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Monday, August 1, 2005


   Ummm...
Yeah. I dunno what to put here. Life has been boring, which is good. *yawn* i'm tired. I'm supposed to br dragged to the movies by Reenie today...so...we'll see if she remembers. I can often be forgotten easily, it seems. Probably because I can be really quiet with people I'm not so comfortable with. So...I'm not exactly memorable or anything. I'm not special...I'm not "omg hot" or anything...so there's no reason to be remembered. I keep putting off writing my next chapter, I don't know why. Well...I'm tired and I don't know what else to say, and Jeremy wants to check his mail...so I'm gonna go to bed. Oyasumi.
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It's the first time
I've ever felt this lonely...
I wish someone
Could cure this pain...
It's funny when you think
It's gonna work out...
Till you chose weed over me
You're so lame...
Thought you were cool
Until the point...
Up until the point
You didn't call me
When you said you would...
Finally figured out
You're all the same...
Always coming up
With some kind of story...

Everytime I try
To make you smile...
you're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try
To make you laugh...
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless...
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

Thought you'd come around
When I ignored you...
So I thought you'd have
The decency to change...
But babe I guess you
Didn't take that warning...
Cause I'm not about
To look at your face again.
Can't you see that
You lie to yourself?
You can't see the world
Through a mirror...
It won't be too late
When the smoke clears...
Cause I, I am still here...
But everytime I try to
Make you smile...
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try
To make you laugh...
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless...
Is that too much that i'm asking for?

Can't find where I am
Lying here
Alone in fear...
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again...

Can't you see that
You lie to yoursef?
You can't see the world
Through a mirror...
It won't be too late
When the smoke clears...
Cause I, I am still here...
Eveerytime I try
To make you smile...
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try
To make you laugh...
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless...

It was too much that I asked him for...
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