it isn't worth it, okay? Just please don't do something drastic...
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This is Ichigo's Voice Actor...not so bad. I like Seki and um...the guy who does Shigure better. XD

yuki in the girl's uniform...he's hot, but sadly, he looks good like that. Or maybe that's good??

"But more importantly I haven't punished anyone in a while..." *eyes shift to the right quickly* "Want to watch?"

Ow...XD

It's RYUICHI OMG!!! *huggles him*

I love this pic and whatever wonderful person drew it. I think a person at um...(this sounds so wrong) joygasm.com...or something...I'll check on that.

"Repeat after me! This world-"
"T-This world..."
"THIS WORLD IS MADE OF-"
"T-This world is made of..."
"LOVE AND PEACE!"

He has all he sweets and is happy! But then gets inerrupted and can't eat them. XD
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