Friday, July 22, 2005

   *stomach hurts*
I ate tooooo much! Damn my bottomless pit. 'Cept I gotta watch it so I don't get fat. But Jeremy is SO lucky...he never gains an ounce. I swear to god, he's as skinny as Ed with a waist girls would envy. I think men's pants come in 30x32 is the smallest. He has to wear a belt. XD he's about 5'8"ish. A little taller than me, but I used to eb the same height as him for a while. *puts on boots* NOW I'M TALLER! Mwahahahaha...

Ya know, it's SO hot outside lately. It drives me crazy. It makes it hard to write, so I gotta write at night. But then me and Lyss are RPing and I'm online chatting so it's hard! Dammit. I really need to update my stories. I updated my FF8 one today and everyone's ready to kill Rinoa. This is good. I want to kill her, too. But not quite yet. At the bottom I'll post a pic I made of Rinoa's grave. It's Raine's grave from in-game, but I put her name on it...cuz she's a ditz. Neways. I'd say what pairing I'm REALLY into right now(for some strange reason) but you'd all freak, so...*shuts up*

This is a long post much like "Lenny" Lindsey, because i'm bored. Dammmmn yoooooooou Lyss! Get home already!!! *cries* I'm so bored! I'd IM your cell, but I don't want to both you if you're busy...*sigh* I will IM it if it gets to 11 and you dun come hoooome...*bored*

Well, I just got an email for a story alert. A Fruits Basket story i like was updated. Yuki chopped down a tree saying "it's all your fault you fucking tree!" because he kinda threw Kyo through a wall and he hit the tree and got hurt. lol Why use Shoji as walls if they break so easy? They look cool, though. Poor Shigure, his house is always getting broken. LOL

Um...unhappy thought is that Erik should eb coming back tomorrow wah. I wish he wouldn't. It's mean, and he's my brother, and I'm supposed to lovehim, but there comes a time when someone like him crosses the line and you just ahve to say "fuck you I am not putting with this shit." okay, so that's what I WANT to say, but more like i'll let my mom handle it. still intend to find out the truth, though. As I said to my mom earlier, nothing world be worse than him coming home with Gina and telling us all the things we've been suspecting are true. I would kill him.

On a side note, my mom's been working at Target for the past four years, because when it all happened with my dad she needed a job ASAP and that's what she got. She's been looking for a better paying job lately, and she's got an interview at the Hindsdale(sp? x_x) animal hospital. She's qualified for working in their lab and running the blood tests and stuff. She used to work at a people hospital long ago. Anyways, so wish her luck, okay? Cuz we really need her to get a better paying job...if anything happens to my grandfather...it'll all be over. Neways, so just wish her luck for me.

We'll probably ahve to go grocery shopping tomorrow. I want sodaaaaa...aka "pop" as some of you say. Ummm...they say if a person says "front room" instead of "living room" you know they're from Chicago. Yeah, I say front room. Always have. And I say soda, not pop...heh.

I want to draw..I told Lyss I'd finish that sexay Ed pic...but I ahven't yet...dammit. Then again, I wanna write, too. SHIT! I have to work harder on that piano piece for this talent show that's going to happen...I only have 1/3 of it memorized...damn. I can play Beaming Sunlight from FMA really well now. i love that song. But it's not complicated enough for the talent show. And I still don't know what to sing, and Michelle hasn't called me for whatever duet she wanted me to help her on. We're not the best of friends anymore, but she asked for em to help, so I figured i would. I wonder what everyone else will do...Liz could sing, but I think that's all she does...Andriana could maybe sing, but eh...what else could she do? Cheerleading? *gags*

Ya know the bugs out here are REALLY pissing me off. seriously. The little green jump ones seem to be under the deak and keep jumping on my legs. I'm tired of these little brown ones that fly but they're so slow that i crush like 50 a night. Sometimes these crawly ones come out and they are fast...so I hate those. Then...my archenemies...the SPIDERS. I hate them so much. I'm sick of trying to kill them all. They ahve a bounty going on my head now. Like 20 juicy flies if anyone can bite me and cause my death. Saki, George, George II and George III ahve failed. Now Yojin is on the case. And he's worse than the others. You know what else I ahte? I have this fan blowing on me and these little flies don't know how weak they are, so they try to fly past and they end up hitting me in the face or almost getting in my ear cuz they get blown away. Stupid things.

Okay, I REALLY need to shut up. In 45 minutes I'm gonna message your phone, Lyss! You're leaving me to be bored!!! Meanie! So...I'll preoccupy myself with writing or something till you get home....yeah...buh bye everyone! If you actually read all this you get cookies!
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How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed...
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away...
I must be dreaming...

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems...
Not what I think...
I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind...
Not real life...
I must be dreaming...

Hope you know
I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you...
But spoken fears can come true

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems...
Not what you think...
No, I must be dreaming...
It's only in my mind...
Not real life...
No, I must be dreaming...

Not what it seems...
Not what you think...
I must be dreaming...
Just in my mind...
Not real life...
I must be dreaming...

I Must Be Dreaming - Evanescence


I made this pic. Nice, eh?

I love the look on his face lol

Whoever drew this knows how to make a sexay pic o' Duo. *drools* Hey, guys, be happy. At least I'm not putting yaoi right now....BUT NOW THAT I THINK OF IT YOU ALL NEED TO BE TORTURED!!! MWAHAHA! COVER YOUR EYES MY MALE FRIENDS!!!



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